onnysk
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I'm in that range where I can look either a low 5 or high 6.5 depending on dressing, haircut, extrovesion. So if I looksmin I look like average 5\10 normie without a gf but low status in the pecking order, if I do everything to looksmax I can pass as a high tier normie
For last 3 months I dressed like a bum, let my beard grow patchy and unkept, had virgin haircut since I'm fairly asocial I didn't really go out much and didn't bother to look after, but anyway what I experienced is people started treat me like a ghost, I became invisible, guys would avoid to be associated with me, they would be nice but try to take distance if it were to be a group setting. Percentage of women who liked me in a sexual manner went down considerably (there were still some of them but they were around 3-4\10 , a few women would outright be mean and bitchy, giving me special negative treatment, I'm talking some really low psl women). My male friends actually started to treat me better, were far more happier with their gfs next to me even though their gfs would make sure to let me know that they're not considering me as an option.
My mental health kept deteriorating, overthinking everything and had moments of social anxiety
Past weeks before college started I looksmaxed the most I could, clothes, haircut and finally shaved my beard (this was the biggest bump in psl points as beard makes me look bloated and generic)
People started to be more friendly, treat me better and with more respect. Women would check me out more, even my parents started to treat me better and become less annoying. I got asked for my social media and my class mates offered me to join them for the group project. I still don't have women jumping on my dick but they're far more respectful and including, at least giving me opportunity
I should be happy, but part of me died inside how it all superficial really is and how looks indeed affect your personality. Kinda lost motivation to do anything, if I did this looksmax and got treated this better then god knows how Chads really have it
there is a world out there where people just breath and have women like this asking them for a relationship
where guys automatically respect and advance your career, and all you have to do is breath and agree with them
For last 3 months I dressed like a bum, let my beard grow patchy and unkept, had virgin haircut since I'm fairly asocial I didn't really go out much and didn't bother to look after, but anyway what I experienced is people started treat me like a ghost, I became invisible, guys would avoid to be associated with me, they would be nice but try to take distance if it were to be a group setting. Percentage of women who liked me in a sexual manner went down considerably (there were still some of them but they were around 3-4\10 , a few women would outright be mean and bitchy, giving me special negative treatment, I'm talking some really low psl women). My male friends actually started to treat me better, were far more happier with their gfs next to me even though their gfs would make sure to let me know that they're not considering me as an option.
My mental health kept deteriorating, overthinking everything and had moments of social anxiety
Past weeks before college started I looksmaxed the most I could, clothes, haircut and finally shaved my beard (this was the biggest bump in psl points as beard makes me look bloated and generic)
People started to be more friendly, treat me better and with more respect. Women would check me out more, even my parents started to treat me better and become less annoying. I got asked for my social media and my class mates offered me to join them for the group project. I still don't have women jumping on my dick but they're far more respectful and including, at least giving me opportunity
I should be happy, but part of me died inside how it all superficial really is and how looks indeed affect your personality. Kinda lost motivation to do anything, if I did this looksmax and got treated this better then god knows how Chads really have it
there is a world out there where people just breath and have women like this asking them for a relationship
where guys automatically respect and advance your career, and all you have to do is breath and agree with them
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