Losing faith

[Deleted member 93519]

For the first time in my life Im doubting about God's existence.


Im slowly getting more insane everyday, Im slowly approaching the day where I'll do something very very baaaaaaaaad


I pray God everyday for 2 years now, and yet my life is still horrible. Im getting more and more depressed, more and more dangerous.


Yet I see my friends they're all good, they have a nice skin without even doing any skincare, they have good hairs, good eyes, good grades.


But me I got horrible everything, I have no school this year cuz my grades and my parents hate me.


How should I be thankful to God ? No way. Im losing faith. Or Satan is winning over me.

 

[Deleted member 93519]

I feel like Imma become a serial killer

 

[Deleted member 93519]

or a ridiculous shooter

 

[TitSlicer]

give urself unto satan and declare that he is the king of heaven, the king of creatures on earth and under the earth

 

[Deleted member 93519]

Its so sad because I was always nice to everyone, I always wanted to make peoples happy, I always wanted to be kind, and now I just feel hatred towards everyone and I feel powerless, I feel weak and insane

 

[Deleted member 93519]

give urself unto satan and declare that he is the king of heaven, the king of creatures on earth and under the earth

Really ?

 

[TitSlicer]

yea or be like garfield and forget about sex , social status etc. just be a comfy little ornage cat

 

[PROMETHEUS]

Weak boys clutch onto the tailcoats of their mothers

Weak men clutch onto the hope of an external saviour

 

[Deleted member 30959]

Satanism (ideology, not beleiving in satan) mogs

 

[Deleted member 93519]

yea or be like garfield and forget about sex , social status etc. just be a comfy little ornage cat

I dont care about sex or anything related to romance, I just want to feel good in my own body, I want to be proud of my looks. I swear imma blow my head off with a shotgun so no one's gonna ever see my face again

 

[imthesupremecel]

garfieldcel is going insane no hope for this world anymore

 

[PlayersGetPlayed]

Whether or not Satan is winning over you is fully under your control. With God all things are possible, so be persistent and He will save you.

 

[imthesupremecel]

Satanism (ideology, not beleiving in satan) mogs

actually believing in satan is retarded

 

[Deleted member 93519]

Weak boys clutch onto the tailcoats of their mothers

Weak men clutch onto the hope of an external saviour

Im a weak men then Im a fucking bitch please insult me please tell me to kill myself

 

[PROMETHEUS]

yea or be like garfield and forget about sex , social status etc. just be a comfy little ornage cat

Unironically true

I would expand but I don’t feel like even you understand the level of basedness you just wrote

 

[Deleted member 93519]

Whether or not Satan is winning over you is fully under your control. With God all things are possible, so be persistent and He will save you.

I threatened God to give me what I want because I had a mental break down I started argue with him we're not cool anymore

 

[Deleted member 93519]

Satanism (ideology, not beleiving in satan) mogs

Believing in Satan imply believing in God so you choose the bad side on purpose to be happy for 80 years but end up burning in hell forever after that

 

[Tenshi]

maybe it's time to stop relying on God and take the lead of your own life.

Maybe god exist, maybe he doesn't. Maybe he hates you, maybe he doesn't care at all. Either way, why should you care? Go make things happen.

 

[PlayersGetPlayed]

I threatened God to give me what I want because I had a mental break down I started argue with him we're not cool anymore

You really think He didn't see that argument coming? He will always be cool with you, but you've got to trust in Him. Nothing is impossible, you can still reverse the damage that the blackpill has done to you.

 

[EdgyFashionist]

Convert yourself into Judaism before it's too late

 

[Deleted member 95337]

Im slowly approaching the day where I'll do something very very baaaaaaaaad

I think you should self-reflect before the "baaaaaaaaaad" thing you're about to do. It helped me by a lot.

 

[Deleted member 93519]

maybe it's time to stop relying on God and take the lead of your own life.

Maybe god exist, maybe he doesn't. Maybe he hates you, maybe he doesn't care at all. Either way, why should you care? Go make things happen.

Thanks I love fight club btw

 

[Deleted member 93519]

You really think He didn't see that argument coming? He will always be cool with you, but you've got to trust in Him. Nothing is impossible, you can still reverse the damage that the blackpill has done to you.

These are permanents, I cant go on life now that I realized how UGLY and HORRIBLE I was Im a fucking monster Im sure the devil laugh at me for my looks

 

[Deleted member 93519]

I think you should self-reflect before the "baaaaaaaaaad" thing you're about to do. It helped me by a lot.

I already cutted myself for a while and stopped its useless

 

[ShowerMaxxing]

Just ask yourself are you really trying your best?
Do you enjoy your studies?
There’s a lot of pressure in modern society to go to college, but it’s not for everyone. Graduation rates reflect that 40-60% average.

 

[Deleted member 93519]

Convert yourself into Judaism before it's too late

no im not interested sorry

 

[cooldude1231]

Obviously god isnt real but jfl at u doubting your belief in him because you dont have perfect skin talk about strong willed

 

[Deleted member 93519]

Just ask yourself are you really trying your best?
Do you enjoy your studies?
There’s a lot of pressure in modern society to go to college, but it’s not for everyone. Graduation rates reflect that 40-60% average.

