Life started at HTN for me (TLDR at end omf)

[Deleted member 322800]

I’m not posting myself out of insecurity and all y’all mfs, but I ascended from modest LMTN-LHTN. Purely genetics btw, ate nothing and slept two hours every night for years since 6th grade. But life started at HTN for me. About 7 months ago when my bones came in, this LTB I barely knew, I convinced her to get on FaceTime. The moment she joined my FaceTime, jokes were funnier and she fell asleep on call. At the time when I was borderline LTN, I’ve personally googled how to talk to women and struggled talking to anyone. So this was the first girl I’ve ever spoken too, and severely abnormal for my life. We talked and immediately started hanging out everyday, not even a week after that first FaceTime. 2 months later, I asked her to be my girlfriend. A week after asking her to be my girlfriend, we almost f*cked in another girl’s bed, but she was on her period. The moment she was off her period, I got laid. This entire time I’ve been with her, I had no money, and played video games all day with her. She caught me months later texting my friend that’s she’s LTB and ugly, and I thought I could do better (plus I said I was looking at other girls while on a date). Half assed a promise I wouldn’t do it again, and she took me back twice. Broke up with her the third time around when I realized the reality of lookism, hypergamy, etc… and why she loved me for “me” (my looks). She turned out to be batshit crazy (no dad either) in the past from what I’ve heard from her friends, but I didn’t see a moment where she wasn’t soft and caring. I brutally mog all her LTN ex’s, and intend to do better and fall in love with a better girl. I now never before struggle talking and approaching women, girls talk to me on a regular basis and conversation is easy. Nerfed at 5’8, but I understand how to talk to girls and I’m far from neurodivergent. Reaching out or talking to girls is getting boring, and if I reach HHTN by 21 I’ll be happy. Still in highschool, so any advice ig?

TLDR:
Story of I treated a girl like shit but got away with it because I’m HTN. Do I just simply keep softmaxxing atp cause bones don’t lie, or it’s relatively over cause I’m in highschool?

 

[Fikaacek]

dnr grey

 

[6ft5geneticsaviour]

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[Deleted member 322800]

give tldr

gotcha brodi

 

[SanTheTrucel]

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[Deleted member 322800]

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nah it’s my post bruh

 

[SharpOrange]

I’m not posting myself out of insecurity and all y’all mfs, but I ascended from modest LMTN-LHTN. Purely genetics btw, ate nothing and slept two hours every night for years since 6th grade. But life started at HTN for me. About 7 months ago when my bones came in, this LTB I barely knew, I convinced her to get on FaceTime. The moment she joined my FaceTime, jokes were funnier and she fell asleep on call. At the time when I was borderline LTN, I’ve personally googled how to talk to women and struggled talking to anyone. So this was the first girl I’ve ever spoken too, and severely abnormal for my life. We talked and immediately started hanging out everyday, not even a week after that first FaceTime. 2 months later, I asked her to be my girlfriend. A week after asking her to be my girlfriend, we almost f*cked in another girl’s bed, but she was on her period. The moment she was off her period, I got laid. This entire time I’ve been with her, I had no money, and played video games all day with her. She caught me months later texting my friend that’s she’s LTB and ugly, and I thought I could do better (plus I said I was looking at other girls while on a date). Half assed a promise I wouldn’t do it again, and she took me back twice. Broke up with her the third time around when I realized the reality of lookism, hypergamy, etc… and why she loved me for “me” (my looks). She turned out to be batshit crazy (no dad either) in the past from what I’ve heard from her friends, but I didn’t see a moment where she wasn’t soft and caring. I brutally mog all her LTN ex’s, and intend to do better and fall in love with a better girl. I don’t struggle talking and approaching women, girls talk to me on a regular basis and conversation is easy. Nerfed at 5’8, but I understand how to talk to girls and I’m far from neurodivergent. Reaching out or talking to girls is getting boring, and if I reach HHTN by 21 I’ll be happy. Still in highschool, so any advice ig?

TLDR:
Treated a girl like shit but got away with it because I’m HTN. Do I just simply keep softmaxxing atp cause bones don’t lie.

fk you never happened to me i hate my life so much

 

[Deleted member 90273]

I’m not posting myself out of insecurity and all y’all mfs, but I ascended from modest LMTN-LHTN. Purely genetics btw, ate nothing and slept two hours every night for years since 6th grade. But life started at HTN for me. About 7 months ago when my bones came in, this LTB I barely knew, I convinced her to get on FaceTime. The moment she joined my FaceTime, jokes were funnier and she fell asleep on call. At the time when I was borderline LTN, I’ve personally googled how to talk to women and struggled talking to anyone. So this was the first girl I’ve ever spoken too, and severely abnormal for my life. We talked and immediately started hanging out everyday, not even a week after that first FaceTime. 2 months later, I asked her to be my girlfriend. A week after asking her to be my girlfriend, we almost f*cked in another girl’s bed, but she was on her period. The moment she was off her period, I got laid. This entire time I’ve been with her, I had no money, and played video games all day with her. She caught me months later texting my friend that’s she’s LTB and ugly, and I thought I could do better (plus I said I was looking at other girls while on a date). Half assed a promise I wouldn’t do it again, and she took me back twice. Broke up with her the third time around when I realized the reality of lookism, hypergamy, etc… and why she loved me for “me” (my looks). She turned out to be batshit crazy (no dad either) in the past from what I’ve heard from her friends, but I didn’t see a moment where she wasn’t soft and caring. I brutally mog all her LTN ex’s, and intend to do better and fall in love with a better girl. I don’t struggle talking and approaching women, girls talk to me on a regular basis and conversation is easy. Nerfed at 5’8, but I understand how to talk to girls and I’m far from neurodivergent. Reaching out or talking to girls is getting boring, and if I reach HHTN by 21 I’ll be happy. Still in highschool, so any advice ig?

TLDR:
Story of I treated a girl like shit but got away with it because I’m HTN. Do I just simply keep softmaxxing atp cause bones don’t lie, or it’s relatively over cause I’m in highschool?

wtf r u even talking about?