Life sucks

[Doriaannnnn]

Fuck people, i post this with fear that i'm going to get called a larper.

All my life i had been bullied in school, that until high school, i grew in height and in my country i'm much taller than the average guy, also lost a lot of weight.

I had a lhtb as my girlfriend, she had green eyes, 5'8, blonde and beautiful, she had many titles in beauty contests, we even had sex and all of those lovers things.

Apart from her many girls in my class had showed interest in me, without even knowing me.
I'm a socially awkward person btw.

Currently i have the title of a beauty contest in my school.


I am not trying to take pride on any of these things, that was just to say that i was a guy with a very high self esteem and even had started to feel more comfortable talking with people that until a year and some months ago.

My life started going down when my ex gf (the one that i wrote about) left me, i just can't get over it.

I still have & had girls interested in me but i can't bring myself to even try, and when i do try i fuck up so badly with my poor social skills, it's just weird and it has happened that girls stop talking to me because of that.

My confidence is now in the deepest pits of hell, even more since i discovered that i'm frauded on some angles for my pictures, for example the side profile.

Since then my life has been shitty and i can't even sleep with the thought that i am a fucking ugly maggot, i don't go out anymore, i don't wanna eat and when i do eat, is junk, i just spend most of my day doing homework and playing videogames, because i am afraid to show my face in public.

To mention that i'm on the spectrum, have diagnoses on generalized anxiety and depression

I need tips to get my life together or even to cope with the fact that it's not as good as it used to be.

 

[mtfmxxng]

Read everything.
You already know for a fact that you can pull bitches.
The depression debuff is temporary. Try to believe in yourself and think back on the times you slayed.
If you could do it once, you can probably do it again.

 

[Former Shortcel]

Not a quark

 

[DaveXD]

Sometimes it sucks

 

[Brooke Shields]

Fuck people, i post this with fear that i'm going to get called a larper.

All my life i had been bullied in school, that until high school, i grew in height and in my country i'm much taller than the average guy, also lost a lot of weight.

I had a lhtb as my girlfriend, she had green eyes, 5'8, blonde and beautiful, she had many titles in beauty contests, we even had sex and all of those lovers things.

Apart from her many girls in my class had showed interest in me, without even knowing me.
I'm a socially awkward person btw.

Currently i have the title of a beauty contest in my school.


I am not trying to take pride on any of these things, that was just to say that i was a guy with a very high self esteem and even had started to feel more comfortable talking with people that until a year and some months ago.

My life started going down when my ex gf (the one that i wrote about) left me, i just can't get over it.

I still have & had girls interested in me but i can't bring myself to even try, and when i do try i fuck up so badly with my poor social skills, it's just weird and it has happened that girls stop talking to me because of that.

My confidence is now in the deepest pits of hell, even more since i discovered that i'm frauded on some angles for my pictures, for example the side profile.

Since then my life has been shitty and i can't even sleep with the thought that i am a fucking ugly maggot, i don't go out anymore, i don't wanna eat and when i do eat, is junk, i just spend most of my day doing homework and playing videogames, because i am afraid to show my face in public.

To mention that i'm on the spectrum, have diagnoses on generalized anxiety and depression

I need tips to get my life together or even to cope with the fact that it's not as good as it used to be.