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I was the biggest alpha on the block when I was around 7-12 and always picked on everyone and have fought atleast once against all my friends.
Girls liked me even though I was the smallest of all boys. However when I went to middle school everyone started grouping up together to kick me out of my alpha personality. I was the most aggressive in the classroom but the girls and boys all wanted that gone so I became more passive.
4 fucking years during my most important puberty years I have lived passively while everyone got action I didn't dare to do anything. Late puberty also didn't help so I couldn't fight them. However when my stress levels are completely gone or after I drank a lil bit that aggressive self is coming back. When I am out of my comfort zone completely I am aggressive as fuck and completely live up to the stereotype of being ethnic.
I've found these songs back and they give me flashbacks to my old childhood days. I am becoming more alpha with every second that I listen to them. Appearantly growth hormone also increases when listening to these kind of songs
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/9506313
I am now on my way to become Alpha again.
@Nibba Do you also listen to alpha songs?
Girls liked me even though I was the smallest of all boys. However when I went to middle school everyone started grouping up together to kick me out of my alpha personality. I was the most aggressive in the classroom but the girls and boys all wanted that gone so I became more passive.
4 fucking years during my most important puberty years I have lived passively while everyone got action I didn't dare to do anything. Late puberty also didn't help so I couldn't fight them. However when my stress levels are completely gone or after I drank a lil bit that aggressive self is coming back. When I am out of my comfort zone completely I am aggressive as fuck and completely live up to the stereotype of being ethnic.
I've found these songs back and they give me flashbacks to my old childhood days. I am becoming more alpha with every second that I listen to them. Appearantly growth hormone also increases when listening to these kind of songs
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/9506313
I am now on my way to become Alpha again.
@Nibba Do you also listen to alpha songs?