life when you're ND and ugly (rant)

[kanonaturalselector]

I thought I'd drop a rant on what life is like being me. for starters, I have been into this stuff for 3-4 years but I signed on .org a year ago or so. regardless, I tried to put blackpill aside and try to find ways to be a part of something, I constantly try to fit in with no success. recently I started hanging out with some people, but it feels like no matter how much I say things to fit in with them they find me annoying / disgusting. they usually make jokes about how I'm ugly or drop "hints" about how I'm ugly or comment on my appearance (even though I've done almost everything to improve my appearance) I've been to every psychologist and psychatrist in my city and not one has understood my pain, like the pain of seeing your teenage years fly away and knowing you're the only one stuck here, knowing you're the only one stuck thinking about what life could've been. and yes you could hardmaxx and try again but I feel like that's rare cases, I haven't seen many people able to pull it off. I can change everything about myself but I'll still be me. I'll never feel friendship, I'll never have sex, I'll never be enjoyable to be around and I'll always desperately try to be a part of something that I wasn't designed to ever be. a piece of advice to people who are still trying with 0 results : Give up.

 

[emo-ogre666]

sorry this sounds brutal. i hope you the best

 

[gymcelld]

no gaf quite fucking bitching and take action no one’s here to save you

 

[the foid stalker]

they usually make jokes about how I'm ugly or drop "hints" about how I'm ugly or comment on my appearance (even though I've done almost everything to improve my appearance)

Like what

 

[1blameclavicular]

I thought I'd drop a rant on what life is like being me. for starters, I have been into this stuff for 3-4 years but I signed on .org a year ago or so. regardless, I tried to put blackpill aside and try to find ways to be a part of something, I constantly try to fit in with no success. recently I started hanging out with some people, but it feels like no matter how much I say things to fit in with them they find me annoying / disgusting. they usually make jokes about how I'm ugly or drop "hints" about how I'm ugly or comment on my appearance (even though I've done almost everything to improve my appearance) I've been to every psychologist and psychatrist in my city and not one has understood my pain, like the pain of seeing your teenage years fly away and knowing you're the only one stuck here, knowing you're the only one stuck thinking about what life could've been. and yes you could hardmaxx and try again but I feel like that's rare cases, I haven't seen many people able to pull it off. I can change everything about myself but I'll still be me. I'll never feel friendship, I'll never have sex, I'll never be enjoyable to be around and I'll always desperately try to be a part of something that I wasn't designed to ever be. a piece of advice to people who are still trying with 0 results : Give up.

dnr

 

[Firstname.Lastname]

dnr

 

[pslshinra]

no gaf quite fucking bitching and take action no one’s here to save you

i love how u say " take action " when he quite literally said " even though I've done almost everything to improve my appearance"

 

[gymcelld]

i love how u say " take action " when he quite literally said " even though I've done almost everything to improve my appearance"

Stfu you grey fag

 

[pslshinra]

Stfu you grey fag

aight bro

 

[gymcelld]

aight bro

Yeah it’s not aight tho is it

 

[India lover 52]

I thought I'd drop a rant on what life is like being me. for starters, I have been into this stuff for 3-4 years but I signed on .org a year ago or so. regardless, I tried to put blackpill aside and try to find ways to be a part of something, I constantly try to fit in with no success. recently I started hanging out with some people, but it feels like no matter how much I say things to fit in with them they find me annoying / disgusting. they usually make jokes about how I'm ugly or drop "hints" about how I'm ugly or comment on my appearance (even though I've done almost everything to improve my appearance) I've been to every psychologist and psychatrist in my city and not one has understood my pain, like the pain of seeing your teenage years fly away and knowing you're the only one stuck here, knowing you're the only one stuck thinking about what life could've been. and yes you could hardmaxx and try again but I feel like that's rare cases, I haven't seen many people able to pull it off. I can change everything about myself but I'll still be me. I'll never feel friendship, I'll never have sex, I'll never be enjoyable to be around and I'll always desperately try to be a part of something that I wasn't designed to ever be. a piece of advice to people who are still trying with 0 results : Give up.

