Lol why do I feel like literally everything I do is pointless because I missed out on my youth?

[apocalypse]

Even if I cure cancer I'll still know I'm first and foremost the guy who missed out on the best life has to offer, who happens to have also cured cancer
I will never get rid of these poisonous thought patterns it's over

 

[Vermilioncore]

Not me. Idgaf I could sit down eating McDonald’s Big Macs all day long and won’t care. I am a failure and that’s what God wrote me to be.

 

[Deleted member 19911]

You’re a grown ass man nigga

 

[apocalypse]

You’re a grown ass man nigga

 

[Deleted member 42009]

Even as a corpse you will still be a nuisance to clean.

Its not your fault.

 

[New Poster]

Just fuck jb

 

[autistic_tendencies]

anti age max

 

[apocalypse]

I am so sick.. feel like I need to non-violently punish the world for doing this to me

 

[apocalypse]

@Blueberries13 every ugh react hurts my feelings fyi

 

[apocalypse]

This doesn’t feel good

 

[Deleted member 19442]

You’re a grown ass man nigga

Savor what remains of your youth lil nigga

 

[Deleted member 25713]

How old are you?

 

[apocalypse]

How old are you?

Mid twentys

 

[Deleted member 25713]

Mid twentys

Yeah at that point you’re expected to have a job and everything in order and not enough collagen for jbs.

 

[apocalypse]

Yeah at that point you’re expected to have a job and everything in order and not enough collagen for jbs.

How am I meant to focus on career and have everything in order when I’m constantly tormented like this?

 

[Deleted member 31457]

because your youth is your life. "life" after youth is technically your afterlife as you shouldve had children already and your adulthood is just a product of your youth, if you had a damaged youth you are damaged for life

 

[Deleted member 19442]

How am I meant to focus on career and have everything in order when I’m constantly tormented like this?

Social life etc everything not related to career is usually set up in your youth as @Hardrada said. Then you autopilot into a typical beta life trajectory with job, house, marriage and kids while careermaxxing.

So you have to build a social and relationship whatever structure first so you don’t go ER then focus on muh job.

 

[Deleted member 19911]

Savor what remains of your youth lil nigga

I’m 18

 

[Deleted member 19442]

I’m 18

Tbh you’re already doing well in this life so idk what I’m on about.

 

[New Poster]

Mid twentys

Lol at this melodramatic fag

 

[apocalypse]

Lol at this melodramatic fag

What? 18yos are off limits. I'm old.

 

[New Poster]

What? 18yos are off limits. I'm old.

you're just ugly -- not old

 

[apocalypse]

you're just ugly -- not old

I'm both
If I theoretically slayed an 18yo I'd have to hide it from friends so I don't get labelled a pedo

 

[New Poster]

I'm both
If I theoretically slayed an 18yo I'd have to hide it from friends so I don't get labelled a pedo

I'm dating a girl more than a decade younger. Get on my level.

 

[apocalypse]

I'm dating a girl more than a decade younger. Get on my level.

I'm happy for you

 

[New Poster]

I'm happy for you

Lol at thinking age has anything to do with your problems

 

[apocalypse]

Lol at thinking age has anything to do with your problems

Anyway even if I could get 18yos now it would still be over because I missed out on it when it mattered

 

[RAITEIII]

Even if I cure cancer I'll still know I'm first and foremost the guy who missed out on the best life has to offer, who happens to have also cured cancer
I will never get rid of these poisonous thought patterns it's over

Just own your past and enjoy...

 

[MRPERSONNN]

rope

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Just fuck jb

whats jb

justin bieber?

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Even if I cure cancer I'll still know I'm first and foremost the guy who missed out on the best life has to offer, who happens to have also cured cancer
I will never get rid of these poisonous thought patterns it's over

what did you miss tho

 

[Bojack]

yea man if you didn’t have a legendary Chad childhood then it is over

 

[apocalypse]

yea man if you didn’t have a legendary Chad childhood then it is over

I had a blackops2cel tier childhood

 

[Bojack]

I had a blackops2cel tier childhood

Did you play a lot of video games growing up? That was all my childhood consisted of, especially that world of warcraft game.

 

[apocalypse]

Did you play a lot of video games growing up? That was all my childhood consisted of, especially that world of warcraft game.

I played a little bit but no violent games because my parents thought it would turn me into Hitler. While my peers bonded over GTA and COD I just stood quietly on the sidelines…

 

[Bojack]

I played a little bit but no violent games because my parents thought it would turn me into Hitler. While my peers bonded over GTA and COD I just stood quietly on the sidelines…

Top kek; I had the complete opposite experience. Everyone I knew did sports and other extracurricular activities. Nobody plays games or any goy shit like that. It was just me playing games that I loved all by myself.

 

[MRPERSONNN]

truly over if u rotted in ur youth whilst others were making life-long memories and friendships

 

[Deleted member 25705]

I played a little bit but no violent games because my parents thought it would turn me into Hitler. While my peers bonded over GTA and COD I just stood quietly on the sidelines…

I swear controlling cuck parents are a massive detriment to your development.

 

[apocalypse]

truly over if u rotted in ur youth whilst others were making life-long memories and friendships

 

[MRPERSONNN]

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[Deleted member 31497]

Even if I cure cancer I'll still know I'm first and foremost the guy who missed out on the best life has to offer, who happens to have also cured cancer
I will never get rid of these poisonous thought patterns it's over

Exactly bro

 

[New Poster]

Anyway even if I could get 18yos now it would still be over because I missed out on it when it mattered

No one even remember what they were like at 18 bro. Stop fucking coping. You're just pissed you can't get hot girls like every other guy in the universe. It's not some deep developmental thing. We all want hot young girls no matter our age. You just didn't get invited to the party. It sucks, but that's all it is.

 

[autistic_tendencies]

No one even remember what they were like at 18 bro. Stop fucking coping. You're just pissed you can't get hot girls like every other guy in the universe. It's not some deep developmental thing. We all want hot young girls no matter our age. You just didn't get invited to the party. It sucks, but that's all it is.

Gotta looksmax and invite yourself over then…

 

[New Poster]

Gotta looksmax and invite yourself over then…

me everytime a jb walks by:

 

[Deleted member 19442]

No one even remember what they were like at 18 bro. Stop fucking coping. You're just pissed you can't get hot girls like every other guy in the universe. It's not some deep developmental thing. We all want hot young girls no matter our age. You just didn't get invited to the party. It sucks, but that's all it is.

Everyone remembers their mogger or brutal youth

 

[Ken]

I'm both
If I theoretically slayed an 18yo I'd have to hide it from friends so I don't get labelled a pedo

That would be something to brag about

 

[hopecel]

Even if I cure cancer I'll still know I'm first and foremost the guy who missed out on the best life has to offer, who happens to have also cured cancer
I will never get rid of these poisonous thought patterns it's over

how old are you OP? brutal shit I feel you as 20 yo KHHV truecel it never began

 

[longjohnmong]

because you're a dumb faggot who can't decide anything for himself so you're super susceptible to what other people say, and there's a contingent on here who get off making people feel bad about missing out on "muh teen love"

 

[Deleted member 51600]

Quit being a fanny.

 

[apocalypse]

because you're a dumb faggot who can't decide anything for himself so you're super susceptible to what other people say,

It's true I can't trust myself to make decisions because I've learnt that everything goes to shit when I listen to myself, and I'm also aware that I have negative social iq so I never know what's appropriate and need to ask others

there's a contingent on here who get off making people feel bad about missing out on "muh teen love"

I started that contingent
The teen love pill is legit