Life/looks help

[Mast3r]

Sorry for such a long rant. I went on my very first date today at 19 years old I feel like I was very weird compared to my normal self which I’m 100% certain I was due to nervousness. I originally was texting this girl for around 3 days before hand she knew what I looked like before hand and even said she liked me first. Never did get a text back after. Shit hurts so bad I’ve never been so embarrassed and disappointed with myself ever. It also look a lot out of me to even go considering I’ve literally never hung out with a girl before I’m pretty much an incel as I have no real friends except my cousin who motivated me to go and said it was good practice. Could it have been my looks or just mabey my weird behavior?

I need a brutal answer and even a rating could help me get into perspective of what I actually look like. This picture was taken today I’m also 5’8 but fraud to 5’9 with insoles

 

[TheBrownOne]

ur not ugly
Id say above average
maybe you were just being retarded on the date

 

[Mast3r]

Yea your probably right lol

 

[Crowsmagnon]

wait high key, you got a good base, like pretty good proportions for everything, just uee and slightly droopy lower eyelids, but theres not much you can do for that

 

[willbetruechang2299]

Stop going on forums and live your life brah, just keep shooting shots til u make one

 

[Mast3r]

Stop going on forums and live your life brah, just keep shooting shots til u make one

Your right it’s just so hard for me to have any confidence at all considering where I started from and from how I was treated by who I considered “friends” for years and today didn’t help at all just never expected this shit to fuck me up so hard when I forced myself to expect the worst outcome possible