Life Update - Getting caught cheating, prime ethnic cutie, my parents/relatives reaction, and more

[Cali Yuga]

your dad sounds based listen to him

 

[Deleted member 10104]

your dad sounds based listen to him

He was asking me if I was getting paid by the girls I slept with

 

[Deleted member 10104]

Read the whole thing, everyone in this thread for the most part from what I read is autistic, saying omg slayer based slayer treat the dumb whores ignoring what u said about not being proud with yourself and whatnot.

Anyways bro, it's good that you've straightened things out with your family at least, and like ur dad says try and mend things w her, [this is the girl you wanted to leave right?] but don't get back together w her and move on.

thanks for reading broski. and yeah, not proud, it was really rough seeing her like that. i wish i had just broken up with her peacefully...

 

[Deleted member 6191]

thanks for reading broski. and yeah, not proud, it was really rough seeing her like that. i wish i had just broken up with her peacefully...

of course fam, yeah it's a really tough situation that you're in, but based on what you've said there might be work with her to resolve things at peace so you can both move on content. Whatever happens bro, hope it works out.

 

[OOGABOOGA]

Godspeed my nigga, I hope this shit ends up fine for you

 

[AlwaysHaveQuestions]

im imagining eva cudmore but brown

 

[Deleted member 10104]

im imagining eva cudmore but brown

eva cudmore but actually attractive

 

[vaninskybird]

this is all happening because you use 26 font

 

[Deleted member 10104]

this is all happening because you use 26 font

problem?

 

[vaninskybird]

problem?

yes, i was halfway trough your post but i had to stop bc it was hurting my eyes
you have been warned

 

[Deleted member 3323]

As you guys know, a few days ago I issued a self-ban in the immediate aftermath of finding out my LTR had discovered my infidelity in the worst way possible.

She had found pictures/videos of me fucking other girls. She then took those pictures/videos and sent them to my family, including my dad, sister, grandfather, and some others. She also saw the evidence of me getting a girl pregnant, but she thinks the miscarriage happened. She also found conversations with me and a friend where I talked about and objectified women quite a bit, including racially (even discussing her race in a sexual manner). She sent that stuff too.

When this was all happening I was with a new girl I had recently connected with, an 18 year old with very little prior dating experience and also a virgin. To me she is the equivalent of ethnic Eva Cudmore, and I can look at pics of both and objectively she has a few better features but since this forum is white worshipping I'd say many would disagree. Bare minimum, fogs @TraumatisedOgre's avi to death. Regardless, she has insane collagen, top tier eye area, cute nose, great jaw, and I was her first... but it all just complicates things.

On top of this, two other girls texted me around the same day that they may be pregnant (missed periods). Shit hit the fan fast, all while I was meeting this girl who I REALLY like at the same time.

So... immediate reactions were my sister telling me she was extremely disappointed in me and essentially disowning me. This turned out to be exaggerated as she now wants me to move in with her because she thinks I am a sex addict and need rehab/therapy. She talked with my LTR for quite a bit. I think she may have calmed down my LTR and prevented her from breaking/burning all my shit.

I called my dad a day or so later and talked to him. He was mostly just telling me that running around with a bunch of women is a lost cause and is empty and shallow, and for the most part I agree anyway. He told me he still supports me no matter what I do, and I should ask for forgiveness from my LTR but not to get back with her, but so that we can both move on. He also said I needed to get my life right with God. But he also said none of what I did was shocking to him and he didn't really care that much, and he said if he was younger and more worldly he'd be mirin me for being such a man whore. He also said to get tested.

He said my Grandpa wouldn't care because he raised 4 boys and he's seen shit way worse than this. But also we both doubt he'll even see the pictures since he's not very tech fluent.

Rest of my family, idk or care that much.

For my LTR, I'm apologizing to her and feel really bad for hurting her to be honest. It was a really terrible feeling seeing her cry in person (I told the new girl I had to go do some stuff and made a trip home). The things she said destroyed me, and I honestly never want to make someone feel like that again. The stuff about being her best friend and doing this to her was terrible. I am apologizing for her sake and hoping she forgives me, just so she can move on and not be completely destroyed by me for her life...

As for the new girl, of course I didn't tell her what happened but the night I was notified she noticed my mood was completely different. Anyway, after a night of sleep I was able to act a bit more normally and she forgot about it. We had a really great time and honestly, I really like this new girl, as more than just a sex friend or something like that. We spent a lot of time just staring at each other and enjoying the moments we had. I have legit feelings for her now, and I told her I may want to live with her in the future and she said she wanted to. Dumb of me. But oh well.

Another note, @Face is everything for some reason thinks I was larping about the new girl cause I made a thread the previous night or two before about having a UTI. You can still fuck when you have a UTI, they aren't even contagious. Really dumb take ngl.

