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subiva
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- Oct 19, 2025
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My mom told me today that "it's hard to love me", i hardly talk back, and treat her well. Life is miserable as a ltn/sub 5. Kids at my school are consistently calling me ugly, to a point where i just accepted it. I have never had a girlfriend, the only time i cold approached a girl, i was made fun of for being ugly. If I mange to text a girl for longer then a week, they're seemingly "never ready for a relationship". I never had a girlfriend, never kissed a girl, never even touched a girl besides maybe a side hug. I am always the butt of the joke. I'm never invited to social events out side of school, i'm not even in the main group chat of my friend group. My friends right infront of me talked about how they wouldn't take a million dollars if it meant they had to look like me. I been on the black pill for a couple months now, but constantly coped about my looks, not staying 100% discipline. Currently running HGH still on the building phase below 6 ius and a bunch of other peptides. All I care about now is ascending and making money in order to keep mange lifestyle and keep buying paying for softmaxxes. I'm planning on getting an FME, and MSDO in the next month while running peptides. I'm also gonna hard mew, lateral thumb pull 7-10 times a day. And other basic softmaxxes like hair, eyebrows/lashes, skin max with skincare and GHK. I'm going to stick to the primal diet while bulking to maximize bone growth. Currently taking a lot of supplements to lower estrogen slightly to keep plates open, mange insulin sensitivity, and vitamins for more bones like mega dose of (Boron, K2+D3).