hopelive
Iron
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- Nov 11, 2025
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Fuck, I’m losing my last few friends because of severe body dysmorphia—just because of—fucking hell—insecurity and this fear of going outside. Someone asked to hang out today, but I fucking turned them down again. I think that was the last time. I don’t know what’s wrong with me; a few girls were interested in me back in middle school and plenty said I was good-looking, but these fucking standards and rankings regarding looks have destroyed me. I don’t know how to get back out into the world; I spent every holiday this year alone—even New Year’s, I just spent it by myself at home because I couldn't bring myself to go out. I want to forget about it all every day, but fucking social media gets in the way—all that propaganda idealizing looks—fuck it all.
