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TLDR at bottom for you lazy adhd autists
Growing up, I was always regular weight for my height, I wasn't skinny or fat, just a regular untoned teenager throughout middle/high school. During this time, I did not find it hard to interact with other people and was generally respected. I would say I was LTN level. graduated just before the pandemic hit and during the pandemic, I gained like 50 pounds because I did not stay active due to staying indoors. During this time, I was suddenly having problems and fights with my siblings, my mom would literally shit on me all the time for being fat and was on my ass about everything. It's like a switch flipped. At university, I was invisible and no one ever talked to me. I talked to one LTN asian dude and the next day he moved to another part of the class JFL, it was very bad. I was treated like shit by service workers, I lost a lot of friends during this time as well. I had become subhuman. I became so depressed my grades fell into the gutter.
Skipping ahead 1 year ish, before the start of 2022's school year, I lost almost all the weight and immediately saw differences. My family treats me with more respect, even my mom suddenly treats me kinder and gives me more chances. At uni, I literally had 4 people introduce themselves to me for no reason and immediately ask for snapchat etc and wanted to know me among other things. It's like everyone is suddenly nicer overnight. Workers, waitresses, bus drivers... literally every fucking thing you can imagine.
Even upgrading to LTN has had a big difference in my life. This experience has literally driven me insane. I do not think I will be the same as this, there is nothing more brutal then seeing blackpill playing out in your own life. I've unironically become eternally bitter and find myself getting angry when people talk to me about how it must be my "confidence" that changed when I tell them this shit. At this point, I have become a mentalcel. I would rather avoid people as much as possible and stay at home. Going out into society just depresses me. I now understand the appeal of being a NEET.
This is the only forum where I can vent this shit in peace.
TL;DR LTN gained weight, became subhuman because of it, lost the weight and saw how shallow everything is
Growing up, I was always regular weight for my height, I wasn't skinny or fat, just a regular untoned teenager throughout middle/high school. During this time, I did not find it hard to interact with other people and was generally respected. I would say I was LTN level. graduated just before the pandemic hit and during the pandemic, I gained like 50 pounds because I did not stay active due to staying indoors. During this time, I was suddenly having problems and fights with my siblings, my mom would literally shit on me all the time for being fat and was on my ass about everything. It's like a switch flipped. At university, I was invisible and no one ever talked to me. I talked to one LTN asian dude and the next day he moved to another part of the class JFL, it was very bad. I was treated like shit by service workers, I lost a lot of friends during this time as well. I had become subhuman. I became so depressed my grades fell into the gutter.
Skipping ahead 1 year ish, before the start of 2022's school year, I lost almost all the weight and immediately saw differences. My family treats me with more respect, even my mom suddenly treats me kinder and gives me more chances. At uni, I literally had 4 people introduce themselves to me for no reason and immediately ask for snapchat etc and wanted to know me among other things. It's like everyone is suddenly nicer overnight. Workers, waitresses, bus drivers... literally every fucking thing you can imagine.
Even upgrading to LTN has had a big difference in my life. This experience has literally driven me insane. I do not think I will be the same as this, there is nothing more brutal then seeing blackpill playing out in your own life. I've unironically become eternally bitter and find myself getting angry when people talk to me about how it must be my "confidence" that changed when I tell them this shit. At this point, I have become a mentalcel. I would rather avoid people as much as possible and stay at home. Going out into society just depresses me. I now understand the appeal of being a NEET.
This is the only forum where I can vent this shit in peace.
TL;DR LTN gained weight, became subhuman because of it, lost the weight and saw how shallow everything is
