Looksmaxxing your face and body requires several discussions, not over a fucking million of them!

[soulless_npc]

They manipulated my mom to put me on medicine when I was 5 because I hovered in thin air and was frozen in time. They told mom ADHD caused that. Welp, that led her into alcoholism and pill addiction and caused my siblings to stay at least twenty feet from me. And ugh, the nights I would awaken to strangers shaking holy water on me. Creepy as fuck! They surely cringed my adolescent years. Ngl.

You'll need to reprogram yourself. If you're not too old, the military is a good place for that. Or UFC training, boxing, taekwondo, national reserve, something with discipline, merits, and spirit.

I am sorry to hear of your hardships. I'm turning 32 and I'm busted from doing manual labor so I don't know. It's not that I lack the physical capacity. The problem is a social machination. The reason I dont get pussy is I still feel fear all the time. Like Bruce Wayne climbing out of the pit, he couldn't make it until he lost the fear of death. And the more I see the more I can't unsee, and I grow more afraid. I need to be able to make women feel safe around me and I can't manage that ridden with anxiety, which they tried to mitigate with meds, and failed.

I don't want to live off the system, I see it as permanently being cucked. But I'm supposed to go to an interview to work just about one of the shittiest jobs you can do (again) on Thursday so it seems like a path presents itself always, it just might not be the one I want. In truth hard labor does build character and is a free workout. But it comes at a cost, and you just get sucked into the consorts of big corporations as a pawn, your soul as a bargaining chip. But that's my cynical and disturbed way of looking at it at this point.

 

[Whiteboard7]

It's a toxic bubble mining our devices while conning investors for junk crypto purchases

I agree. Nihilism has ramped up