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I literally just want to look perfect and be normal but unfortunately lm is completely cope only thing real is bp and its brutal. Really quick you think Chico or even bojack wakes up softmaxx and has to try and be attractive, or anyone that’s attractive. While I sit here everyday ldaring trying to figure out how I can be top 1 percent when that will never happen. The brutal part is in reality lm is human nature I mean the regular nt person naturally flows through life bettering himself in all metrics. But for me an nd chud to mtn to have to put everything aside to have to do all this shit on top of frauding everyday to even have a glimpse of psl, to feel good for once ab myself, to have better success rate in all metrics but in reality my life is falling apart but thinking about how I look has been consuming me for 3 years and is honestly more draining than one could imagine. Not to mention my life hasn’t significantly gotten better since I’ve started look better. If anything my mental health has declined which has caused unfortunate sequence of events in all areas of my life. Yea more people strike conversation with me, more attraction in clubs, better success at getting what I want, but at the end of the day none of that leads to anything other than the realization of this brutal world. especially since the nd chud never left, I just look different.