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LIFE UPDATE #1
9/7/2026
w2
My life:
First day of school today, horrible, and so awkward. I'm so weird in public, I feel so short next to all my classmates I'm 5'10 I feel like everyone is 6'2+
Tomorrow is the first official day of classes, today was js the introduction. Everything was so awkward=/, i am left with no friends it feels so weird.
In the pervious years people would talk to me invite me places. Now I'm just invisible.
The guy I sat in desk with told me I mogged him
also ive ascended to lmtn or ig my best media did, prob not much as an ascension as I only really got a tan and my skin is still fucked, gonna try fix the texture over the next couple weeks also get leaner i am 70-71kg 18-19% bf
It felt so weird I changed my hairstyle, like first time in my life. No one seemed to care but I was so hyperaware of everything and hair was js so extra.
I'll see from tomorrow how like things will be hopefully i can like get to be more social and things come easier, i got really exhausted and the whole thing was like 3 hours, my social battery is cooked
It's only monday so I might write another update by the end of the week
Moneymaxx:
I'm finally taking a step. I'll go ahead and buy more funded accounts and invest more into this, no trading today as it's labor day, js planning for the rest of the week.
If these next few weeks go well i might be able to withdraw a couple hundred $ and buy more fundeds (today i'm buying 3 or 4 10ks and as soon as i can get 50-100ks ill have a good source of income if ofcourse i can manage to pull consistent profits) and even a cycle.
Today I want to plan a roid order and buy the accounts and see how I will trade them and track the trades.
Gym:
Js been getting weaker. Idk, I think I am leaner but I lost sm muscle this summer I lost sleep was working construction on 1500kcal and 5h sleep prob burnt sm muscle even tho i only worked abt a month.
I'll be cutting for 2-4 more weeks and than see if I can hop on or if not, I bought a couple of supplements I'll be trying prob gon bulk 300-500kcal / day
i'm cooked now i'm barely eating and i'm still skinny fat also being weak horrible feeling
fuck i hate being natty such a retard i got scammed i'd be on week 12 by now fucking hell



Underperforming at the only thing ive ever been good at is brutal
9/7/2026
w2
My life:
First day of school today, horrible, and so awkward. I'm so weird in public, I feel so short next to all my classmates I'm 5'10 I feel like everyone is 6'2+
Tomorrow is the first official day of classes, today was js the introduction. Everything was so awkward=/, i am left with no friends it feels so weird.
In the pervious years people would talk to me invite me places. Now I'm just invisible.
The guy I sat in desk with told me I mogged him
also ive ascended to lmtn or ig my best media did, prob not much as an ascension as I only really got a tan and my skin is still fucked, gonna try fix the texture over the next couple weeks also get leaner i am 70-71kg 18-19% bfIt felt so weird I changed my hairstyle, like first time in my life. No one seemed to care but I was so hyperaware of everything and hair was js so extra.
I'll see from tomorrow how like things will be hopefully i can like get to be more social and things come easier, i got really exhausted and the whole thing was like 3 hours, my social battery is cooked
It's only monday so I might write another update by the end of the week
Moneymaxx:
I'm finally taking a step. I'll go ahead and buy more funded accounts and invest more into this, no trading today as it's labor day, js planning for the rest of the week.
If these next few weeks go well i might be able to withdraw a couple hundred $ and buy more fundeds (today i'm buying 3 or 4 10ks and as soon as i can get 50-100ks ill have a good source of income if ofcourse i can manage to pull consistent profits) and even a cycle.
Today I want to plan a roid order and buy the accounts and see how I will trade them and track the trades.
Gym:
Js been getting weaker. Idk, I think I am leaner but I lost sm muscle this summer I lost sleep was working construction on 1500kcal and 5h sleep prob burnt sm muscle even tho i only worked abt a month.
I'll be cutting for 2-4 more weeks and than see if I can hop on or if not, I bought a couple of supplements I'll be trying prob gon bulk 300-500kcal / day
i'm cooked now i'm barely eating and i'm still skinny fat also being weak horrible feeling
fuck i hate being natty such a retard i got scammed i'd be on week 12 by now fucking hell




Underperforming at the only thing ive ever been good at is brutal
