Looksmaxxing destroyed my life

[jekmon]

24 now but started at 17. Started out w mewing and then checking the mirror daily for changes. Then got into taking photos and comparing. It destroyed me bc I was always trying to outdo my past self and stay in prime that I missed my entire early adulthood. I actually became so severely ill that I lived by myself and would spend upwards of 4 hours a day looking in front of the mirror. Became severely mentally ill on diet route too resorting to just raw milk and raw meat. Was told by many people when I was 21 to model but never could bc all I could think ab was my small flaws and the fact I might have already peaked. Rmbr to mental health max. Literally out of college and done nothing but rot in my room for a year. Time to ropemax

 

[jekmon]

24 now but started at 17. Started out w mewing and then checking the mirror daily for changes. Then got into taking photos and comparing. It destroyed me bc I was always trying to outdo my past self and stay in prime that I missed my entire early adulthood. I actually became so severely ill that I lived by myself and would spend upwards of 4 hours a day looking in front of the mirror. Became severely mentally ill on diet route too resorting to just raw milk and raw meat. Was told by many people when I was 21 to model but never could bc all I could think ab was my small flaws and the fact I might have already peaked. Rmbr to mental health max. Literally out of college and done nothing but rot in my room for a year. Time to ropemax

Still told I look 17 and get attention but am like paralyzed and unable to move forward. Tried all kinds of meds and shit but idk. I’m broken

 

[RODEBLUR]

Your fault

 

[MrMinimalist]

24 now but started at 17. Started out w mewing and then checking the mirror daily for changes. Then got into taking photos and comparing. It destroyed me bc I was always trying to outdo my past self and stay in prime that I missed my entire early adulthood. I actually became so severely ill that I lived by myself and would spend upwards of 4 hours a day looking in front of the mirror. Became severely mentally ill on diet route too resorting to just raw milk and raw meat. Was told by many people when I was 21 to model but never could bc all I could think ab was my small flaws and the fact I might have already peaked. Rmbr to mental health max. Literally out of college and done nothing but rot in my room for a year. Time to ropemax

dug your own grave

 

[jekmon]

Your fault

Not denying

 

[Johanjohan]

Looksmaxxing is a scam

Just be nt and slay

 

[jekmon]

Looksmaxxing is a scam

Just be nt and slay

What’s nt

 

[jekmon]

Looksmaxxing is a scam

Just be nt and slay

What is nt

What’s nt

 

[notchicolachowski]

What is nt

neurotypical

 

[Deleted member 110192]

24 now but started at 17. Started out w mewing and then checking the mirror daily for changes. Then got into taking photos and comparing. It destroyed me bc I was always trying to outdo my past self and stay in prime that I missed my entire early adulthood. I actually became so severely ill that I lived by myself and would spend upwards of 4 hours a day looking in front of the mirror. Became severely mentally ill on diet route too resorting to just raw milk and raw meat. Was told by many people when I was 21 to model but never could bc all I could think ab was my small flaws and the fact I might have already peaked. Rmbr to mental health max. Literally out of college and done nothing but rot in my room for a year. Time to ropemax

What looksmaxxing did you do aside of mewing?

 

[NOCTURNALDEATH]

Valid. Sorry you went through this. Im atp and my brain i severely consumed over my looks and how im perceived. Just dropped 400 on skin ointment snd regimens and at this point idc bc i need to stay beautiful