Long distance girlfriend has extensive freaky kinky sexual history, feels like she gave more to exes and previous people than me, what to do?

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I’ve been with a long distance girlfriend (shes an autist) for 9 months, we met on discord and bonded over us both being disabled with chronic illnesses and shit, she was always attention seeking since the start, would act sexual in servers to get attention. She had a male best friend that I was suspicious of and one day during the beginning of the relationship she said that they were having a sleepover at her house for a few nights, I wasn’t ecstatic but told her to not cross any boundaries or cuddle or anything, but a few nights later she told me that he ended up cuddling her to sleep and petting her. I told her to cut him off and she did. A few months after this, I still noticed that she would make random sexual remarks for attention in servers and was talking to this one Albanian dude in a server while we were in a bad period of our relationship, turns out they ended up having “esex” where she fingered herself and showed him her titties on camera. Separate from this she told me that she had a sexual history of being a whore on discord for attention from the beginning, and of course yeah these things lined up with it even though she told me she changed, but I just wanted to keep getting more esex and shit from her and the relationship went on and I made her block everyone etc. Now here’s the main concern now, she had a femboy ex in which she would do really freaky extensive sexual shit with like tie him up and give him edging lotion handjobs while mommy femdoming him, giving him multiple handjobs a day sometimes, milking him into a cup etc, and it seemed like she’d always initiate it first and have enthusiasm to do it, much more kinky freaky shit than she does with me although shes tried to replicate it with me a lot over esex mostly after I brought this whole point up, but it doesn’t feel nearly as natural/creative as she did with him, and today she was randomly showing me her Snapchat photo/video history and there was a LOT of slutty stuff on there, nudes, fansigns, etc that she probably had during her discord whoring phase, but two stood out to me, which were pics of her irl ex tied up (presumably when she was giving those femdom edging handjobs) plus pics of cum on his stomach from those, along with pics of her doing “shibari” rope bondage on herself on discord VC while that ex, the male best friend, and other friends of him watched her do it. Now this extensive history isn’t something I can get over especially when I have to give her tons of love and attention just for her to feel like giving me 50% of those things, when it seemed to come naturally and much more freaky with them without them giving nearly as much, and I want to know the difference in dynamic which causes that, is it looks, is it something else? I’d assume egirls were mostly interested in attention and not looks so it confuses me. Kinda sucks because I was gonna go to her irl to get daily sex and shit but the whole dynamic of her extensive history + me needing to give lovey dovey shit despite it in order to get sex feels like it ruins it. Could it be because I want her to be monogamous/loyal which means doing it for me equals getting to whore around less for others and less attention/reward from it makes so that she feels resentment and less desire, meanwhile she wouldn’t have felt that for those people since they didn’t stop her from being a polyamorous whore?

Ngl such an insane amount has happened since I was last on this site yet the thing that made me return is the most similar situation to what made me come here in the first place, humans really don’t learn
 
