Lookism has given me BDD

[Deleted member 2403]

I was attending school before but now after founding out Im a 2/10 subhuman, I can’t go to classes. It gives me so much anxiety thinking of what people think of me, and I’d rather avoid it. I don’t want to show my manlet, childlike body and my ogre face. Before when I was bluepilled, I was confident and talked to people and didn’t care about my looks. Sure people mistreated me but I never thought it was about my looks so I just fought back and never lingered on it.

Now, I’ve missed so many days rotting on incel sites cause I’m so fucking ugly and I don’t wanna show my face and I don’t want people to make fun of me in their heads and now every time someone, especially a girl mistreats me, I’ll know it’s my looks and I don’t want to face that. I don’t want to be assumed to be a low status male with no life just cause of my face so I stay at home. I take 1000 selfies a day and I see all my flaws and it’s killing me, I can’t leave the house. If I’m even a bit bloated, no way I’m going to class. If my eyes are puffy, same thing. Fuck I wish I could take a drug that made me not care about looks and I could be an ignorant dumb NPC.

 

[Blackout.xl]

I was attending school before but now after founding out Im a 2/10 subhuman, I can’t go to classes. It gives me so much anxiety thinking of what people think of me, and I’d rather avoid it. I don’t want to show my manlet, childlike body and my ogre face. Before when I was bluepilled, I was confident and talked to people and didn’t care about my looks. Sure people mistreated me but I never thought it was about my looks so I just fought back and never lingered on it.

Now, I’ve missed so many days rotting on incel sites cause I’m so fucking ugly and I don’t wanna show my face and I don’t want people to make fun of me in their heads and now every time someone, especially a girl mistreats me, I’ll know it’s my looks and I don’t want to face that. I don’t want to be assumed to be a low status male with no life just cause of my face so I stay at home. I take 1000 selfies a day and I see all my flaws and it’s killing me, I can’t leave the house.

Lookism gave me BDD around my skull

 

[Deleted member 2403]

Lookism gave me BDD around my skull

It gave me BDD around my height and frame and especially face. I wear baggy clothes and inch lifts all the time. I squint all the time and tilt my head to make my face look more symmetrical but it’s all cope. Fuck I hate this.

 

[BigBoy]

Same

Now whenever someone mistreats me, or I get ignored I know its my looks. And it kills me inside because everyone mistreats me. I always get assigmed the subordinate role and get called names like stupid, retarded, and fat.

 

[Deleted member 2403]

Same

Now whenever someone mistreats me, or I get ignored I know its my looks. And it kills me inside because everyone mistreats me. I always get assigmed the subordinate role and get called names like stupid, retarded, and fat.

Every single shitty experience I’ve had before I now know is cause of looks and it has traumatised me. All the girls ignoring me, all the guys treating me like I’m inferior. My oneitis looking at me in disgust all the time and not even saying bye to me when I left school killed me. Then she got with a chadlite who she met at a party who mogged me to oblivion. I don’t want to get hurt again so I avoid everything. We shouldn’t have to suffer like this.

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[Catawampus]

I have it as well. I think its safe to say that 90% of people here do.

 

[Deleted member 2403]

I have it as well. I think its safe to say that 90% of people here do.

I’m actually ugly tho while most people here are average with a few failos that they’re fixing with surgeries. My whole face is just fucked and I have shit pheno which can’t be changed. I’d give to be anyone else here.

 

[Ritalincel]

I have it as well. I think its safe to say that 90% of people here do.

XD

 

[alligatordude]

i feel bad for you man
this current realm of being is fuckedddd up

 

[PersianKingdom]

I have it as well. I think its safe to say that 90% of people here do.

I don't have BDD. I'm just rational about how subhuman I am.

 

[JustTrynaGrow]

dw you eventually burn the dopamine receptors and stop caring about everything.

 

[Catawampus]

I don't have BDD. I'm just rational about how subhuman I am.

This exactly, psychiatrists would tell you that it's all in your head. Eppley will tell you it's all in your orbitals.

 

[Deleted member 2403]

I don't have BDD. I'm just rational about how subhuman I am.

Same as me tbh but it’s stopping me from continuing my previously blissfully ignorant life. I see so many 5’4 balding ethnics who come to classes so easily and not give a fuck and I wish I still had that deluded hope.

 

[BigBoy]

Every single shitty experience I’ve had before I now know is cause of looks and it has traumatised me. All the girls ignoring me, all the guys treating me like I’m inferior. My oneitis looking at me in disgust all the time and not even saying bye to me when I left school killed me. Then she got with a chadlite who she met at a party who mogged me to oblivion. I don’t want to get hurt again so I avoid everything. We shouldn’t have to suffer like this.

