Long distance relationship with e-gf ended as I found out she cheated

[SamosaChutneyCel]

I had a long distance relationship with a white foid in europe. We met once and I took her virginity. She was fat and shy. But as a curry, I was put under her spell due to her blonde hair and blue eyes. She was also 173cms, which made it all the more alluring.

She confessed today that she had cheated on me with another guy - twice. Once last year after we met and once again this year with the same guy. I am devastated but at the same time I try to remain stoic. After all, I had paid 4 white whores to fuck me in australia since I met her. One even let me film content with her. I don't feel too bad but sadly I dont want to waste time texting this foid. I feel a certain kind of way. Apathy is the word perhaps.

It was good. Good to have met her in person and deep french kissed her in those air bnb rentals. It cost me around $6,000 for the whole week i spent with her. I also had unprotected sex with her the whole time and we talked about breeding and she even picked names of our kids. I feel devastated somewhat cos I didnt get to breed this white cow. But at the same time it is what it is. I am nearing 30 but I wont give up. I will keep trying. There are like 4 eastern european foids who I talk to regularly. I don't think it will be hard to achieve the goals again - which to me is to breed a white foid. I will try again during a EE trip. Btw the e-gf was western european not EE.

I feel confused and lost. I need to vent. I have pictures of me and this e-gf. I am a degenerate and depraved curry. I need to cure my erectile dysfunction due to heavy porn usage and finasteride. I think ill start clamping and using penile extensions to get a big pp and degenmaxx in EE by paying escorts. No reason to not go full hedonistic while I am still able to get away without any familial responsibilities. I regret not being told about the cheating part by her earlier. Its ok. I am now in a higher income bracket of STEMcels. I have networked with other STEMcels who have families and they often are sympathetic to my plight. I will use money as leverage to get bitches. obviously its not as simple as it sounds but its a cope nonetheless. I hate women tho. Her cheating confession was kinda of a let down but I am recovering from it. I think she liked the other guy cos hes taller and good looking. I dont know. I hate how hard it is when you are short and curry to ascend - especially with a white foid. I travelled across the world to meet her and fuck her. Despite this, she went and fucked another guy.

Life is brutal. But because I am so blackpilled, i am de-sensitised to it.

 

[bossman]

what is the NEED for white girls? what do you aim to achieve in life in the long term?

is your whole life going to be about validation or do you really want a chance to settle down with the right woman and build a family?

 

[.Cx]

I had a long distance relationship with a white foid in europe. We met once and I took her virginity. She was fat and shy. But as a curry, I was put under her spell due to her blonde hair and blue eyes. She was also 173cms, which made it all the more alluring.

She confessed today that she had cheated on me with another guy - twice. Once last year after we met and once again this year with the same guy. I am devastated but at the same time I try to remain stoic. After all, I had paid 4 white whores to fuck me in australia since I met her. One even let me film content with her. I don't feel too bad but sadly I dont want to waste time texting this foid. I feel a certain kind of way. Apathy is the word perhaps.

It was good. Good to have met her in person and deep french kissed her in those air bnb rentals. It cost me around $6,000 for the whole week i spent with her. I also had unprotected sex with her the whole time and we talked about breeding and she even picked names of our kids. I feel devastated somewhat cos I didnt get to breed this white cow. But at the same time it is what it is. I am nearing 30 but I wont give up. I will keep trying. There are like 4 eastern european foids who I talk to regularly. I don't think it will be hard to achieve the goals again - which to me is to breed a white foid. I will try again during a EE trip. Btw the e-gf was western european not EE.

I feel confused and lost. I need to vent. I have pictures of me and this e-gf. I am a degenerate and depraved curry. I need to cure my erectile dysfunction due to heavy porn usage and finasteride. I think ill start clamping and using penile extensions to get a big pp and degenmaxx in EE by paying escorts. No reason to not go full hedonistic while I am still able to get away without any familial responsibilities. I regret not being told about the cheating part by her earlier. Its ok. I am now in a higher income bracket of STEMcels. I have networked with other STEMcels who have families and they often are sympathetic to my plight. I will use money as leverage to get bitches. obviously its not as simple as it sounds but its a cope nonetheless. I hate women tho. Her cheating confession was kinda of a let down but I am recovering from it. I think she liked the other guy cos hes taller and good looking. I dont know. I hate how hard it is when you are short and curry to ascend - especially with a white foid. I travelled across the world to meet her and fuck her. Despite this, she went and fucked another guy.

Life is brutal. But because I am so blackpilled, i am de-sensitised to it.

dnr
I know it's a curry cuck who couldn't even hold a relationship with an e whore

 

[Vazelrr]

TL;DR:Curry gets cucked by 6'4 Dravidian bvll that fucked his E-whore and realises only way to cope is to worship white woman by doing everything possible to breed them.

 

[medialcanthus]

what is the NEED for white girls? what do you aim to achieve in life in the long term?

is your whole life going to be about validation or do you really want a chance to settle down with the right woman and build a family?

white girls are the easiest and most accessible women

if you cant pull a white girl it never began

 

[bossman]

white girls are the easiest and most accessible women

if you cant pull a white girl it never began

i know. so why obsess over them?