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I’ve been with a long distance girlfriend (shes an autist) for 9 months, we met on discord and bonded over us both being disabled with chronic illnesses and shit, she was always attention seeking since the start, would act sexual in servers to get attention. She had a male best friend that I was suspicious of and one day during the beginning of the relationship she said that they were having a sleepover at her house for a few nights, I wasn’t ecstatic but told her to not cross any boundaries or cuddle or anything, but a few nights later she told me that he ended up cuddling her to sleep and petting her. I told her to cut him off and she did. A few months after this, I still noticed that she would make random sexual remarks for attention in servers and was talking to this one Albanian dude in a server while we were in a bad period of our relationship, turns out they ended up having “esex” where she fingered herself and showed him her titties on camera. Separate from this she told me that she had a sexual history of being a whore on discord for attention from the beginning, and of course yeah these things lined up with it even though she told me she changed, but I just wanted to keep getting more esex and shit from her and the relationship went on and I made her block everyone etc. Now here’s the main concern now, she had a femboy ex in which she would do really freaky extensive sexual shit with like tie him up and give him edging lotion handjobs while mommy femdoming him, giving him multiple handjobs a day sometimes, milking him into a cup etc, and it seemed like she’d always initiate it first and have enthusiasm to do it, much more kinky freaky shit than she does with me although shes tried to replicate it with me a lot over esex mostly after I brought this whole point up, but it doesn’t feel nearly as natural/creative as she did with him, and today she was randomly showing me her Snapchat photo/video history and there was a LOT of slutty stuff on there, nudes, fansigns, etc that she probably had during her discord whoring phase, but two stood out to me, which were pics of her irl ex tied up (presumably when she was giving those femdom edging handjobs) plus pics of cum on his stomach from those, along with pics of her doing “shibari” rope bondage on herself on discord VC while that ex, the male best friend, and other friends of him watched her do it. Now this extensive history isn’t something I can get over especially when I have to give her tons of love and attention just for her to feel like giving me 50% of those things, when it seemed to come naturally and much more freaky with them without them giving nearly as much, and I want to know the difference in dynamic which causes that, is it looks, is it something else? I’d assume egirls were mostly interested in attention and not looks so it confuses me. Kinda sucks because I was gonna go to her irl to get daily sex and shit but the whole dynamic of her extensive history + me needing to give lovey dovey shit despite it in order to get sex feels like it ruins it.
Fuck long distanxe my fucking bitch ex fucked pver my emotions u dumbass fag dont make the same mistake. LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE YPURE HER SIDE BOY NOW LEAVE
 
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Fuck long distanxe my fucking bitch ex fucked pver my emotions u dumbass fag dont make the same mistake. LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE YPURE HER SIDE BOY NOW LEAVE
Yeah I probably am, im genuinely just curious about the dynamics that go into why she isn’t as freaky with me or requires more love/attention from me to give me the slutty sex compared to all those people?
 
imagine being in a long distance
 
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stop talking to her bro she isnt real she will fuck u up talking from experience
 
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imagine being in a long distance
Why did those niggas get more freaky esex with enthusiasm for 30% of the effort though? What’s causing the difference in desire and interest
 
Why did those niggas get more freaky esex with enthusiasm for 30% of the effort though? What’s causing the difference in desire and interest
idk bro what u yapping about i didnt even read ur post just stop talking to her
 
idk bro what u yapping about i didnt even read ur post just stop talking to her
She gave more freaky and enthusiastic esex to her ex boyfriend irl and other people she whored for online compared to me, I have to put in like double the effort for less desire from her and I want to know the reasons
 
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Yeah I probably am, im genuinely just curious about the dynamics that go into why she isn’t as freaky with me or requires more love/attention from me to give me the slutty sex compared to all those people?
You know what you are? An oofy doofy. An emotional tampon, a reserve b4 she finds chad. Now fuck off and block her. I WISH SMBD YOLD ME THIS ADVICE BEFORE SO HOW ABOUT YOU LISTEN TO ME??? MY EX EMPTIONALLY SEDUCED ME THE OTHER DAY THEN THE NEXT DAY SHE BLOCKED ME BC HER MAIN GUY TOOK HER AWAY, PLEASE, BLOCK HER BLOCK HER BLOCK HER
 
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Long distance girlfriend

stopped reading there
good luck
 
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You know what you are? An oofy doofy. An emotional tampon, a reserve b4 she finds chad. Now fuck off and block her. I WISH SMBD YOLD ME THIS ADVICE BEFORE SO HOW ABOUT YOU LISTEN TO ME??? MY EX EMPTIONALLY SEDUCED ME THE OTHER DAY THEN THE NEXT DAY SHE BLOCKED ME BC HER MAIN GUY TOOK HER AWAY, PLEASE, BLOCK HER BLOCK HER BLOCK HER
so it’s just looks based? they were better looking so she felt like doing it but requires me to be a loving simp to feel like doing it?
 
Long distance girlfriend

stopped reading there
good luck
i was gonna close the distance next month it was planned but the sexual history shit is too much
 
so it’s just looks based? they were better looking so she felt like doing it but requires me to be a loving simp to feel like doing it?
Yes lmfao. Love is physical for foids only. i dont want you to go through shit i did then you become the person telling another guy to block the bitch and he wont and he will become the guy to warn others… end this cycle. Block HER RN RN RN SHE WONT CARE IF U BLOCK OK SHE HAS OTHER OPTIONS SO BLOCK RN IM WARNING U
 
Accept it and move on, if she's with you and loyal then there's nothing to worry about.

