
ogremax
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Life is so fucking pointless here,
Every day I wake up to nothing.
My life consists of going to my shitty job 8 hours a day 5 times a week. When the weekend finally comes I spend it smoking copious amounts of cigarettes and drinking liquor until I blackout and fall asleep. Every weekend we visit a big bar/nightclub with lots of girls, but there is never anyone interested. I used to do drugs but I cant afford it anymore.
I do not have any purpouse in life, or anyone that cares for me. My ”friends” could be sad for 1 hour and their girlfriend or friends would rush to help. I could go missing for a week and nobody would even notice. I have tried to improve in the past, no smoking, no drinking and only eating healthy, working out and looksmaxxing. However I have only ended up in the same spot again. It all boils down to me not having anyone that cares for me, even if everything is going great I still feel like shit.
Nobody notices me, It is if I where invisible.
Too normal looking to be a truecel, but too ugly to be considered above average.
I have no interests but to drink and smoke, and my ”friends” only come around when its time to drink. I feel like no matter what I do I make no progress. I need something drastic to happen in my life or I am going to put a bullet in my head. Does anyone have tips for drastic changes to improve quality in life?
Every day I wake up to nothing.
My life consists of going to my shitty job 8 hours a day 5 times a week. When the weekend finally comes I spend it smoking copious amounts of cigarettes and drinking liquor until I blackout and fall asleep. Every weekend we visit a big bar/nightclub with lots of girls, but there is never anyone interested. I used to do drugs but I cant afford it anymore.
I do not have any purpouse in life, or anyone that cares for me. My ”friends” could be sad for 1 hour and their girlfriend or friends would rush to help. I could go missing for a week and nobody would even notice. I have tried to improve in the past, no smoking, no drinking and only eating healthy, working out and looksmaxxing. However I have only ended up in the same spot again. It all boils down to me not having anyone that cares for me, even if everything is going great I still feel like shit.
Nobody notices me, It is if I where invisible.
Too normal looking to be a truecel, but too ugly to be considered above average.
I have no interests but to drink and smoke, and my ”friends” only come around when its time to drink. I feel like no matter what I do I make no progress. I need something drastic to happen in my life or I am going to put a bullet in my head. Does anyone have tips for drastic changes to improve quality in life?