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Deleted member 110192
Pharmaceuticals enthusiast, maximizing MPS
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tbh i write this for my self cuz i need to get rid of this shit inside my mind. imo looksmaxxing can be a good hobby to "maximize" your look when its your genetics but fine.
i HATE waking up every day and not being perfect blue eyed 6'5 blonde, and this exactly what the blackpill making you do it making you imagine what would happen if you were htn+, and thats exactly how my life are im 24/7 analyzing and focusing om my own looks and wondering how i would look without my flaws.
and yall know what is the worst part? is that i wasted 2 years of my life focusing on my looks and not on my social skills and now im the most awkward person alive when im outside.
why did i came to a part when im collecting money for surgeries? i hate looksmaxxing and i will never escape it.
i HATE waking up every day and not being perfect blue eyed 6'5 blonde, and this exactly what the blackpill making you do it making you imagine what would happen if you were htn+, and thats exactly how my life are im 24/7 analyzing and focusing om my own looks and wondering how i would look without my flaws.
and yall know what is the worst part? is that i wasted 2 years of my life focusing on my looks and not on my social skills and now im the most awkward person alive when im outside.
why did i came to a part when im collecting money for surgeries? i hate looksmaxxing and i will never escape it.