My last ex had a body of 7 and yet she was the most loyal girl I ever met, meanwhile my bodycount was 1 and I cheated on her. So it really doesn't matter as much as guys here say. We all have sexual desire.
 
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Being in a ldr with a girl you never met irl is pathetic though. Get some bitches nigga
 
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stop talking to her bro she isnt real she will fuck u up talking from experience
'she' also could be a Nigerian or Indian guy on the other end 😂
 
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Being in a ldr with a girl you never met irl is pathetic though. Get some bitches nigga
Legit, This is sad.

Just fucking dump her already, edating is a different level of cringe
 
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Accept it and move on, if she's with you and loyal then there's nothing to worry about.

My last ex had a body of 7 and yet she was the most loyal girl I ever met, meanwhile my bodycount was 1 and I cheated on her. So it really doesn't matter as much as guys here say. We all have sexual desire.
Would you be bothered if she was giving more sex with more passion to those exes than you?
 
I’ve been with a long distance girlfriend (shes an autist) for 9 months, we met on discord and bonded over us both being disabled with chronic illnesses and shit, she was always attention seeking since the start, would act sexual in servers to get attention. She had a male best friend that I was suspicious of and one day during the beginning of the relationship she said that they were having a sleepover at her house for a few nights, I wasn’t ecstatic but told her to not cross any boundaries or cuddle or anything, but a few nights later she told me that he ended up cuddling her to sleep and petting her. I told her to cut him off and she did. A few months after this, I still noticed that she would make random sexual remarks for attention in servers and was talking to this one Albanian dude in a server while we were in a bad period of our relationship, turns out they ended up having “esex” where she fingered herself and showed him her titties on camera. Separate from this she told me that she had a sexual history of being a whore on discord for attention from the beginning, and of course yeah these things lined up with it even though she told me she changed, but I just wanted to keep getting more esex and shit from her and the relationship went on and I made her block everyone etc. Now here’s the main concern now, she had a femboy ex in which she would do really freaky extensive sexual shit with like tie him up and give him edging lotion handjobs while mommy femdoming him, giving him multiple handjobs a day sometimes, milking him into a cup etc, and it seemed like she’d always initiate it first and have enthusiasm to do it, much more kinky freaky shit than she does with me although shes tried to replicate it with me a lot over esex mostly after I brought this whole point up, but it doesn’t feel nearly as natural/creative as she did with him, and today she was randomly showing me her Snapchat photo/video history and there was a LOT of slutty stuff on there, nudes, fansigns, etc that she probably had during her discord whoring phase, but two stood out to me, which were pics of her irl ex tied up (presumably when she was giving those femdom edging handjobs) plus pics of cum on his stomach from those, along with pics of her doing “shibari” rope bondage on herself on discord VC while that ex, the male best friend, and other friends of him watched her do it. Now this extensive history isn’t something I can get over especially when I have to give her tons of love and attention just for her to feel like giving me 50% of those things, when it seemed to come naturally and much more freaky with them without them giving nearly as much, and I want to know the difference in dynamic which causes that, is it looks, is it something else? I’d assume egirls were mostly interested in attention and not looks so it confuses me. Kinda sucks because I was gonna go to her irl to get daily sex and shit but the whole dynamic of her extensive history + me needing to give lovey dovey shit despite it in order to get sex feels like it ruins it. Could it be because I want her to be monogamous/loyal which means doing it for me equals getting to whore around less for others and less attention/reward from it makes so that she feels resentment and less desire, meanwhile she wouldn’t have felt that for those people since they didn’t stop her from being a polyamorous whore?

Ngl such an insane amount has happened since I was last on this site yet the thing that made me return is the most similar situation to what made me come here in the first place, humans really don’t learn
dnr fuck foids with kinky freaky sexual histories and fuck long distance. gtfo there man u deserve better.
 
