Losing my zygos+jaw destroyed my life honestly (not losing hope)

[Deleted member 24186]

Some of you guys know me from my old acc probably and some don’t, I used to be a HTN with a good facial bones overall (that even saved my long ass midface) had a fun life and had some girls who thirsted me (even had a high mtb ex with good body), however in last 2 years I started gaining hella amount of belly fat (my belly changed shape, visceral fat) and fat on my submental area which was not related to my weight and seemed so unusual and weird because it never dropped with losing weight it just got worse overtime, I realized it only after a few months when my friend asked me what happened to my lower third (JFL), which took me to the blackpill path. sadly I tried to do everything in terms of diets and etc but it got worse and worse and I even started having annoying muscle aches most of the days, heat intolerance and some crazy ass stupid cravings for sugar and food and had troubles building muscles on calorie suprlus which never happened before, got lab tests everything was fine except one time where my cortisol was high, meanwhile I’m dealing with all of this I have realized my bones faded away my jaw and chin are completely burried in the neck + zygos width descreased massively (weird shit, but make sense because my gonions are burried and we all know zygos and jaw work together)
Anyways As time went by I realized I descended hard and no one gives a shit about me anymore, nobody listens to what I say or even look me in the eyes, nobody even says hello to me, and the last time I have ever talked to a girl who was interested in me was 2 years ago - just before I descended.
god damn, i even met my ex again after a while and she found me attractive when were together, and this time she said i look "off" and she's not attracted to me anymore.
Only recently i started visting doctors and taking care, been waiting 2 months already for the endocrinolog doc i will see her next sunday and hopefully somewhere in the future it will be fixable because right now i'm hopeless, and time goes by and i'm losing everything.

TLDR:
Used to be decent looking and probably excuessive stress fucked up my entire body, burried my facial bones inside my neck, but i won't give up

@currylightskin @bogii
both of them know what i'm going on through, i wanted to thank you guys.

 

[currylightskin]

It's Cushing syndrome probably yakhi . DW you're under the right guidance . Hormonal imbalance related bone loss

 

[Deleted member 24186]

It's Cushing syndrome probably yakhi . DW you're under the right guidance . Hormonal imbalance related bone loss

yea it's must be cushing, for so long i thought there is no way it's possible because it's so rare but now i actually think it might be the case, i will ask for a diagonsis on sunday

 

[ShineBright]

It's Cushing syndrome probably yakhi . DW you're under the right guidance . Hormonal imbalance related bone loss

Wow, my exact thought while reading this. Yeah OP sounds exactly like Cushing's. Seen a couple people with it but not usually younger people. Also refrain from alcohol for a while, OP

 

[Deleted member 24186]

Wow, my exact thought while reading this. Yeah OP sounds exactly like Cushing's. Seen a couple people with it but not usually younger people. Also refrain from alcohol for a while, OP

I don't drink or smoke at all, i used to be in a super good shape and healthy, it litreally took only 2 years to destroy my fucking life. I wish i noticed things earlier, now it might be too late

 

[Deleted member 24186]

@Niko It's the full version of the story i dm'ed you, I hope it will get better one day

 

[ShineBright]

JFL if you're not cushingsmaxxing in 2022