Loneliness and sadness

[RAITEIII]

Ye, was thinking of going to club, never been to one ever. Tbh, I'd probably just end up sitting in a corner, being invisible. I don't have anybody to go with. Anyway, quarantine and stuff, so not really a possibility for a while at least.
I think it might make things just way worse though, more depressing. I also think that barely any girl ever goes to clubs and it's mostly just dudes.
Also it just doesn't fit my personality, but regardless it might be something to try. I just don't feel like I'd find genuine and caring people there or people interested in relationships. I don't know really, just seems like a bad place.
Also if you wear a mask in a club, sort of defeats entire purpose of even going there. Like the looks are so important, and hiding face is just suicide imo.

I can go with you. I live in London. And yes you'll meet only gigaslut that's not even debatable lmao. But you drink chill have fun dance...

 

[Deleted member 10536]

I can go with you. I live in London. And yes you'll meet only gigaslut that's not even debatable lmao. But you drink chill have fun dance...

I don't live in the uk, but thanks for the offer.

1) Look good (not just face)

2) Have decent amount of money for the things you wanna do

3) Something to look forward

4) a new start. Everytime I change to a new place I grow as a person and don't feel depressed. Because it's something new. A new place. New people. New projects that you can do...

You see like rotting makes you depressed? Being ALWAYS in the same environment can cause this effect. It's just a bigger cage.

I see what you mean, but I don't spend time in one place that much. Work forces me to move a lot every day, to random places, to random people. I'm looking for another, better job. Always apply for new positions... Otherwise I'm in no position to do any drastic changes, also covid...
The problem is not the environment I feel, but rather the rejection of me by the environment, people, everything really all around me. Nobody likes me for who I am, so the solution is to change? Well, I do and did change, a lot over the years and I will on continue to change, but this has achieved literally nothing at all. I just got older in the process.
I have things to look forward... A girl that loves me, a better job, me being happy... Yea, who am I kidding.

 

[RAITEIII]

I don't live in the uk, but thanks for the offer.

I literally nothing at all. I just got older in the process.
I have things to look forward... A girl that loves me, a better job, me being happy... Yea, who am I kidding.

Self care. Treat yourself right.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Self care. Treat yourself right.

I do. That's the only person in the world who cares for me - me.

 

[RAITEIII]

I do. That's the only person in the world who cares for me - me.

You always be talking about roping tho. I'm the same anyway

 

[Deleted member 10536]

You always be talking about roping tho. I'm the same anyway

It's because I feel sorry for myself too much at this point. I don't want myself to suffer as much as I do. In a way, it seems like a care for yourself too. As you stop the eternal suffering.