Dip3shx
IF YOU ARNT FRAUDING YOU ARNT TRYING
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There is legitimately nothing more important than looks in this life.
"But what about having money and being confident and having discipline"...
guess what, you're a bluepilled dumbass. I'd say being successful in life takes 2 things... looks and iq if you have both, it should be very easy to get money and be successful.
Back when I was a complete dumbass and coped with my existence instead of swallowing the blackpill I use to watch those gay motivational videos where the guy screams into the camera and tells you that "AnYthIng Is PoSsiBle just have confidence and discipline". Yeah those people are braindead retards trying to sell you a course or something else. The truth is that success in life is 80% determined by things out of your control. How your parents raised you, who do you know, where did you grow up, how NT are you, how high is your IQ? etc etc.
The only real thing we can do is ascend to our max potential, figure out how to stack up some bread, hardmaxx and hopefully live a somewhat decent life. Everything else is just cope and shouldnt even cross your mind.
ive grown up religious but once i turned about 8 or 9 I quickly started to question religion, especially the one my parents taught me (Hinduism). Eventually I became agnostic but the point im trying to make is that in all my 20 years of life on this planet ive realized that there is no god. God is a manmade construct use to cope with our dogshit lives. You ( the reader ) have to somehow find meaning in a meaningless and unforgiving world, if thats "god" then cool i guess but ive stopped giving a fuck about finding out meaning anymore, im not a hedonist but if i had the looks money and resources to be one, i most definitely would be.
Ive only experienced romantic love one time in my life, and it was online ( lmfao ) I was in a relationship with this hispanic girl online for about 9 ish months and it was super toxic, I got to experience her telling me how much she loved me and how i had her soul and how much she values me but then we would fight and argue the very next second. Her life was miserable and i think thats the only reason she showed me some attention. I dont think she loved me and I dont think i loved her either, we both loved knowing that someone else loved us. Now shes in a real life relationship with some white guy who took her virginity and even thinking about that makes me want to throw up. I mean think about it, imagine the only girl in your entire life that actually showed you affection, the girl you thought youd end up marrying, is now getting FUCKED by some white guy across the country and experiencing all the novelities of being in a relationship.
Im so jaded from life and the amount of beatings it has given me. I honestly never want to feel love again, I want to be alone and only use women for their bodies and leave them. I dont ever want my happiness to be dependent on a fucking foid ever. Ive made so many mistakes in life, I cant think of a single non-mistake part of my existence. Everything has been a giant mistake and ive just been coping through it. This is my way of screaming into the ether and releasing all this anguish I have. I hate everything so much, I genuinely have so much hatred in my heart even for my family members, the ones that I should love.
The black pill swallows you whole and rapes your mind until you lose every ounce of hope you have. My entire life has been one giant black pill trip. From elementary school to college. Its like im a clown in a horror movie, the comedic relief. I can't love any more, I don't want to love any more. I just want to dull my mind with women and drugs and grandiose visions of success and I want men to look at me as if im important. I want men to look at me as if im someone of important and someone they should notice. I think i can achieve that honeslty. But whats waiting for me at the end of that tunnel is nothing, at the end of the day im just a blackpilled incel even if i ascend and fuck bitches and get money. Thats my cope, that one day ill ascend and have money and be famous and FINALLY the world will notice me instead of being ignored like I have been all my life.
You can't escape the blackpill, the butterfly will always remember that it was once a caterpillar. I hope we all become butterflys one day and I hope you show no mercy when the world tries to bring you down again, I hope you let the world know that you aren't its hopeless little comedic relief machine anymore.
"But what about having money and being confident and having discipline"...
guess what, you're a bluepilled dumbass. I'd say being successful in life takes 2 things... looks and iq if you have both, it should be very easy to get money and be successful.
Back when I was a complete dumbass and coped with my existence instead of swallowing the blackpill I use to watch those gay motivational videos where the guy screams into the camera and tells you that "AnYthIng Is PoSsiBle just have confidence and discipline". Yeah those people are braindead retards trying to sell you a course or something else. The truth is that success in life is 80% determined by things out of your control. How your parents raised you, who do you know, where did you grow up, how NT are you, how high is your IQ? etc etc.
The only real thing we can do is ascend to our max potential, figure out how to stack up some bread, hardmaxx and hopefully live a somewhat decent life. Everything else is just cope and shouldnt even cross your mind.
ive grown up religious but once i turned about 8 or 9 I quickly started to question religion, especially the one my parents taught me (Hinduism). Eventually I became agnostic but the point im trying to make is that in all my 20 years of life on this planet ive realized that there is no god. God is a manmade construct use to cope with our dogshit lives. You ( the reader ) have to somehow find meaning in a meaningless and unforgiving world, if thats "god" then cool i guess but ive stopped giving a fuck about finding out meaning anymore, im not a hedonist but if i had the looks money and resources to be one, i most definitely would be.
Ive only experienced romantic love one time in my life, and it was online ( lmfao ) I was in a relationship with this hispanic girl online for about 9 ish months and it was super toxic, I got to experience her telling me how much she loved me and how i had her soul and how much she values me but then we would fight and argue the very next second. Her life was miserable and i think thats the only reason she showed me some attention. I dont think she loved me and I dont think i loved her either, we both loved knowing that someone else loved us. Now shes in a real life relationship with some white guy who took her virginity and even thinking about that makes me want to throw up. I mean think about it, imagine the only girl in your entire life that actually showed you affection, the girl you thought youd end up marrying, is now getting FUCKED by some white guy across the country and experiencing all the novelities of being in a relationship.
Im so jaded from life and the amount of beatings it has given me. I honestly never want to feel love again, I want to be alone and only use women for their bodies and leave them. I dont ever want my happiness to be dependent on a fucking foid ever. Ive made so many mistakes in life, I cant think of a single non-mistake part of my existence. Everything has been a giant mistake and ive just been coping through it. This is my way of screaming into the ether and releasing all this anguish I have. I hate everything so much, I genuinely have so much hatred in my heart even for my family members, the ones that I should love.
The black pill swallows you whole and rapes your mind until you lose every ounce of hope you have. My entire life has been one giant black pill trip. From elementary school to college. Its like im a clown in a horror movie, the comedic relief. I can't love any more, I don't want to love any more. I just want to dull my mind with women and drugs and grandiose visions of success and I want men to look at me as if im important. I want men to look at me as if im someone of important and someone they should notice. I think i can achieve that honeslty. But whats waiting for me at the end of that tunnel is nothing, at the end of the day im just a blackpilled incel even if i ascend and fuck bitches and get money. Thats my cope, that one day ill ascend and have money and be famous and FINALLY the world will notice me instead of being ignored like I have been all my life.
You can't escape the blackpill, the butterfly will always remember that it was once a caterpillar. I hope we all become butterflys one day and I hope you show no mercy when the world tries to bring you down again, I hope you let the world know that you aren't its hopeless little comedic relief machine anymore.
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