bobbyboy132
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For backstory
I went to the mall today with some friends and we're seeing who could get the most snaps. From the years of bullying and shitty self view I've always been very insecure, however usually after something to stimulation I can become extroverted to a good degree and become outgoing.
So after a shit ton of convincing I went out and asked a couple of girls for their snap and without fall all of them said no. I was literally the only one of us four who went out and asked a girl for any snaps. Even after a friend asked for me they said no. Granted someone only asked for me once, and since I was still shy I didn't really talk to them I just asked for their snaps and then left. Plus my friends did say I was coming off a little aggressive. But, I literally asked probably around 15+ girls (most of them were in pairs so I'm counting them as 2, probably 7-8 cold approaches total) and all of them said no. I don't really think I'm that bad looking of a guy so idk why I can't get any attention. I literally got 0 ioi's. I swear I was talking to my friends and some girls walked by and they laughed after looking at me when I was talking about getting snaps. I wasn't even going for baddies they were all 4-5 maybe even 3 or 6ish but nothing. One even fucking looked me up and down and said not you.
I feel like a fucking ugly incel I don't know why nothing happened. Literally two out of the four of us got snaps one is 6 foot ish and another idk why he pulls be he does. I'm happy for the both of them but I don't get it I literally went up for both of them every time and it worked I just don't get it. Another guy I was with he pulls a good amount at school and gets a good bit of female interaction at school and he didn't really get any interest either.
And plus an old talking stage of mine who's the only actual person I've genuinely cared for if so fucking confusing to deal with. Like I get half face snaps for a while and quick responses but the second I try to go forwards it just fucking stays there. Like I got one full face snap after I sent a couple, but the second I start not caring it's feels like she puts more into it and now she stopped giving me half faced snaps so ik it wasn't a grouped usually type of thing. Ik it don't mean shit but I feel like something was there, plus I saw her at the mall the other day and she had the same fucking look that she has every time we bump into each other it seems that's shes starting at me with like a shocked face I can't explain it but it's stuck in my head. And at a baseball game she was there for her friend and I felt like she was staring at me plus even other people said she was staring. But, I feel like there was something there, like I'm genuinely don't know what to do cuz we use to be friends before we talked, plus we're gonna have classes together eventually. I'm so fucking lost man
I just want something, I'm fucking 15 never dated a girl had one serious talking stages and three I didn't even care for. Like every time I hear a compliment towards me I feel like it's fake and exaggerated for my well being, only after a couple good comments from multiple people do I feel good for a bit, but one bad comment or experience just sets me back so much. I don't get it what do I have to do to feel right like what wrong why can't I get with any girl
Why do I got the gym six days a week. Spend so much time insecure, and trying to fix shit if nothing has changed still have never been approached by a girl. A couple girls from my school say their friends think I'm cute, but I never get anything. I never been to an actual party it's always more of just friends getting together and that's only been three times and there all from my old school. I only been to one Qincenera and that's the closest I've been to an actual party. Like I her of a couple of people going parties all the time at my age. I'm going to grade ten soon and I feel like I'm not living enough. I just don't know what's wrong man
Ik I looked fucking depressing I was just down from the whole event from the mall
I went to the mall today with some friends and we're seeing who could get the most snaps. From the years of bullying and shitty self view I've always been very insecure, however usually after something to stimulation I can become extroverted to a good degree and become outgoing.
So after a shit ton of convincing I went out and asked a couple of girls for their snap and without fall all of them said no. I was literally the only one of us four who went out and asked a girl for any snaps. Even after a friend asked for me they said no. Granted someone only asked for me once, and since I was still shy I didn't really talk to them I just asked for their snaps and then left. Plus my friends did say I was coming off a little aggressive. But, I literally asked probably around 15+ girls (most of them were in pairs so I'm counting them as 2, probably 7-8 cold approaches total) and all of them said no. I don't really think I'm that bad looking of a guy so idk why I can't get any attention. I literally got 0 ioi's. I swear I was talking to my friends and some girls walked by and they laughed after looking at me when I was talking about getting snaps. I wasn't even going for baddies they were all 4-5 maybe even 3 or 6ish but nothing. One even fucking looked me up and down and said not you.
I feel like a fucking ugly incel I don't know why nothing happened. Literally two out of the four of us got snaps one is 6 foot ish and another idk why he pulls be he does. I'm happy for the both of them but I don't get it I literally went up for both of them every time and it worked I just don't get it. Another guy I was with he pulls a good amount at school and gets a good bit of female interaction at school and he didn't really get any interest either.
And plus an old talking stage of mine who's the only actual person I've genuinely cared for if so fucking confusing to deal with. Like I get half face snaps for a while and quick responses but the second I try to go forwards it just fucking stays there. Like I got one full face snap after I sent a couple, but the second I start not caring it's feels like she puts more into it and now she stopped giving me half faced snaps so ik it wasn't a grouped usually type of thing. Ik it don't mean shit but I feel like something was there, plus I saw her at the mall the other day and she had the same fucking look that she has every time we bump into each other it seems that's shes starting at me with like a shocked face I can't explain it but it's stuck in my head. And at a baseball game she was there for her friend and I felt like she was staring at me plus even other people said she was staring. But, I feel like there was something there, like I'm genuinely don't know what to do cuz we use to be friends before we talked, plus we're gonna have classes together eventually. I'm so fucking lost man
I just want something, I'm fucking 15 never dated a girl had one serious talking stages and three I didn't even care for. Like every time I hear a compliment towards me I feel like it's fake and exaggerated for my well being, only after a couple good comments from multiple people do I feel good for a bit, but one bad comment or experience just sets me back so much. I don't get it what do I have to do to feel right like what wrong why can't I get with any girl
Why do I got the gym six days a week. Spend so much time insecure, and trying to fix shit if nothing has changed still have never been approached by a girl. A couple girls from my school say their friends think I'm cute, but I never get anything. I never been to an actual party it's always more of just friends getting together and that's only been three times and there all from my old school. I only been to one Qincenera and that's the closest I've been to an actual party. Like I her of a couple of people going parties all the time at my age. I'm going to grade ten soon and I feel like I'm not living enough. I just don't know what's wrong man
Ik I looked fucking depressing I was just down from the whole event from the mall