I’ve been with a long distance girlfriend (shes an autist) for 9 months, we met on discord and bonded over us both being disabled with chronic illnesses and shit, she was always attention seeking since the start, would act sexual in servers to get attention. She had a male best friend that I was suspicious of and one day during the beginning of the relationship she said that they were having a sleepover at her house for a few nights, I wasn’t ecstatic but told her to not cross any boundaries or cuddle or anything, but a few nights later she told me that he ended up cuddling her to sleep and petting her. I told her to cut him off and she did. A few months after this, I still noticed that she would make random sexual remarks for attention in servers and was talking to this one Albanian dude in a server while we were in a bad period of our relationship, turns out they ended up having “esex” where she fingered herself and showed him her titties on camera. Separate from this she told me that she had a sexual history of being a whore on discord for attention from the beginning, and of course yeah these things lined up with it even though she told me she changed, but I just wanted to keep getting more esex and shit from her and the relationship went on and I made her block everyone etc. Now here’s the main concern now, she had a femboy ex in which she would do really freaky extensive sexual shit with like tie him up and give him edging lotion handjobs while mommy femdoming him, giving him multiple handjobs a day sometimes, milking him into a cup etc, and it seemed like she’d always initiate it first and have enthusiasm to do it, much more kinky freaky shit than she does with me although shes tried to replicate it with me a lot over esex mostly after I brought this whole point up, but it doesn’t feel nearly as natural/creative as she did with him, and today she was randomly showing me her Snapchat photo/video history and there was a LOT of slutty stuff on there, nudes, fansigns, etc that she probably had during her discord whoring phase, but two stood out to me, which were pics of her irl ex tied up (presumably when she was giving those femdom edging handjobs) plus pics of cum on his stomach from those, along with pics of her doing “shibari” rope bondage on herself on discord VC while that ex, the male best friend, and other friends of him watched her do it. Now this extensive history isn’t something I can get over especially when I have to give her tons of love and attention just for her to feel like giving me 50% of those things, when it seemed to come naturally and much more freaky with them without them giving nearly as much, and I want to know the difference in dynamic which causes that, is it looks, is it something else? I’d assume egirls were mostly interested in attention and not looks so it confuses me. Kinda sucks because I was gonna go to her irl to get daily sex and shit but the whole dynamic of her extensive history + me needing to give lovey dovey shit despite it in order to get sex feels like it ruins it. Could it be because I want her to be monogamous/loyal which means doing it for me equals getting to whore around less for others and less attention/reward from it makes so that she feels resentment and less desire, meanwhile she wouldn’t have felt that for those people since they didn’t stop her from being a polyamorous whore?

Ngl such an insane amount has happened since I was last on this site yet the thing that made me return is the most similar situation to what made me come here in the first place, humans really don’t learn
BLOCK THAT WHORE
 
Would you be bothered if she was giving more sex with more passion to those exes than you?
Well given the type of stuff shes done to me I know she hasn't haha, but lets say in theory that might be the case, you'd never be able to know that cause women always lie, but the most important part is you're satisfied, if you're not you should communicate that.
 
Legit, This is sad.

Just fucking dump her already, edating is a different level of cringe
This guy could be doing everything in his arsenal to get more social, prettier and overal upgrade his IRL character and instead he's too busy wasting time on discord. What a pathetic thing to do
 
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I’ve been with a long distance girlfriend (shes an autist) for 9 months, we met on discord and bonded over us both being disabled with chronic illnesses
Discord E-Relationship. No connection.
turns out they ended up having “esex” where she fingered herself and showed him her titties on camera.
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Now here’s the main concern now, she had a femboy ex in which she would do really freaky extensive sexual shit with like tie him up and give him edging lotion handjobs while mommy femdoming him, giving him multiple handjobs a day sometimes, milking him into a cup etc
Send pics & videos
nudes, fansigns, etc that she probably had during her discord whoring phase, along with pics of her doing “shibari” rope bondage on herself on discord VC while that ex, the male best friend, and other friends of him watched her do it.
Pretty sad to see an Autist be forced or convinced to do ts JFL
Now this extensive history isn’t something I can get over especially when I have to give her tons of love and attention just for her to feel like giving me 50% of those things, when it seemed to come naturally and much more freaky with them without them giving nearly as much, and I want to know the difference in dynamic which causes that, is it looks, is it something else? I’d assume egirls were mostly interested in attention and not looks so it confuses me. Kinda sucks because I was gonna go to her irl to get daily sex and shit but the whole dynamic of her extensive history + me needing to give lovey dovey shit despite it in order to get sex feels like it ruins it. Could it be because I want her to be monogamous/loyal which means doing it for me equals getting to whore around less for others and less attention/reward from it makes so that she feels resentment and less desire, meanwhile she wouldn’t have felt that for those people since they didn’t stop her from being a polyamorous whore?

