
Cyframe
𝕯𝖝𝕯 𝖈𝖗𝖊𝖜 Ascension 2025
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I am a bit heartbroken; I began to like this girl a lot. She had been my friend for three years prior, I asked her out in delusion. Hoping that it might work out, but she didn't like me back.
I feel really cringe for it, the social media posts ridiculing men who ask out their friend after a few years of friendship made it even worser. A few foids tried helping me out but honestly, their personal experiences are corny as fuck. Knowing that I am in the same category as these vain boy-crazy girls makes the situation even worse.
I can't talk to her anymore, I feel a bit bad about it. I want to, but I feel awkward at the same time. I sort of ignore her right now. She might forget me, which will hurt so much.
I tend to crush hard, it took me a year or more to get over the last girl I liked despite us never dating. My romantic idealism sort of backfires, I can't find any other girl attractive other than her. I'm sensitive in that way.
I have had a few wistful thoughts about an alternate world where I had a genetic advantage and how that fact alone would have allowed me to have her. Perhaps, instead of readings essays from fellow forum members. I would have been reading essays from her.
I'm detached; I've come to accept my genes. I've also come to accept that she is not attracted to me. I really don't think girls are something for me right now, it really just ends in heartbreak, and I can't handle more.
This last month, two girls have asked me out. This is the first time I've gotten female attention in my life, I turned down both of them as I did not find them attractive.
My biggest passion however is History, Politics and Philosophy
I went to four MUN's this month. I won three best delegate awards.
I believe that I have a lot of potential, but my lack of work ethic is holding me back, something that really hurts me. I need to fix that.
My academics aren't all that good, it's hard for me to sit down and study subjects. I get distracted easily.
I'm planning to go to the gym this week, I'm trying to do it as soon as possible before I forget. I need to take action as early as possible.
I'm a bit confused as to what career or major I should choose. I feel a bit behind in that way.
Summary for TL
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I feel really cringe for it, the social media posts ridiculing men who ask out their friend after a few years of friendship made it even worser. A few foids tried helping me out but honestly, their personal experiences are corny as fuck. Knowing that I am in the same category as these vain boy-crazy girls makes the situation even worse.
I can't talk to her anymore, I feel a bit bad about it. I want to, but I feel awkward at the same time. I sort of ignore her right now. She might forget me, which will hurt so much.
I tend to crush hard, it took me a year or more to get over the last girl I liked despite us never dating. My romantic idealism sort of backfires, I can't find any other girl attractive other than her. I'm sensitive in that way.
I have had a few wistful thoughts about an alternate world where I had a genetic advantage and how that fact alone would have allowed me to have her. Perhaps, instead of readings essays from fellow forum members. I would have been reading essays from her.
I'm detached; I've come to accept my genes. I've also come to accept that she is not attracted to me. I really don't think girls are something for me right now, it really just ends in heartbreak, and I can't handle more.
This last month, two girls have asked me out. This is the first time I've gotten female attention in my life, I turned down both of them as I did not find them attractive.
My biggest passion however is History, Politics and Philosophy
I went to four MUN's this month. I won three best delegate awards.
I believe that I have a lot of potential, but my lack of work ethic is holding me back, something that really hurts me. I need to fix that.
My academics aren't all that good, it's hard for me to sit down and study subjects. I get distracted easily.
I'm planning to go to the gym this week, I'm trying to do it as soon as possible before I forget. I need to take action as early as possible.
I'm a bit confused as to what career or major I should choose. I feel a bit behind in that way.
Summary for TL
- Cyframe developed feelings for a close female friend of three years and asked her out, but she didn’t reciprocate, leaving him heartbroken and awkward.
- He avoids her now, though he misses her, and tends to form deep crushes that take a long time to move on from.
- Imagines alternate realities where advantages might have made her like him.
- Recently received his first-ever romantic attention from two girls but declined due to lack of attraction.
- Passionate about History, Politics, and Philosophy; won three Best Delegate awards at four MUNs this month.
- Struggles with focus, work ethic, and academics; wants to improve.
- Plans to start going to the gym soon.
- Unsure about career or major and feels behind peers.
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