living with financially retarded parents is keeping me LTN

[eology]

i left that clear with people i suspected are members of a order in buenos aires and they never invited me
if i never made a comment with them i would have a story to tell(or no)

also few moments later i start following mitzvot related to vestiment like tsitsit so they must have thought i was a born orthodox

masonry and these orders have too much shady numerology and symbolism, i feel repelled and dizzy, it feels eerie
even christianism have some gnostic notions
i cant engage in discrete forms of knowledge without getting paranoia and psychosis
im pretty fearful and my brain is sensible to changes in physical frequencies
i dont even like to talk about it with my secular family, irl i have normie persona that is pretty hard to get penetrated

the thing about judaism is that is pretty literal for the most part, you dont need to interpret stuff using quasi-occult notions
mostly not open to interpretation

@InanimatePragmatist

 

[eology]

also few moments later i start following mitzvot related to vestiment like tsitsit so they must have thought i was a born orthodox

masonry and these orders have too much shady numerology and symbolism, i feel repelled and dizzy, it feels eerie
even christianism have some gnostic notions
i cant engage in discrete forms of knowledge without getting paranoia and psychosis
im pretty fearful and my brain is sensible to changes in physical frequencies
i dont even like to talk about it with my secular family, irl i have normie persona that is pretty hard to get penetrated

the thing about judaism is that is pretty literal for the most part, you dont need to interpret stuff using quasi-occult notions
mostly not open to interpretation

@InanimatePragmatist

if anything misinterpretating Torah will grant you to be kicked from a serious yeshiva and commandments like Shabat are death serious
if youre a convert you cant fully observe Shabat because youll be prone to death risk by God

id be open to learn about more outsider depth freemasonry notions just for a bigger repertory @InanimatePragmatist whenever you feel like it you can dump some of what gives you a north

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

if anything misinterpretating Torah will grant you to be kicked from a serious yeshiva and commandments like Shabat are death serious
if youre a convert you cant fully observe Shabat because youll be prone to death risk by God

id be open to learn about more outsider depth freemasonry notions just for a bigger repertory @InanimatePragmatist whenever you feel like it you can dump some of what gives you a north

Yes, I do remember. Thank you, I do believe we will have interesting talks in the future. I do wish to ask, you are "European" born? or American?

 

[eology]

Yes, I do remember. Thank you, I do believe we will have interesting talks in the future. I do wish to ask, you are "European" born? or American?

grew up in buenos aires high middle class neighborhood, i had a "white" secluded childhood
my parents work in foreign policies so i always was with both my feet in anglophone spheres, since covid i spent my life inside my bedroom.
I learned to despise normies greek-derived lifestyle in comparision with the remaining secular members of my family

recently i got a visa and moved out alone i cant stand living with other secular people since i suffer from paranoia symptoms
ill do my looksmaxing and get back to uni with my past curriculum
wait a little bit to get things ongoing and return to religion modestly

 

[eology]

if anything misinterpretating Torah will grant you to be kicked from a serious yeshiva and commandments like Shabat are death serious
if youre a convert you cant fully observe Shabat because youll be prone to death risk by God

id be open to learn about more outsider depth freemasonry notions just for a bigger repertory @InanimatePragmatist whenever you feel like it you can dump some of what gives you a north

but yea from what i know a real jew cant be freemason in any instance, jews in free masonry are not orthodox much less haredi
me and more radical Rabbis get some instinctual repelling from it, it seems scary even if i cant explain why
israel is a state based on post french revolution government format, has barely anything to do with true zionism even if arabs are not worthy of residing there

all the terror and wrongdoings of them is because of wickedness they gathered through generations and mixing with the sons of japheth and even worse ham
antisemitism is simply a punishment we get for getting far from God, since our weight punishment on wickedness is higher
more priveleges -> more responsibility

Torah as a jew is something to take as obligation, Jesus was fond of it
theres no a single excuse to dismiss it

 

[domcel]

i can’t get on roids peps and skincare because i have no consistent cash flow to spend on it month by month since they keep taking all my money

i can’t save for surgeries either because the little i have left goes on just living and getting by

and if i don’t send them basically everything each month they threaten to kick me out

i can’t move out either because i live in a ridiculously expensive city and not working full-time so most landlords wouldn’t even accept me as a tenant anyways

it’s honestly so fucking brutal

they already gave me shitty genes

and they won’t even give me the chance to try and make something of my life

it’s over @Prøphet @tansel @Surfsup @filthycurrycel @Big Boss

get some consistent cash flow then lil bro. Blaming others wont get you anywhere. And if landlords wont accept you than be happy your parents let u life there bitchass be grateful

 

[Kahoas]

Damn sometimes I’m happy I’m living my life and not someone else’s

 

[miserycel]

get some consistent cash flow then lil bro. Blaming others wont get you anywhere. And if landlords wont accept you than be happy your parents let u life there bitchass be grateful

you’re definitely like 14

grow up and you’ll understand

 

[miserycel]

leave and crash at a friends place

they all live with parents too jfl

 

[domcel]

you’re definitely like 14

grow up and you’ll understand

im definitely not 14 but okay. My response was low iq. I wish you well bhai all love

 

[miserycel]

im definitely not 14 but okay. My response was low iq. I wish you well bhai all love

yeah i mean i could move out and ascend as i work my own job

the post was just to highlight how they unfairly take it all and i can’t keep any of the capital that i labour for

i appreciate that

i wish you well also

 

[ethnicwarrior]

brootal

Stfu

 

[dhusc]

Stfu

nigga your a fan

get ignored you ugly pedophile

 

[ethnicwarrior]

nigga your a fan

get ignored you ugly pedophile

Pedophile and i am 13 you monkey

 

[filthycurrycel]

i can’t get on roids peps and skincare because i have no consistent cash flow to spend on it month by month since they keep taking all my money

i can’t save for surgeries either because the little i have left goes on just living and getting by

and if i don’t send them basically everything each month they threaten to kick me out

i can’t move out either because i live in a ridiculously expensive city and not working full-time so most landlords wouldn’t even accept me as a tenant anyways

it’s honestly so fucking brutal

they already gave me shitty genes

and they won’t even give me the chance to try and make something of my life

it’s over @Prøphet @tansel @Surfsup @filthycurrycel @Big Boss

fuck im so sorry nigga
Can you maybe like hide some earnings? You can reduce it every week if they take it gradually but you can still give them shit.

Fuck nigga im so sorry

 

[miserycel]

fuck im so sorry nigga
Can you maybe like hide some earnings? You can reduce it every week if they take it gradually but you can still give them shit.

Fuck nigga im so sorry

next month i make a little more but I haven’t told them imma start hiding some of what I make

im also planning to try make money online or some shit and I won’t tell them anything about it

gotta do whatever I can to ascend tbh these next couple years are imperative

 

[filthycurrycel]

next month i make a little more but I haven’t told them imma start hiding some of what I make

im also planning to try make money online or some shit and I won’t tell them anything about it

gotta do whatever I can to ascend tbh these next couple years are imperative

good luck with that bro
i hope it goes well