Ngl such an insane amount has happened since I was last on this site yet the thing that made me return is the most similar situation to what made me come here in the first place, humans really don’t learn
My advice; Pump and Dump her. Leave an impression on her. Leave with Disgust, Disapproval, etc. Because she obviously never received it. Make it get though her autistic head what hes doing is disgusting. Dont tell her to change. She will change off that impression you left
 
I’ve been with a long distance girlfriend (shes an autist) for 9 months, we met on discord and bonded over us both being disabled with chronic illnesses and shit, she was always attention seeking since the start, would act sexual in servers to get attention. She had a male best friend that I was suspicious of and one day during the beginning of the relationship she said that they were having a sleepover at her house for a few nights, I wasn’t ecstatic but told her to not cross any boundaries or cuddle or anything, but a few nights later she told me that he ended up cuddling her to sleep and petting her. I told her to cut him off and she did. A few months after this, I still noticed that she would make random sexual remarks for attention in servers and was talking to this one Albanian dude in a server while we were in a bad period of our relationship, turns out they ended up having “esex” where she fingered herself and showed him her titties on camera. Separate from this she told me that she had a sexual history of being a whore on discord for attention from the beginning, and of course yeah these things lined up with it even though she told me she changed, but I just wanted to keep getting more esex and shit from her and the relationship went on and I made her block everyone etc. Now here’s the main concern now, she had a femboy ex in which she would do really freaky extensive sexual shit with like tie him up and give him edging lotion handjobs while mommy femdoming him, giving him multiple handjobs a day sometimes, milking him into a cup etc, and it seemed like she’d always initiate it first and have enthusiasm to do it, much more kinky freaky shit than she does with me although shes tried to replicate it with me a lot over esex mostly after I brought this whole point up, but it doesn’t feel nearly as natural/creative as she did with him, and today she was randomly showing me her Snapchat photo/video history and there was a LOT of slutty stuff on there, nudes, fansigns, etc that she probably had during her discord whoring phase, but two stood out to me, which were pics of her irl ex tied up (presumably when she was giving those femdom edging handjobs) plus pics of cum on his stomach from those, along with pics of her doing “shibari” rope bondage on herself on discord VC while that ex, the male best friend, and other friends of him watched her do it. Now this extensive history isn’t something I can get over especially when I have to give her tons of love and attention just for her to feel like giving me 50% of those things, when it seemed to come naturally and much more freaky with them without them giving nearly as much, and I want to know the difference in dynamic which causes that, is it looks, is it something else? I’d assume egirls were mostly interested in attention and not looks so it confuses me. Kinda sucks because I was gonna go to her irl to get daily sex and shit but the whole dynamic of her extensive history + me needing to give lovey dovey shit despite it in order to get sex feels like it ruins it. Could it be because I want her to be monogamous/loyal which means doing it for me equals getting to whore around less for others and less attention/reward from it makes so that she feels resentment and less desire, meanwhile she wouldn’t have felt that for those people since they didn’t stop her from being a polyamorous whore?