I failed school because I was obsessed with my looks, I couldnt focus, sleep at night, I went insane, I almost never wrote a thing this year I never listened anything I never completed a test

 

[Deleted member 93519]

Obviously god isnt real but jfl at u doubting your belief in him because you dont have perfect skin talk about strong willed

If it was only that

 

[PlayersGetPlayed]

These are permanents, I cant go on life now that I realized how UGLY and HORRIBLE I was Im a fucking monster Im sure the devil laugh at me for my looks

It is clearly stated in the Bible that no sin is too awful to be forgiven, with the exception of blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. You can only mess this up for yourself, by refusing to believe that it's not over.

On a more practical note, what you need clearly seems to be something to boost your self-esteem. I've seen supposed subhumans with higher confidence than you. Work on that and maybe things won't look as bad after all.

 

[ShowerMaxxing]

I failed school because I was obsessed with my looks, I couldnt focus, sleep at night, I went insane, I almost never wrote a thing this year I never listened anything I never completed a test

Just lol u should’ve WD from courses then, at least then there would be no academic or financial penalty

So what did you do with your time instead?

 

[Deleted member 64864]

Not even going to read this heretical post, fuck you Christ is king

 

[Deleted member 93519]

It is clearly stated in the Bible that no sin is too awful to be forgiven, with the exception of blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. You can only mess this up for yourself, by refusing to believe that it's not over.

On a more practical note, what you need clearly seems to be something to boost your self-esteem. I've seen supposed subhumans with higher confidence than you. Work on that and maybe things won't look as bad after all.

Im a sub-subhuman

 

[mrmogger2882]

life is a test

 

[cc_7373]

For the first time in my life Im doubting about God's existence.


Im slowly getting more insane everyday, Im slowly approaching the day where I'll do something very very baaaaaaaaad


I pray God everyday for 2 years now, and yet my life is still horrible. Im getting more and more depressed, more and more dangerous.


Yet I see my friends they're all good, they have a nice skin without even doing any skincare, they have good hairs, good eyes, good grades.


But me I got horrible everything, I have no school this year cuz my grades and my parents hate me.


How should I be thankful to God ? No way. Im losing faith. Or Satan is winning over me.

Accept adonis, embrace adonis, believe in adonis

 

[Deleted member 93519]

Not even going to read this heretical post, fuck you Christ is king

Sure but I dont think "fuck you" and "Christ is king" fit in the same phrase

 

[Deleted member 93519]

Accept adonis, embrace adonis, believe in adonis

who is adonis

 

[Deleted member 93519]

life is a test

is your pfp a representation of the Judge in Blood meridian?

 

[PlayersGetPlayed]

Im a sub-subhuman

Even then God still loves you.

Don't worry so much about what your fate is, only God knows. You haven't seen what you will become, in your mind you are still as far from Heaven as you are from Hell. Will you really trust your own low self-esteem over God, who has seen where you will be in the future?

 

[cc_7373]

who is adonis

The only thing you should believe in, trust and follow

 

[cc_7373]

Even then God still loves you.

Don't worry so much about what your faith is, only God knows. You haven't seen what you will become, in your mind you are still as far from Heaven as you are from Hell. Will you really trust your own low self-esteem over God, who has seen where you will be in the future?

Biggest cope i seen

 

[Acion]

For the first time in my life Im doubting about God's existence.


Im slowly getting more insane everyday, Im slowly approaching the day where I'll do something very very baaaaaaaaad


I pray God everyday for 2 years now, and yet my life is still horrible. Im getting more and more depressed, more and more dangerous.


Yet I see my friends they're all good, they have a nice skin without even doing any skincare, they have good hairs, good eyes, good grades.


But me I got horrible everything, I have no school this year cuz my grades and my parents hate me.


How should I be thankful to God ? No way. Im losing faith. Or Satan is winning over me.

The god of the Bible is not real

 

[PlayersGetPlayed]

Biggest cope i seen

Says the guy with "do nofap, eat beef, be adonis" as his profile cap lol

 

[The Grinch]

You on your own, always have been. This life is like lottery. You may get born with good genes or medium genes of low quality genes like most users on this forum. Whether you’re successful in life or not totally depends on your genes, nothing else. There is no higher power that wants to fulfill your wishes and help you have sex

 

[Acion]

How should I be thankful to God ?

He created you so you can suffer for his amusement

 

[cc_7373]

Says the guy with "do nofap, eat beef, be adonis" as his profile cap lol

Got something with adonis???

 

[cc_7373]

He created you so you can suffer for his amusement

 

[Deleted member 93519]

The only thing you should believe in, trust and follow

Ah

 

[Deleted member 93519]

He created you so you can suffer for his amusement

AH....

 

[Deleted member 93519]

You on your own, always have been. This life is like lottery. You may get born with good genes or medium genes of low quality genes like most users on this forum. Whether you’re successful in life or not totally depends on your genes, nothing else. There is no higher power that wants to fulfill your wishes and help you have sex

I dont care about sex I want to look good for myself so life is easier.