looksmaxxing ruined my perception of what looks good

[swt]

i used to be crazy auramaxxed and at my highschool

didnt even care about my face, i was focussed on my hair and my clothes and beckies treated me like god back then, and unironically my face didnt really even look that good i was crazy bloated just sticking with my base and i used to be told to try modelling, not even kidding

now im lowkey autistic, face is significantly better, hair is mid (working on it, letting it grow back), lost my sense of style because i stopped focussing on it for a long time, and ive been feeling lowkey invisible ngl

what do i do

 

[swt]

if only i could find the right hair again, find myself when it comes to style, with my current face i could probably be up again but idk how to go about it cuz looksmaxxing gave me autism

 

[looneyy_]

js forget about looksmaxxing bro

 

[swt]

js forget about looksmaxxing bro

cant