Indeed.

I’m actually ugly tho while most people here are average with a few failos that they’re fixing with surgeries. My whole face is just fucked and I have shit pheno which can’t be changed. I’d give to be anyone else here.

You can send pics if you want an accurate rating. You may be rating yourself lower than you really are.

 

[Deleted member 2607]

Be low inhib regardless of how you look. Fuck what other people think, do what you want

 

[lookismfugee]

bdd is joke

 

[BlackPillChad]

If you want to become bluepilled, go ask a therapist to brainwash you

I'm dead serious btw. Do it if it will improve your quality of life

 

[DoctorPMA]

Sure people mistreated me but I never thought it was about my looks

can you give some examples?

 

[RAITEIII]

Looking good shall set us free

 

[Deleted member 4991]

I on the other hand have always had BDD one day I want to wake up and look in the mirror and see chico lachowski looking back at me.

 

[lookismfugee]

you have ptsd not bdd

Spoiler

thank undisputed for that

 

[karbo]

jfl @ bdd, u think barrett got bdd from lookism? u only get 'bdd' when ur ugly as shit, and guess what WE ARE
we are the only ones thinking logically, and all normies are delusionmaxxed

 

[Deleted member 2403]

jfl @ bdd, u think barrett got bdd from lookism? u only get 'bdd' when ur ugly as shit, and guess what WE ARE
we are the only ones thinking logically, and all normies are delusionmaxxed

I wish I was delusionmaxxed cause it's ruining my life, I can't go outside, interact normally anymore cause I'm thinking of my looks 24/7. If only I was chad and could be done with all this pain.

 

[RAITEIII]

I on the other hand have always had BDD one day I want to wake up and look in the mirror and see chico lachowski looking back at me.

I also have it bro. Since 11 or so

 

[Deleted member 4991]

I also have it bro. Since 11 or so

feelsbadman

 

[RAITEIII]

feelsbadman

What type of symptoms do u have?

 

[Hepatologyscribe]

Looking good shall set us free

 

[yang]

im so autistic about my face, I think that someone is watching me 24/7

 

[Deleted member 4991]

What type of symptoms do u have?

Too long to list man haha you know how it is.

 

[RAITEIII]

Too long to list man haha you know how it is.

Yes. Of course I do.

 

[IWantToMax]

I go from thinking I look pretty fucking good after seeing myself in my bathroom's mirror to realizing I'm a subhuman when I see a reflection outside.
Hence why I try to avoid reflecting surfaces.

 

[Aesthetic]

 

[Justttt]

Fuck this gay earth

 

[Ritalincel]

Fuck this gay earth

 

[Deleted member 2745]

Be low inhib regardless of how you look. Fuck what other people think, do what you want

He cannot do what he want because of his looks.
If he is truly a Subhuman as he claims he is, he is suppose to stay in a very particular "lane" in life.
Normies brain wouldn't be able to comprehend the fact that he has other plans, and other certain desires except rotting and being a beta cuck lapdog for your average landwhale.

 

[lookismfugee]

undisputed indeed claims another tormented soul

 

[Cope]

Same, now I know the reason these ugly normies feel like they can compete with me is cuz of my height.

 

[lookismfugee]

undisputed takes no prisioners indeed

 

[Zdeweilx]

I wish I was delusionmaxxed cause it's ruining my life, I can't go outside, interact normally anymore cause I'm thinking of my looks 24/7. If only I was chad and could be done with all this pain.

Dude. Nobody cares about you. Everyone looks like shit nowadays. Its not worth dwelling on trust me.
Now if you had a foid in sight, that would be different. But trying to please everyone is the best way to live a shitty life.

 

[reptiles]

Same

Now whenever someone mistreats me, or I get ignored I know its my looks. And it kills me inside because everyone mistreats me. I always get assigmed the subordinate role and get called names like stupid, retarded, and fat.

Eugenics macht frei bone of this would be an issue had we had eugenics

 

[BigBoy]

Eugenics macht frei bone of this would be an issue had we had eugenics

neither you nor i would be here if we had eugenics

 

[Deleted member 4209]

"bdd" = being a self aware ugly person

 

[Deleted member 2506]

same happened to me

 

[Deleted member 2854]

Between the ages of 16-20 I used to go out to clubs and actually try approach women, flirt etc.

Then at 23 I found PSL and became aware of my subhumanity - I've never been the same since then. I can't remember the last time I felt carefree about anything. Always have a complex around my looks.

 

[reptiles]

neither you nor i would be here if we had eugenics

Implying I wanted to be here