Ngl such an insane amount has happened since I was last on this site yet the thing that made me return is the most similar situation to what made me come here in the first place, humans really don’t learn
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I’ve been with a long distance girlfriend (shes an autist) for 9 months, we met on discord and bonded over us both being disabled with chronic illnesses and shit, she was always attention seeking since the start, would act sexual in servers to get attention. She had a male best friend that I was suspicious of and one day during the beginning of the relationship she said that they were having a sleepover at her house for a few nights, I wasn’t ecstatic but told her to not cross any boundaries or cuddle or anything, but a few nights later she told me that he ended up cuddling her to sleep and petting her. I told her to cut him off and she did. A few months after this, I still noticed that she would make random sexual remarks for attention in servers and was talking to this one Albanian dude in a server while we were in a bad period of our relationship, turns out they ended up having “esex” where she fingered herself and showed him her titties on camera. Separate from this she told me that she had a sexual history of being a whore on discord for attention from the beginning, and of course yeah these things lined up with it even though she told me she changed, but I just wanted to keep getting more esex and shit from her and the relationship went on and I made her block everyone etc. Now here’s the main concern now, she had a femboy ex in which she would do really freaky extensive sexual shit with like tie him up and give him edging lotion handjobs while mommy femdoming him, giving him multiple handjobs a day sometimes, milking him into a cup etc, and it seemed like she’d always initiate it first and have enthusiasm to do it, much more kinky freaky shit than she does with me although shes tried to replicate it with me a lot over esex mostly after I brought this whole point up, but it doesn’t feel nearly as natural/creative as she did with him, and today she was randomly showing me her Snapchat photo/video history and there was a LOT of slutty stuff on there, nudes, fansigns, etc that she probably had during her discord whoring phase, but two stood out to me, which were pics of her irl ex tied up (presumably when she was giving those femdom edging handjobs) plus pics of cum on his stomach from those, along with pics of her doing “shibari” rope bondage on herself on discord VC while that ex, the male best friend, and other friends of him watched her do it. Now this extensive history isn’t something I can get over especially when I have to give her tons of love and attention just for her to feel like giving me 50% of those things, when it seemed to come naturally and much more freaky with them without them giving nearly as much, and I want to know the difference in dynamic which causes that, is it looks, is it something else? I’d assume egirls were mostly interested in attention and not looks so it confuses me. Kinda sucks because I was gonna go to her irl to get daily sex and shit but the whole dynamic of her extensive history + me needing to give lovey dovey shit despite it in order to get sex feels like it ruins it. Could it be because I want her to be monogamous/loyal which means doing it for me equals getting to whore around less for others and less attention/reward from it makes so that she feels resentment and less desire, meanwhile she wouldn’t have felt that for those people since they didn’t stop her from being a polyamorous whore?

Ngl such an insane amount has happened since I was last on this site yet the thing that made me return is the most similar situation to what made me come here in the first place, humans really don’t learn
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I’ve been with a long distance girlfriend (shes an autist) for 9 months, we met on discord and bonded over us both being disabled with chronic illnesses and shit, she was always attention seeking since the start, would act sexual in servers to get attention. She had a male best friend that I was suspicious of and one day during the beginning of the relationship she said that they were having a sleepover at her house for a few nights, I wasn’t ecstatic but told her to not cross any boundaries or cuddle or anything, but a few nights later she told me that he ended up cuddling her to sleep and petting her. I told her to cut him off and she did. A few months after this, I still noticed that she would make random sexual remarks for attention in servers and was talking to this one Albanian dude in a server while we were in a bad period of our relationship, turns out they ended up having “esex” where she fingered herself and showed him her titties on camera. Separate from this she told me that she had a sexual history of being a whore on discord for attention from the beginning, and of course yeah these things lined up with it even though she told me she changed, but I just wanted to keep getting more esex and shit from her and the relationship went on and I made her block everyone etc. Now here’s the main concern now, she had a femboy ex in which she would do really freaky extensive sexual shit with like tie him up and give him edging lotion handjobs while mommy femdoming him, giving him multiple handjobs a day sometimes, milking him into a cup etc, and it seemed like she’d always initiate it first and have enthusiasm to do it, much more kinky freaky shit than she does with me although shes tried to replicate it with me a lot over esex mostly after I brought this whole point up, but it doesn’t feel nearly as natural/creative as she did with him, and today she was randomly showing me her Snapchat photo/video history and there was a LOT of slutty stuff on there, nudes, fansigns, etc that she probably had during her discord whoring phase, but two stood out to me, which were pics of her irl ex tied up (presumably when she was giving those femdom edging handjobs) plus pics of cum on his stomach from those, along with pics of her doing “shibari” rope bondage on herself on discord VC while that ex, the male best friend, and other friends of him watched her do it. Now this extensive history isn’t something I can get over especially when I have to give her tons of love and attention just for her to feel like giving me 50% of those things, when it seemed to come naturally and much more freaky with them without them giving nearly as much, and I want to know the difference in dynamic which causes that, is it looks, is it something else? I’d assume egirls were mostly interested in attention and not looks so it confuses me. Kinda sucks because I was gonna go to her irl to get daily sex and shit but the whole dynamic of her extensive history + me needing to give lovey dovey shit despite it in order to get sex feels like it ruins it. Could it be because I want her to be monogamous/loyal which means doing it for me equals getting to whore around less for others and less attention/reward from it makes so that she feels resentment and less desire, meanwhile she wouldn’t have felt that for those people since they didn’t stop her from being a polyamorous whore?

