Losing my humanity and thugmaxx is my final gambit

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As you know. I´m bloated now.I follow the recommendations of the guys of this I started do 16H fast, trying to eat 1800 kcal and sleepmaxxing. Although I gymmaxxed a bit before. Now I´m not near my prime that´s incel tier anyway.

In this prime I matched with couple landwhales who ghosted me after I talked about sex at Tinder
and trans.

I also dated this girl for 6 months but didn´t get sex. Not even kiss. Just walking around malls hanging hands :feelswhy::feelswhy:

Athough she changed me for him in matter of two weeks :feelswhy::feelswhy:

Today I was coming to the bank after work and I found a friend from childhood and teenhood.


Well, it happened that he´s shorter than me. Literally 5´2 and we went some meters until meet with a 17 yo that he knew. Well he mogs me facially and is gymmaxxed but still. During this little meeting they mentioned other friend of childhood/teenhood who´s my height.
He´s just thugmaxxed yet. He managed to have breed two years ago and now has a pesudo-snowbunny
Keep in mind I´m from a spic country so the whitest the best.

They were talking about crazy parties with weed, weed-brownies and other stuff. While my weeb friends practically abandoned me. Me and my ex-fellas have been watching superhero movies since 2016 but now. No one of them want to watch NWH, The Batman, Morbius and Sonic 2 with me. This makes me think if I should change my horizons.


Being a voicel makes impossible to thugmaxx. Infact, being a voicel destroyed my youtuber career. Loquendo is much more pleasant to the ears of people than my nose-ass voice.

In the moment I changed to microphone my potential youtuber career went to shit.

Well after this shit. I reached my prime but later. The lockdown fells meaning that I had no way to meet new women. I´ve been relying from escorts for almost two years and now and I fell in love with a whore.
This due to years of watching porn. I pass from jacking off with Jordan Carver and Alicia Goodwing
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To jacking off with abominations like this
Reasons of why my standards are so low. Majority of men in my country seek for whores like this
But I find more atractive this whore because porn led to like big boobs and wide hips and even stretcht marks


But I´m tired of escortcelling. I haven´t accepted my faith as a subhumanoid yet. I want to live that fairy tale called love at least once. I want to fuck raw from the start and for free. Sure I haven´t tried some interesting stuff in this guide. I´m buying now like this
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But I´ll be honest. I now I need hardcore-lookmaxxing. A leg lengthing surgery is expensive af even in Turkey. Look that I´m from a spic country sooo even the price is crazy af. I´m probably likely to be low IQ since I dropped System Engineering so I can´t moneymaxx. In my fucking country I haven´t found someone who does bimax or all that shit I need to my face. :feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy:


Should I do as Kaneki. Should I lose my humanity and thugmaxx in order to ascend?



 
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I also dated this girl for 6 months but didn´t get sex. Not even kiss. Just walking around malls hanging hands :feelswhy::feelswhy:
Oh my god its so over for you
 
Never lose hope brother life is beautiful just look further than this reality of dating dumb woman, stop focusing on how you look and lookmaxx hoping for the best just be happy and btw do dopamine detox
 

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