Looking back on my upbringing

[trueedgar]

Middle school and high school was hell. I grew up fat and I was always the center of the jokes, people squeezing my tits, insults masked as jokes, women not taking me serious, bro you name it i probably went through it. Awfully humiliated.

You def do carry that shit, it can never escape although im not as subhuman anymore ive ascended to a MTN from a sub 3 and I still get those second hand thoughts that always kill my confidence. Whenever im confident enough to post myself I always catch myself analyzing everything and then deleting because of how past experiences with my looks.

That’s why I need to ascend to HTN-CL so I can just play foids how they played with me, and so far it’s been fun doing it.

 

[trueedgar]

Middle school and high school was hell. I grew up fat and I was always the center of the jokes, people squeezing my tits, insults masked as jokes, women not taking me serious, bro you name it i probably went through it. Awfully humiliated.

You def do carry that shit, it can never escape although im not as subhuman anymore ive ascended to a MTN from a sub 3 and I still get those second hand thoughts that always kill my confidence. Whenever im confident enough to post myself I always catch myself analyzing everything and then deleting because of how past experiences with my looks.

That’s why I need to ascend to HTN-CL so I can just play foids how they played with me, and so far it’s been fun doing it.

My middle school and high school was connected. I was there for 7 years. 7 years of straight hell. That’s why I was so happy to graduate high school. When people say they miss high school I almost go ER. How?

 

[horseman.]

brutal

 

[trueedgar]

brutal

Such an evil world