Truecelcoper
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I first came across the red pill during 2022 i was in 8th grade consumed alot of hamza content and read self-improvement looks.Then going a little deeper stumbled across the blackpill and looksmaxxing and this forum i never made an account. I related to the blackpill alot, i saw alot of my classmates getting attention from girls while i had really only one friend and no experience or any real interation worth mentioning with a girl. After i came across it i realized it was my looks. i hit the gym did skincare did all that bullshit and it did nothing. fast forward now 2026 11th grade still bascially in the same place, all the times i went up to a girl rejected and insulted and laughed at sometimes.Sometimes i would get a glimmer of motivation of escaping this community and have the confidence to go and try to get a girl and ive significanly lowered my standards and yet i still get rejected.
during the summer really showed me that i lost it, i started to get pissed. realized being a good person and having confidence didn't do shit. at the time i was taking advice from my bluepilled normie friend.after getting rejected by the one foid i snapped. I started to talk to myself and say shit how foids deserve to get raped and murdered. i even started to have urges of going ER on everyone then ending my life.I actually had planned out a day a time and my exact plan. I eventually pussied out and realized i couldn't handle prison or dying. I honestly can't look at women the same and i can't see myself marrying, after realizing they are all hypergamous and have zero empathy i can't do it. i have this hope that one day i will ascend and slay foids which is the end goal for me, since at the end of the day they are all fucktoys nothing more. Nobody can convince me otherwise. Ive even started to have these kind of religious psychosis and thinkign that foids are actually the devil and were put on earth of make everyones lives more miserable.
during the summer really showed me that i lost it, i started to get pissed. realized being a good person and having confidence didn't do shit. at the time i was taking advice from my bluepilled normie friend.after getting rejected by the one foid i snapped. I started to talk to myself and say shit how foids deserve to get raped and murdered. i even started to have urges of going ER on everyone then ending my life.I actually had planned out a day a time and my exact plan. I eventually pussied out and realized i couldn't handle prison or dying. I honestly can't look at women the same and i can't see myself marrying, after realizing they are all hypergamous and have zero empathy i can't do it. i have this hope that one day i will ascend and slay foids which is the end goal for me, since at the end of the day they are all fucktoys nothing more. Nobody can convince me otherwise. Ive even started to have these kind of religious psychosis and thinkign that foids are actually the devil and were put on earth of make everyones lives more miserable.
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