Anyway, I have no idea what will happen now. My LTR is actually acting a bit like she wants to forgive me, but flops to telling me to kill myself a second later. I really like that new girl but I have no idea what will happen with my LTR, and I feel responsible for destroying my LTR so I feel responsible for trying to heal her. Basically I'm fucked in a lot of ways. Ultimately, I never want to hurt someone like that again though, and if God gives me another chance with this new girl I'll stop fucking around with so many girls. @streege I'll probably also dedicate myself to living life with reason and purpose again, instead of pursuing what is fleeting and momentary and degenerate and hurting to others.

@MoeZart @RAITEIII @OOGABOOGA @Wallenberg @Baldingman1998 @WadlowMaxxing @lutte @Dukeys

You deserve for her to leave you so you can learn your lesson.

 

[Deleted member 10104]

yes, i was halfway trough your post but i had to stop bc it was hurting my eyes
you have been warned

cope you read every word

You deserve for her to leave you so you can learn your lesson.

true ngl

 

[Deleted member 3323]

how do you cure the urge of wanting to bang other girls?

i get it that you didn't want to hurt your LTR, that's why you tried your best to keep it hidden, you aren't a psychopath who shoved it into her face.

could an open-relationship be something for you? where you can whore around without hurting your LTR?

i get desperate for girls way uglier than my LTR once i've been with them for a couple of months. new pussy is always the best pussy.

it's just hard-wired into you to always want new girls

Reddit tier responses.

 

[vaninskybird]

cope you read every word


true ngl

you're the one coping if you think i would read that wall of text with my eyes hurting

 

[Deleted member 7098]

You deserve for her to leave you so you can learn your lesson.

"reddit tier response"
simp, get into a relationship and tell me you don't want to pipe other girls after some time

virgin whiteknight response

 

[Deleted member 761]

I don't understand why you feel bad bro she caught you but you still have your side girls

 

[Deleted member 3323]

"reddit tier response"
simp, get into a relationship and tell me you don't want to pipe other girls after some time

virgin whiteknight response

Dont enter a relationship if youre going to pipe other women you degenerate.

 

[Deleted member 7098]

Dont enter a relationship if youre going to pipe other women you degenerate.

it‘s not like you can just turn a switch that turns you a-sexual towards all other women

 

[Deleted member 3323]

"reddit tier response"
simp, get into a relationship and tell me you don't want to pipe other girls after some time

virgin whiteknight response

Dont compare me to you. Youre an uncivilized animal who cant help but be hypnotized by the allure and bodies of other women, zero self-control, a man who cant keep his dick in his pants and fails to make commitments - The worse kind of person, the most dishonroable man is the one who can't keep promises and is a slave to his natural urges.

Yeah, feeling attraction to other women is inevitable but willingly going through with it is something else.

 

[Deleted member 7098]

Dont compare me to you. Youre an uncivilized animal who cant help but be hypnotized by the allure and bodies of other women, zero self-control, a man who cant keep his dick in his pants and fails to make commitments - The worse kind of person, the most dishonroable man is the one who can't keep promises and is a slave to his natural urges.

Yeah, feeling attraction to other women is inevitable but willingly going through with it is something else.

gay lord, you sound like a virgin that turned mgtow

 

[Deleted member 3323]

gay lord, you sound like a virgin that turned mgtow

Atleast im not playing with someone's heart. But hey like attracts like, your partner is probably cheating on you too so it evens out

 

[Deleted member 10104]

Bump

 

[Deleted member 10104]

I don't understand why you feel bad bro she caught you but you still have your side girls

sucks

 

[Copeful]

gay lord, you sound like a virgin that turned mgtow

he's trolling lmao

 

[Boldandbeautiful]

Soy me. If she tried to ruin your family life because you put your dick in another hole, she's fking unbelievably immature or crazy. She should thank you for helping her grow up and if YOU apologize without demanding her apology you're bluepill cucking yourself imo.

Granted I didn't read the thread, I did skim alot of soy replies, this forum is losing the members whose life's have forced them to accept the blackpill and replacing them with edgy chadlites who post cus they didn't get their oneitis stacy. How tf are their people in this thread preaching monogamy on a forum dedicated to sexless individuals. Are we just ignoring hypergamy and AWALT now? Seems most members would fit in better in the mgtow subreddit than here tbh

 

[studiocel]

Damn bro dont you hate when your gf finds out you impregnated multiple women i hate when that happens

 

[Selfahate]

I hope to respawn and fuck 15 year olds white midddle upper income girls like you do

 

[RecessedCel5]

gay lord, you sound like a virgin that turned mgtow

repent to allah you degen , shame on you , i feel ashamed to be of the same ethnictiy as a degen like you

 

[Deleted member 7098]

repent to allah you degen , shame on you , i feel ashamed to be of the same ethnictiy as a degen like you

i will stop eventually and ask Allah for forgiveness, i'm weak right now

 

[Deleted member 12303]

no way

 

[RecessedCel5]

i will stop eventually and ask Allah for forgiveness, i'm weak right now

you say , buy you never know when you might die