life is miserable, why try

[Orka]

everything is difficult

how do you guys manage this

there's people out there working like 12 hour days too

might start coping with some random god soon, even though I did that and was just a miserable temporary christian lmfao

 

[Orka]

I feel like mold

 

[savage21]

everything is difficult

how do you guys manage this

there's people out there working like 12 hour days too

might start coping with some random god soon, even though I did that and was just a miserable temporary christian lmfao

What in particular is difficult for you?

 

[Nebelix28]

Just take drugs atp

 

[Orka]

What in particular is difficult for you?

I don't think I can list any activity that isn't difficult honestly

I need external motivation for everything except for being on my computer and eating

 

[Nebelix28]

I feel like mold

 

[Orka]

Just take drugs atp

how much do they cost

are they that good

 

[Nebelix28]

how much do they cost

are they that good

Heroin is he best feeling a human can biologically have. But afterwards your life is over. Thats the Price

 

[Orka]

Heroin is he best feeling a human can biologically have. But afterwards your life is over. Thats the Price

it's been over anyways

are there online vendors? I don't have anyone to speak to irl, so I don't have connections

 

[59H390]

everything is difficult

how do you guys manage this

there's people out there working like 12 hour days too

might start coping with some random god soon, even though I did that and was just a miserable temporary christian lmfao

u can cope with hobbies + passions

these are what bring the joy into life for me

 

[Klasik616]

how much do they cost

are they that good

Drugs not help only a girlfriend would.

 

[Orka]

Drugs not help only a girlfriend would.

One is significantly easier than the other

and a girlfriend would get pretty sick of me very quickly considering my lifestyle lol

 

[Orka]

u can cope with hobbies + passions

these are what bring the joy into life for me

I have neither

and it's effort to get either

 

[savage21]

I don't think I can list any activity that isn't difficult honestly

I need external motivation for everything except for being on my computer and eating

So it’s just complete lack of motivation I’m assuming. Only solution is to just force yourself to be productive and healthy. Like you said, you feel like mold. You want to stop feeling like mold? Then do things. You will feel worse than mold when you have to force yourself to get up and do stuff, but over time you will begin to feel better about yourself. You will accomplish things. Sounds corny af but it’s true. It’s a long-term investment but you have to take the dip.

 

[Incelforeever]

true

 

[aidenltn17]

tbh I feel the same way

no motivation at all

has anything helped at least a little so far?

 

[Nebelix28]

it's been over anyways

are there online vendors? I don't have anyone to speak to irl, so I don't have connections

Over for You. Dont fucking think about it nigga

 

[59H390]

I have neither

and it's effort to get either

why not at least try to find things ur interested in

at least for me

thats my entire source of happiness in life

would probaly

just kms without the things im passionate about

 

[Eno]

your life is miserable because u dont try

 

[ceceslayer]

One is significantly easier than the other

and a girlfriend would get pretty sick of me very quickly considering my lifestyle lol

are u twink shaped

 

[Orka]

tbh I feel the same way

no motivation at all

has anything helped at least a little so far?

it has only gotten worse over the last 4 months

I'm drinking in my room alone daily

 

[Orka]

are u twink shaped

I don't know

I'm skinny though

 

[59H390]

your life is miserable because u dont try

 

[Orka]

your life is miserable because u dont try

well yeah

 

[habeebullah]

I have neither

and it's effort to get either

If you become a femboy I'll date you

 

[Orka]

your life is miserable because u dont try

no actually, no amount of trying will make up for my personality

 

[ceceslayer]

I don't know

I'm skinny though

if ur skinny enough foids would just like u cus of that especially the foids in la

 

[ikramy]

there's people out there working like 12 hour days too

 

[Orka]

if ur skinny enough foids would just like u cus of that especially the foids in la

I don't leave my room, last time I left was like 4 days ago to walk to the store

I dotn have male irl friends, let alone female ones lol

 

[Orka]

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good job

how do u get through it

 

[somalie]

I need external motivation for everything except for being on my computer and eating

why dont u use food as a reward, like eating a fat pizza everytime u finish a shift

 

[aidenltn17]

it has only gotten worse over the last 4 months

I'm drinking in my room alone daily

maybe try walking to start.

idk why I'm giving advice since I'm probably in the same or worse situation

just a suggestion

 

[habeebullah]

if ur skinny enough foids would just like u cus of that especially the foids in la

This is so cope bro. If you have a bad face or are a manlet, being skinny won't help u

 

[Eno]

well yeah

so try

no actually, no amount of trying will make up for my personality

shit mentality

 

[savage21]

I don't know

I'm skinny though

Again this sounds corny but going to the gym will help. One misconception is people think going to the gym will fix all their problems. This is just not true. The gym, if you make it through the beginner stage (2weeks to a month) will help you build discipline. Not saying this will fix all your problems. But it leads to more opportunity. You can meet people, take care of your health and yourself, and genuinely make your life better.

 

[Orka]

why dont u use food as a reward, like eating a fat pizza everytime u finish a shift

Because eating is my only hobby outside of being on forums

 

[habeebullah]

I don't leave my room, last time I left was like 4 days ago to walk to the store

I dotn have male irl friends, let alone female ones lol

You're only 17 bro it's not over. I'm older than you and am in the same situation sadly

 

[ikramy]

good job

how do u get through it

Cigarettes, its just temporary tho my main job is 9 hours the other is just a temporary side work for some extra cash

 

[ceceslayer]

I don't leave my room, last time I left was like 4 days ago to walk to the store

I dotn have male irl friends, let alone female ones lol

i didnt leave my room at all either till my mom kicked me out for a day then made me stay outside till 7 then i can go to my room its not that bad u just need a lil push

 

[habeebullah]

no actually, no amount of trying will make up for my personality

Nigga your personality is fine. You seem like a chill guy. You're prob just high inhib

 

[Orka]

i didnt leave my room at all either till my mom kicked me out for a day then made me stay outside till 7 then i can go to my room its not that bad u just need a lil push

I'm always being pushed but just retreat to my bed every time

idk how I'll survive after 18 tbh, I'm gonna be 18 in less than 4 months

 

[ceceslayer]

This is so cope bro. If you have a bad face or are a manlet, being skinny won't help u

i forgot to include that as well csnt even lie but being twink skinny and somewhat attractive can get u far in la

 

[Orka]

Nigga your personality is fine. You seem like a chill guy. You're prob just high inhib

I don't even know what my inhibition is like, I would say I'm low online? idk

 

[Orka]

i forgot to include that as well csnt even lie but being twink skinny and somewhat attractive can get u far in la

In LA

I'm not in LA, and the average looking guy in LA mogs my brains out

 

[Swarthy Knight]

I rebuke this negative mindset

I feel like mold

Wdym by that

 

[habeebullah]

I'm always being pushed but just retreat to my bed every time

idk how I'll survive after 18 tbh, I'm gonna be 18 in less than 4 months

Are you going to go uni? What hobbies do you have? Have you tried making friends? Do you have a job? Have you looksmaxxed?

 

[somalie]

Because eating is my only hobby outside of being on forums

yeah so use it as a reward to do fun shit

 

[ceceslayer]

I'm always being pushed but just retreat to my bed every time

idk how I'll survive after 18 tbh, I'm gonna be 18 in less than 4 months

try making 1 friend took me almost 2 months to even make somewhat of a friend at school

 

[theRetard]

become stoic and obey to logos (be reasonable)

 

[savage21]

I'm always being pushed but just retreat to my bed every time

idk how I'll survive after 18 tbh, I'm gonna be 18 in less than 4 months

Do you have any plans for schooling or are you gonna get your own place and work?