99.999% of people can reach at least mtn with surgery you have to be born with down syndrome or severe birth defects if you can't reach mtn

sure you wont be chad but you can still move and live a normal life if you find out what surgeries you need and save up for them

 

[offRance]

Kill yourself nigga

 

[kanonaturalselector]

no gaf quite fucking bitching and take action no one’s here to save you

holy shit I'm not even posting for advice I'm posting just to rant I've already done everything from softmaxxing to hardmaxxing probably long time ago before u even got on this forum lil ahh jitt

 

[kanonaturalselector]

Like what

when you're ugly people react to whatever you say negatively / give you weird stares etc, even if you say something completely normal

 

[kanonaturalselector]

dnr

how mfs feel after saying dnr to a thread that writes on the top with BIG ass letters "rant"

 

[kanonaturalselector]

99.999% of people can reach at least mtn with surgery you have to be born with down syndrome or severe birth defects if you can't reach mtn

sure you wont be chad but you can still move and live a normal life if you find out what surgeries you need and save up for them

yuo wouldn't get it

 

[India lover 52]

yuo wouldn't get it

im recessed to the point where i have a bimax covered by insurance scheduled in a year

 

[India lover 52]

im recessed to the point where i have a bimax covered by insurance scheduled in a year

i also had severe pectus excavatum and got surgery for that

 

[kanonaturalselector]

im recessed to the point where i have a bimax covered by insurance scheduled in a year

yeah good for you must be great living in america alright... I'm recessed but in my country we only do traditional orthodontics. very rarely use palate expanders and bimax is not usually covered by insurance. AND I'M SUBHUMAN IN GENERAL HAHA

 

[India lover 52]

yeah good for you must be great living in america alright... I'm recessed but in my country we only do traditional orthodontics. very rarely use palate expanders and bimax is not usually covered by insurance. AND I'M SUBHUMAN IN GENERAL HAHA

fuck dude im sorry for you, hopefully you can at least get rich or something and status max

 

[Foreverbrad]

99.999% of people can reach at least mtn with surgery you have to be born with down syndrome or severe birth defects if you can't reach mtn

sure you wont be chad but you can still move and live a normal life if you find out what surgeries you need and save up for them

No, if you have to spend half your twenties saving up for surgeries you cannot catch up with the decade of head start the normies will have on you.

You may be able to get some girls by frauding but you will NEVER have a normal life.

 

[kanonaturalselector]

fuck dude im sorry for you, hopefully you can at least get rich or something and status max

ay thanks but I'll just hang myself or overdose instead bahaha

 

[India lover 52]

No, if you have to spend half your twenties saving up for surgeries you cannot catch up with the decade of head start the normies will have on you.

You may be able to get some girls by frauding but you will NEVER have a normal life.

yeah this is the sad reality for most subhumans but im fortunate enough to be decently well off and have my parents pay for my hardmaxxing

 

[kanonaturalselector]

No, if you have to spend half your twenties saving up for surgeries you cannot catch up with the decade of head start the normies will have on you.

You may be able to get some girls by frauding but you will NEVER have a normal life.

TSMT. since your teenage years start your brain is still developing, imagine living your whole teenage life without forming ANY bonds with people because of how ugly you are, it scars you forever, even with looksmaxxing - I've managed to look a bit more presentable but I stand out so bad because I've never had anyone talk to me out of interest in any sort of way

 

[Foreverbrad]

TSMT. since your teenage years start your brain is still developing, imagine living your whole teenage life without forming ANY bonds with people because of how ugly you are, it scars you forever, even with looksmaxxing - I've managed to look a bit more presentable but I stand out so bad because I've never had anyone talk to me out of interest in any sort of way

Looksmaxxing is only the first step toward a solution that I don’t know even exists.

 

[kanonaturalselector]

Looksmaxxing is only the first step toward a solution that I don’t know even exists.

true!... anyway regardless of all I am a bit glad that I decided to browse .org again. It always makes me feel a little better to know that there are people out there who understand my experiences in the slightest.

 

[zerosmv]

Yeah it’s not aight tho is it

what sticks up your ass