 

[medialcanthus]

i know. so why obsess over them?

no clue why anyone would obsess over any woman

if it aint jenna ortega then DNR tbh

 

[ngannou]

I had a long distance relationship with a white foid in europe. We met once and I took her virginity. She was fat and shy. But as a curry, I was put under her spell due to her blonde hair and blue eyes. She was also 173cms, which made it all the more alluring.

She confessed today that she had cheated on me with another guy - twice. Once last year after we met and once again this year with the same guy. I am devastated but at the same time I try to remain stoic. After all, I had paid 4 white whores to fuck me in australia since I met her. One even let me film content with her. I don't feel too bad but sadly I dont want to waste time texting this foid. I feel a certain kind of way. Apathy is the word perhaps.

It was good. Good to have met her in person and deep french kissed her in those air bnb rentals. It cost me around $6,000 for the whole week i spent with her. I also had unprotected sex with her the whole time and we talked about breeding and she even picked names of our kids. I feel devastated somewhat cos I didnt get to breed this white cow. But at the same time it is what it is. I am nearing 30 but I wont give up. I will keep trying. There are like 4 eastern european foids who I talk to regularly. I don't think it will be hard to achieve the goals again - which to me is to breed a white foid. I will try again during a EE trip. Btw the e-gf was western european not EE.

I feel confused and lost. I need to vent. I have pictures of me and this e-gf. I am a degenerate and depraved curry. I need to cure my erectile dysfunction due to heavy porn usage and finasteride. I think ill start clamping and using penile extensions to get a big pp and degenmaxx in EE by paying escorts. No reason to not go full hedonistic while I am still able to get away without any familial responsibilities. I regret not being told about the cheating part by her earlier. Its ok. I am now in a higher income bracket of STEMcels. I have networked with other STEMcels who have families and they often are sympathetic to my plight. I will use money as leverage to get bitches. obviously its not as simple as it sounds but its a cope nonetheless. I hate women tho. Her cheating confession was kinda of a let down but I am recovering from it. I think she liked the other guy cos hes taller and good looking. I dont know. I hate how hard it is when you are short and curry to ascend - especially with a white foid. I travelled across the world to meet her and fuck her. Despite this, she went and fucked another guy.

Life is brutal. But because I am so blackpilled, i am de-sensitised to it.

Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ than you shall be saved

no clue why anyone would obsess over any woman

if it aint jenna ortega then DNR tbh

i know. so why obsess over them?

TL;DR:Curry gets cucked by 6'4 Dravidian bvll that fucked his E-whore and realises only way to cope is to worship white woman by doing everything possible to breed them.

dnr
I know it's a curry cuck who couldn't even hold a relationship with an e whore

 

[SamosaChutneyCel]

Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ than you shall be saved

I just wanted to vent

I knew niggas on this forum were gonna clown me and mock me. every blackpill forum has a crabs in a bucket mindset.

But for a short currycel - I managed to gain some experiencewith a foid
especially a white foid. its what it is and i wish people just accepted my preferences. I dont go after men who like gook women? they like what they like. inb4 any cel tells me i beggars cant be choosers - just know that out of the hundreds of curries that i know who personally mog me very few even have touched a white woman (without paying), despite the fact that they do fantasise about sex with white foids.

i dont care what people think, i like white foids and I enjoy spending money on them if i get to have sex with them

But yeah this was a trauma inducing event

i think its safe to say - i have to find someone else and move on

 

[ngannou]

I just wanted to vent

I knew niggas on this forum were gonna clown me and mock me. every blackpill forum has a crabs in a bucket mindset.

But for a short currycel - I managed to gain some experiencewith a foid
especially a white foid. its what it is and i wish people just accepted my preferences. I dont go after men who like gook women? they like what they like. inb4 any cel tells me i beggars cant be choosers - just know that out of the hundreds of curries that i know who personally mog me very few even have touched a white woman (without paying), despite the fact that they do fantasise about sex with white foids.

i dont care what people think, i like white foids and I enjoy spending money on them if i get to have sex with them

But yeah this was a trauma inducing event

i think its safe to say - i have to find someone else and move on

White woman does not do anything for your sins but God gives you true happiness

 

[SamosaChutneyCel]

White woman does not do anything for your sins but God gives you true happiness

Not sure if I believe in god but yeah I suppose it’s good advice

 

[ngannou]

Not sure if I believe in god but yeah I suppose it’s good advice

Good, I hope you quit the obsession with white women and come to Christ

as stated the woman betrays you but God never betrays

 

[SamosaChutneyCel]

Good, I hope you quit the obsession with white women and come to Christ

as stated the woman betrays you but God never betrays

Maybe

I still believe race mixing is the only reason I was out on this earth

Also you’re a decent dude giving good advice. Hard to find someone like that on this forum full of depressed hopeless people

The white pill is something I’ve considered taking cos I want to purge myself from all degeneracy

But it’s hard and requires discipline

I doubt I have what it takes

 

[browncurrycel]

I took her virginity

You planted the flag first and that's all that matters

I had paid 4 white whores to fuck me in australia since I met her.

Mirin

 

[SamosaChutneyCel]

You planted the flag first and that's all that matters

Mirin

Thanks for the kind words boyo
I think it’s best for me to move on and work on myself and go the cringe self improvement route
Maybe nofap is good
I feel a bit lost ngl
But I need to approach life not from a scarcity mindset
I need to lock in
Do all those cringe shit
Make money by any means
And then yeah hope to ascend
Life just ain’t fair