Loneliness

[IHateMyslf]

Is there anybody else who feels like they're extremely lonely even though they got "friends"? Everyday at schooI I talk to these people I call friends, but when I get home, I'm completely alone: dry phone, no hangouts, no invites, no parties, no girlfriend, and when I had one she wouldn't hang out with me, and none of my so called friends. I'm just completely alone, like I know people care about me, but if they do why am I always taken for granted, why am I not ever taken seriosly, why am I just a jester that entertains them to their eyes? Maybe they just don't care then, but what if they do? Am I delusional? Am I coping? What if I just rope? Will people care? I enjoy being alone, but I hate being lonely, like I don't have anybody and the people who are the nicest to me are the ones I don't even know and this goes for both irl and online. Maybe I don't need them? Is saying that cope? And even if It is, is coping really that bad? Don't we all? This all that comes to mind writing this post, so I'm just gonna end it here, maybe respond to the replys.

 

[Chance]

 

[ER1887]

Is there anybody else who feels like they're extremely lonely even though they got "friends"? Everyday at schooI I talk to these people I call friends, but when I get home, I'm completely alone: dry phone, no hangouts, no invites, no parties, no girlfriend, and when I had one she wouldn't hang out with me, and none of my so called friends. I'm just completely alone, like I know people care about me, but if they do why am I always taken for granted, why am I not ever taken seriosly, why am I just a jester that entertains them to their eyes? Maybe they just don't care then, but what if they do? Am I delusional? Am I coping? What if I just rope? Will people care? I enjoy being alone, but I hate being lonely, like I don't have anybody and the people who are the nicest to me are the ones I don't even know and this goes for both irl and online. Maybe I don't need them? Is saying that cope? And even if It is, is coping really that bad? Don't we all? This all that comes to mind writing this post, so I'm just gonna end it here, maybe respond to the replys.

Some nga thinks im a terrorist becuz im a “blackpilled incel”

 

[true_subhuman_here]

Is there anybody else who feels like they're extremely lonely even though they got "friends"? Everyday at schooI I talk to these people I call friends, but when I get home, I'm completely alone: dry phone, no hangouts, no invites, no parties, no girlfriend, and when I had one she wouldn't hang out with me, and none of my so called friends. I'm just completely alone, like I know people care about me, but if they do why am I always taken for granted, why am I not ever taken seriosly, why am I just a jester that entertains them to their eyes? Maybe they just don't care then, but what if they do? Am I delusional? Am I coping? What if I just rope? Will people care? I enjoy being alone, but I hate being lonely, like I don't have anybody and the people who are the nicest to me are the ones I don't even know and this goes for both irl and online. Maybe I don't need them? Is saying that cope? And even if It is, is coping really that bad? Don't we all? This all that comes to mind writing this post, so I'm just gonna end it here, maybe respond to the replys.

just read the first half and yeah 70% of the forum feels like that

 

[IHateMyslf]

Some nga thinks im a terrorist becuz im a “blackpilled incel”

Context would be entertaining

 

[ER1887]

Context would be entertaining

What context. He just thinks that all incels are terrorists and that incel = cult

 

[IHateMyslf]

just read the first half and yeah 70% of the forum feels like that

Am trying to find dudes that relate that I can talk to tbh

 

[IHateMyslf]

What context. He just thinks that all incels are terrorists and that incel = cult

Yeah just straight up nd hating then