Lockdown really fucked me

[ecilitric]

I really feel like this isn’t talked about enough, I hope that others can relate

During the years in which I was meant to be most social (middle school) I literally LDAR’d for 6+ hrs a day playing roblox in my room due to lockdown, a habit which stuck with me afterwards as well,,,
Absolutely fucked my social skills to I think an irretrievable point, and likely affected my physical development as well,,,
I’m already ND on top of that so really was just devastating to my inhibition and ability to socialize,,,
I’m good looking now but I feel like I can’t even properly utilize my looks due to my nuked social skills,,,,
Can anybody relate?

 

[Sub->CL]

yes nigga I'm autistic and have LDAR'd 24h/day for 18y

 

[coomerndiaye]

it introduced me to the more edgy side of the internet

 

[ecilitric]

it introduced me to the more edgy side of the internet

same, joined a lot of discord servers at that time and really exposed me to that side of the internet

not trying to sound like an edgy faggot just the truth tbh

 

[ecilitric]

yes nigga I'm autistic and have LDAR'd 24h/day for 18y

it’s ok, LDARing is fun

 

[Sub->CL]

it’s ok, LDARing is fun

shit gets old

 

[ecilitric]

shit gets old

true, was joking, genuinely a pretty soul-crushing activity after a while