puppyboy264
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havent posted on here because ive been hanging out with my friends alot recently
OwO
I genuinely love posting here its like my blog because i can say things i cant say to anyone else and its so freeing ^_^
okay so ive been with my friends alot
ive gone to a bunch of pool parties and just general hangouts and been having alot of fun >_<
I specifically am going to be talking about this one girl ive been hanging around alot ewe
we watched the backrooms the other day and obsession today 0-0
both movies were pretty scary @-@
id give backrooms like an 8/10 and obsession a 10/10
anyways back to this girl 0.0
im pretty sure we are still friends but its a bit confusing because she keeps putting her head on my shoulders during movies and she makes me hold her hand and her thigh and im pretty touchy with her
she called me clingy today ewe
and i said sorry and she said "no i like it"
its very fun hanging out with her owo
i don't think she has a crush on me because im sub5 and shes a bit mean to me sometimes ewe
but its very nice having someone close to me
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ive been feeling very liked and i feel like everyone id paying so much attention to me owo
today when i was watching obsession with her my friend called me 6 times and he probably wanted to drink/get high but i missed out on it which made me super sad ewe
its getting to the point where i am super sad about moving and im really gonna miss my friends ewe
ALSO MY EX CALLED ME EWEWEWEWE
out of nowhere at 2 am after i had a really good day the other day TwT
ive told everyone this story atp but i froze when she called me and we baerly spoke and i know for a fact i sounded sad and uninterested ewe
but i genuinely dont mind
this is a girl who told me that she didn't see herself with me in the next couple of YEARS and now shes calling to "check up on me"
she knows how much it hurts me to be without her T-T
i think thats just selfish
i hope those weren't her intentions ewe
but i was seriously mad (and also i cried alot) TwT
this has kinda resurfaced something thats been on my mind alot,
recently ive been feeling like everyone around me likes me, but nobody truly loves me
ofc theres my mom and my family and stuff but i mean like a friendly type of love or even something romantic
so ive been feeling a bit sad because of that but il thug it out, and il see my best friend over the summer and ik il be happy ^o^
thank you guys for reading >_< im super excited to hang out with my friends more and more and i hope they dont forget me when i leave and i can come back and see them owo
i feel like last year i didnt even try to make friends because i was with my ex and i genuinely regret that D:
thank you so much for your attention if you made it to here ^_^
have a super duper nice day/night :3
OwO
I genuinely love posting here its like my blog because i can say things i cant say to anyone else and its so freeing ^_^
okay so ive been with my friends alot
ive gone to a bunch of pool parties and just general hangouts and been having alot of fun >_<
I specifically am going to be talking about this one girl ive been hanging around alot ewe
we watched the backrooms the other day and obsession today 0-0
both movies were pretty scary @-@
id give backrooms like an 8/10 and obsession a 10/10
anyways back to this girl 0.0
im pretty sure we are still friends but its a bit confusing because she keeps putting her head on my shoulders during movies and she makes me hold her hand and her thigh and im pretty touchy with her
she called me clingy today ewe
and i said sorry and she said "no i like it"
its very fun hanging out with her owo
i don't think she has a crush on me because im sub5 and shes a bit mean to me sometimes ewe
but its very nice having someone close to me
0-0
ive been feeling very liked and i feel like everyone id paying so much attention to me owo
today when i was watching obsession with her my friend called me 6 times and he probably wanted to drink/get high but i missed out on it which made me super sad ewe
its getting to the point where i am super sad about moving and im really gonna miss my friends ewe
ALSO MY EX CALLED ME EWEWEWEWE
out of nowhere at 2 am after i had a really good day the other day TwT
ive told everyone this story atp but i froze when she called me and we baerly spoke and i know for a fact i sounded sad and uninterested ewe
but i genuinely dont mind
this is a girl who told me that she didn't see herself with me in the next couple of YEARS and now shes calling to "check up on me"
she knows how much it hurts me to be without her T-T
i think thats just selfish
i hope those weren't her intentions ewe
but i was seriously mad (and also i cried alot) TwT
this has kinda resurfaced something thats been on my mind alot,
recently ive been feeling like everyone around me likes me, but nobody truly loves me
ofc theres my mom and my family and stuff but i mean like a friendly type of love or even something romantic
so ive been feeling a bit sad because of that but il thug it out, and il see my best friend over the summer and ik il be happy ^o^
thank you guys for reading >_< im super excited to hang out with my friends more and more and i hope they dont forget me when i leave and i can come back and see them owo
i feel like last year i didnt even try to make friends because i was with my ex and i genuinely regret that D:
thank you so much for your attention if you made it to here ^_^
have a super duper nice day/night :3

