Loss of a loved one

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Has anyone of you dealt with it?
 
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No I am incapable of love
 
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I dont love anyone and nobody loves me
 
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this hit me hard, ngl
 
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Of course
 
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Has anyone of you dealt with it?
you can only suppress it, ive never gotten over it. the image of seeing my mom in a casket is forever etched into my mind. its weird how fragile humans are, an alive and complex being turned to nothing in a matter of seconds. i didnt get to properly say goodbye as it happened so suddenly and nowone was anticipating it, that was the worst part, i wish i couldve atleast done that. i prayed to her a few days after, thanking her for everything and i cant describe it, but i felt like she heard it so i can take a bit of solace in that
 
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you can only suppress it, ive never gotten over it. the image of seeing my mom in a casket is forever etched into my mind. its weird how fragile humans are, an alive and complex being turned to nothing in a matter of seconds. i didnt get to properly say goodbye as it happened so suddenly and nowone was anticipating it, that was the worst part, i wish i couldve atleast done that. i prayed to her a few days after, thanking her for everything and i cant describe it, but i felt like she heard it so i can take a bit of solace in that
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you can only suppress it, ive never gotten over it. the image of seeing my mom in a casket is forever etched into my mind. its weird how fragile humans are, an alive and complex being turned to nothing in a matter of seconds. i didnt get to properly say goodbye as it happened so suddenly and nowone was anticipating it, that was the worst part, i wish i couldve atleast done that. i prayed to her a few days after, thanking her for everything and i cant describe it, but i felt like she heard it so i can take a bit of solace in that
Almost teared up. Stay strong brother.
 
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Almost teared up. Stay strong brother.

thank you guys, means alot truly. it was a pretty shitty thing to go through but this is how life is, i know alot of people in this world have gone through similar or worse.

i assume by you making this post something has happened to you also? sorry if so, be happy for the memories you made with them and let their legacy live on through you, theyd probs want that for you too, to be happy than constantly griefing over the past you cannot change
 
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thank you guys, means alot truly. it was a pretty shitty thing to go through but this is how life is, i know alot of people in this world have gone through similar or worse.

i assume by you making this post something has happened to you also? sorry if so, be happy for the memories you made with them and let their legacy live on through you, theyd probs want that for you too, to be happy than constantly griefing over the past you cannot change
There was a risk of happening, and I can guarantee you that was the strongest feeling I ever had to this day. I thought of all possible outcomes and some really hurt to even think about, that I considered killing myself if anything bad happened. Fortunately pathology results came clean, I can’t describe how relieved I am.
 
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There was a risk of happening, and I can guarantee you that was the strongest feeling I ever had to this day. I thought of all possible outcomes and some really hurt to even think about, that I considered killing myself if anything bad happened. Fortunately pathology results came clean, I can’t describe how relieved I am.
Peace bhai.
Hopefully everything goes well.
Same happened with my maternal grandfather.
 
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I pray that I die before anyone I love. But in a way that’s selfish. Wanna know why? Everyone knows that losing someone you love is more painful than death itself. So, I’m basically wishing that pain upon them.
 
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I pray that I die before anyone I love. But in a way that’s selfish. Wanna know why? Everyone knows that losing someone you love is more painful than death itself. So, I’m basically wishing that pain upon them.
Relatable
 
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