little roid rant cuz im on vyvanse and sick and got nothing to do

[HubertSkeletrix]

i sometimes wonder if im gonna look back at these times when im 50 or 60 and gonna regret the roids cuz obviously its what made up for my lack of growth during puberty from drug use, and is what gave me the bonestructure i have today, but all of this is until in like 30-40ishi 100% enjoy the treatment i get now, i used to be ugly asfuck and now all of a sudden i have almost everything ive ever dreamed about when i was 13 besides money
its like a deal with the devil, you trade your health in your elder years for looks in your younger/young adult years
look at Bones5RR, organ failure at 17, to have wider bones “mog” in his teenage yearsthey definitely work as i can present in the next slide, those where the results from a 20wk only cycle i decided to hop on a high TRT dose at 17 forever because me T levels are chronically low from it even after PCT


here are as promised my results:

yes, ofcourse my life quality is way better now, and i wouldve gotten on a TRT / HCG treatment asap if i didnt decide to do it myself since my free T after PCT was at .127 which is borderline nothing

i know both sides to life, i know how cruel the world is when youre ugly, i know how fake the world is when youre pretty
i have always been a toxic perfectionist, on the outside i always act super confident and outgoing, on the inside its never enough for me, even tho where im currently at is some peoples goals for me its just still not enough somehow

 

[Deleted member 307109]

i sometimes wonder if im gonna look back at these times when im 50 or 60 and gonna regret the roids cuz obviously its what made up for my lack of growth during puberty from drug use, and is what gave me the bonestructure i have today, but all of this is until in like 30-40ishi 100% enjoy the treatment i get now, i used to be ugly asfuck and now all of a sudden i have almost everything ive ever dreamed about when i was 13 besides money
its like a deal with the devil, you trade your health in your elder years for looks in your younger/young adult years
look at Bones5RR, organ failure at 17, to have wider bones “mog” in his teenage yearsthey definitely work as i can present in the next slide, those where the results from a 20wk only cycle i decided to hop on a high TRT dose at 17 forever because me T levels are chronically low from it even after PCT


here are as promised my results:
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yes, ofcourse my life quality is way better now, and i wouldve gotten on a TRT / HCG treatment asap if i didnt decide to do it myself since my free T after PCT was at .127 which is borderline nothing

i know both sides to life, i know how cruel the world is when youre ugly, i know how fake the world is when youre pretty
i have always been a toxic perfectionist, on the outside i always act super confident and outgoing, on the inside its never enough for me, even tho where im currently at is some peoples goals for me its just still not enough somehow

ok

 

[@Tyov]

 

[Zagro]

I would want to believe you

 

[HubertSkeletrix]

I would want to believe you

i was sick and had a vyvanse crash ill prolly make it up to 60 lol

 

[joeyyfan2006]

i sometimes wonder if im gonna look back at these times when im 50 or 60 and gonna regret the roids cuz obviously its what made up for my lack of growth during puberty from drug use, and is what gave me the bonestructure i have today, but all of this is until in like 30-40ishi 100% enjoy the treatment i get now, i used to be ugly asfuck and now all of a sudden i have almost everything ive ever dreamed about when i was 13 besides money
its like a deal with the devil, you trade your health in your elder years for looks in your younger/young adult years
look at Bones5RR, organ failure at 17, to have wider bones “mog” in his teenage yearsthey definitely work as i can present in the next slide, those where the results from a 20wk only cycle i decided to hop on a high TRT dose at 17 forever because me T levels are chronically low from it even after PCT


here are as promised my results:
View attachment 4653931View attachment 4653932View attachment 4653926View attachment 4653927

yes, ofcourse my life quality is way better now, and i wouldve gotten on a TRT / HCG treatment asap if i didnt decide to do it myself since my free T after PCT was at .127 which is borderline nothing

i know both sides to life, i know how cruel the world is when youre ugly, i know how fake the world is when youre pretty
i have always been a toxic perfectionist, on the outside i always act super confident and outgoing, on the inside its never enough for me, even tho where im currently at is some peoples goals for me its just still not enough somehow

Even after PCT, natural testosterone recovery can take much longer than you think. I try to stimulate my balls in the winter when my physique can rest. It can take all the way until spring for my natural test production to kickstart itself. Don't give up! Next time you cycle off, really give it a rest