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When I was like 14 I was severely depressed and overweight. I hated looking in the mirror before I even knew what BP was and overall felt my life was kind of shit. I had a lot of past trauma I don’t feel like elaborating on but they definitely contributed.
I then had a mental breakdown at school in front of my school grade. Everyone thought I was crazy for lashing out like this and I ended up having no friends. The principal of my school suggested to my parents that I should go into a mental health facility for a week. I did and at that point I was at my worse. After the week nobody talked to me at school and mentally I still wasn’t okay. They put me on antidepressants that didn’t help.
At 14 years old I attempted suicide via roping. While I saw my vision going black and life flashing I felt one thing. Regret. Even after living such a shit life and also being sub5. I still wanted to live.
I never told my parents that to this day but after I decided to get my life together. I started going to the gym and eating healthier. I got lean and built some muscle. I was still kinda sad tho because everyone still treated me like I was weird.
Then i discovered BP and Looksmaxxing at 15. I looked in the mirror and saw why they thought of me that way. My personality of dark humor and making fucked jokes maybe also held me back but still. They wouldn’t think I’m weird even after what I did if I was hot.
And the thing is… I was right. It was a slow progression but from age 15-18 I did nothing but looksmaxx. Got my first proper gf who was an 5’8 MTB. Eventually people started noticing and wanting to be my friend. Some people who hated me and thought I was weird said I was funny now even tho I made the same fucked up jokes. I was actually popular at my school and not from having a breakdown. Some of the popular dudes said I’m hotter than them and asked for tips. It was a complete reversal of what happened before.
(Unironically me)
To conclude I didn’t let my past trauma get in the way of life. Looksmaxxing saved me from suicide. I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t ascend. I’m thankful for life and thankful for that experience to appreciate the looks I have now. If you ever consider suicide think of how bright the future could be ahead. My life is now 100000x better than when I attempted.
Give life another shot bc you never know what ahead
I then had a mental breakdown at school in front of my school grade. Everyone thought I was crazy for lashing out like this and I ended up having no friends. The principal of my school suggested to my parents that I should go into a mental health facility for a week. I did and at that point I was at my worse. After the week nobody talked to me at school and mentally I still wasn’t okay. They put me on antidepressants that didn’t help.
At 14 years old I attempted suicide via roping. While I saw my vision going black and life flashing I felt one thing. Regret. Even after living such a shit life and also being sub5. I still wanted to live.
I never told my parents that to this day but after I decided to get my life together. I started going to the gym and eating healthier. I got lean and built some muscle. I was still kinda sad tho because everyone still treated me like I was weird.
Then i discovered BP and Looksmaxxing at 15. I looked in the mirror and saw why they thought of me that way. My personality of dark humor and making fucked jokes maybe also held me back but still. They wouldn’t think I’m weird even after what I did if I was hot.
And the thing is… I was right. It was a slow progression but from age 15-18 I did nothing but looksmaxx. Got my first proper gf who was an 5’8 MTB. Eventually people started noticing and wanting to be my friend. Some people who hated me and thought I was weird said I was funny now even tho I made the same fucked up jokes. I was actually popular at my school and not from having a breakdown. Some of the popular dudes said I’m hotter than them and asked for tips. It was a complete reversal of what happened before.
(Unironically me)
To conclude I didn’t let my past trauma get in the way of life. Looksmaxxing saved me from suicide. I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t ascend. I’m thankful for life and thankful for that experience to appreciate the looks I have now. If you ever consider suicide think of how bright the future could be ahead. My life is now 100000x better than when I attempted.
Give life another shot bc you never know what ahead
