lonliness is the worst fucking thing ever

[dipenhydramine]

its destroying my life no matter how much I try to get better I always end up alone no matter how many people I'm around I always feel alone everything in life feels so far away because I'm so fucking alone I hate this shit existence every single thing is just alone and empty and pointless and retarded and its such fucking cope how everyone says get happy and life live and whatever I dont want to fucking be here I don't want to sit in my shitty fucking room alone again day after day after day messaging every single fucking person I know just to get the most bullshit retarded dry andswers and I want to give up I really do but I can't even do that because I'm so fucking alone every time I think about giving up that urge for connection with just at least one person comes up my loneliness is a statistical anomalty as my mom was a schizophrenic mentalcel who never loved me because if her delslusioans and mg dad was a self sucking faggot who says not loving your kids makes them tough I never had any friends all through school I never had fucking anyone at all ever not a single person knows me everyone forgot me and I'm here dying in my room fucking wasting away each day and I hate it so fucking bad I wish I was never born I hate this reality so bad I fucking hate that this is my life so much I fucking hate it

 

[fedecope]

dnr + no reply broootal

 

[idontlikemyself6]

its destroying my life no matter how much I try to get better I always end up alone no matter how many people I'm around I always feel alone everything in life feels so far away because I'm so fucking alone I hate this shit existence every single thing is just alone and empty and pointless and retarded and its such fucking cope how everyone says get happy and life live and whatever I dont want to fucking be here I don't want to sit in my shitty fucking room alone again day after day after day messaging every single fucking person I know just to get the most bullshit retarded dry andswers and I want to give up I really do but I can't even do that because I'm so fucking alone every time I think about giving up that urge for connection with just at least one person comes up my loneliness is a statistical anomalty as my mom was a schizophrenic mentalcel who never loved me because if her delslusioans and mg dad was a self sucking faggot who says not loving your kids makes them tough I never had any friends all through school I never had fucking anyone at all ever not a single person knows me everyone forgot me and I'm here dying in my room fucking wasting away each day and I hate it so fucking bad I wish I was never born I hate this reality so bad I fucking hate that this is my life so much I fucking hate it

don’t worry it doesn’t get better bro