life sucks

[ugly_man]

Life has been a relentless endeavor, each chapter weighed down by the heavy burden of my circumstances. Living with mental retardation in difficult homes, barely passing high school despite being illiterate in addition to being mentally ill, impecunious and not very well endowed(There's objects way bigger than me), I don't really have much to offer. In fact, based off a plethora of egregious cases, it seems like women would find more lust in dogs, pigs, and even maggots than myself . So, I went to a brothel twice. The first prostitute, whom I lost my virginity to at the late age of 21, was kind but not too helpful and my nerves inhibited any lascivious pleasure. I still had the itch. The second one was very kind and helpful. Albeit it was futile due to the fact that I have very little memory of the occurrence due to unexplained memory loss, tragedy that began at 17 that is dismissed by doctors and causes volatility in my parents. Unfortunately, the itch returned in a matter of hours. I explored spiritual avenues such as Orthodox Christianity but struggle due to the aforementioned quandaries. I just I am doomed.

 

[Bartarus]

Hands down the most brutal thing I've seen on org.

 

[ProBono]

born too late for natural selection, born too early for state sponsored CRISPR population control gene editing, my condolences