Ngl such an insane amount has happened since I was last on this site yet the thing that made me return is the most similar situation to what made me come here in the first place, humans really don’t learn
what the fuck did I even just read :feelsrope:
 
My advice; Pump and Dump her. Leave an impression on her. Leave with Disgust, Disapproval, etc. Because she obviously never received it. Make it get though her autistic head what hes doing is disgusting. Dont tell her to change. She will change off that impression you left
What I notice pisses off foids even more is don’t fuck them at all
They will feel rejected and never forget you
 
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Let us see those pics or larp
 
I’ve been with a long distance girlfriend (shes an autist) for 9 months, we met on discord and bonded over us both being disabled with chronic illnesses and shit, she was always attention seeking since the start, would act sexual in servers to get attention. She had a male best friend that I was suspicious of and one day during the beginning of the relationship she said that they were having a sleepover at her house for a few nights, I wasn’t ecstatic but told her to not cross any boundaries or cuddle or anything, but a few nights later she told me that he ended up cuddling her to sleep and petting her. I told her to cut him off and she did. A few months after this, I still noticed that she would make random sexual remarks for attention in servers and was talking to this one Albanian dude in a server while we were in a bad period of our relationship, turns out they ended up having “esex” where she fingered herself and showed him her titties on camera. Separate from this she told me that she had a sexual history of being a whore on discord for attention from the beginning, and of course yeah these things lined up with it even though she told me she changed, but I just wanted to keep getting more esex and shit from her and the relationship went on and I made her block everyone etc. Now here’s the main concern now, she had a femboy ex in which she would do really freaky extensive sexual shit with like tie him up and give him edging lotion handjobs while mommy femdoming him, giving him multiple handjobs a day sometimes, milking him into a cup etc, and it seemed like she’d always initiate it first and have enthusiasm to do it, much more kinky freaky shit than she does with me although shes tried to replicate it with me a lot over esex mostly after I brought this whole point up, but it doesn’t feel nearly as natural/creative as she did with him, and today she was randomly showing me her Snapchat photo/video history and there was a LOT of slutty stuff on there, nudes, fansigns, etc that she probably had during her discord whoring phase, but two stood out to me, which were pics of her irl ex tied up (presumably when she was giving those femdom edging handjobs) plus pics of cum on his stomach from those, along with pics of her doing “shibari” rope bondage on herself on discord VC while that ex, the male best friend, and other friends of him watched her do it. Now this extensive history isn’t something I can get over especially when I have to give her tons of love and attention just for her to feel like giving me 50% of those things, when it seemed to come naturally and much more freaky with them without them giving nearly as much, and I want to know the difference in dynamic which causes that, is it looks, is it something else? I’d assume egirls were mostly interested in attention and not looks so it confuses me. Kinda sucks because I was gonna go to her irl to get daily sex and shit but the whole dynamic of her extensive history + me needing to give lovey dovey shit despite it in order to get sex feels like it ruins it. Could it be because I want her to be monogamous/loyal which means doing it for me equals getting to whore around less for others and less attention/reward from it makes so that she feels resentment and less desire, meanwhile she wouldn’t have felt that for those people since they didn’t stop her from being a polyamorous whore?

Ngl such an insane amount has happened since I was last on this site yet the thing that made me return is the most similar situation to what made me come here in the first place, humans really don’t learn
bro don’t date w-girls unless you ready for this shi 😭
 
pm pics n vids or else larp
 

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