Lost everything in one night while on phycedelics, I’m ending it

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Last night I watched the girl I like that I thought liked me also start flirting and dancing with my freind, I don’t understand bc I’m objectively more attractive, this happened while I was on dxm, trypamines, and Ritalin, so you can guess I was going insane in my head, 1 hour later my dad texts me saying he wants to kick me out of his house, I just graduated highschool, anyway I think this is my final straw, I have been looking for a final reason and here it is, I’m done being miserable, no matter how much I improve I’ll never ever be normal, I am ending my life tomorrow, love yall all❤️
 
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Last night I watched the girl I like that I thought liked me also start flirting and dancing with my freind, I don’t understand bc I’m objectively more attractive, this happened while I was on dxm, trypamines, and Ritalin, so you can guess I was going insane in my head, 1 hour later my dad texts me saying he wants to kick me out of his house, I just graduated highschool, anyway I think this is my final straw, I have been looking for a final reason and here it is, I’m done being miserable, no matter how much I improve I’ll never ever be normal, I am ending my life tomorrow, love yall all❤️
tramadol n acid trip mogs
 
Last night I watched the girl I like that I thought liked me also start flirting and dancing with my freind, I don’t understand bc I’m objectively more attractive, this happened while I was on dxm, trypamines, and Ritalin, so you can guess I was going insane in my head, 1 hour later my dad texts me saying he wants to kick me out of his house, I just graduated highschool, anyway I think this is my final straw, I have been looking for a final reason and here it is, I’m done being miserable, no matter how much I improve I’ll never ever be normal, I am ending my life tomorrow, love yall all❤️
If you do it you're a nigger
 
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he wants to kick me out of his house, I just graduated highschool
atleast u graduated nigga, i got kicked from both highschool n my home for drugs
 
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Last night I watched the girl I like that I thought liked me also start flirting and dancing with my freind, I don’t understand bc I’m objectively more attractive, this happened while I was on dxm, trypamines, and Ritalin, so you can guess I was going insane in my head, 1 hour later my dad texts me saying he wants to kick me out of his house, I just graduated highschool, anyway I think this is my final straw, I have been looking for a final reason and here it is, I’m done being miserable, no matter how much I improve I’ll never ever be normal, I am ending my life tomorrow, love yall all❤️
If anyone has any drug recommendations to help me forget please let me know what
 
I’m 19 even more fucked
 
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Last night I watched the girl I like that I thought liked me also start flirting and dancing with my freind, I don’t understand bc I’m objectively more attractive, this happened while I was on dxm, trypamines, and Ritalin, so you can guess I was going insane in my head, 1 hour later my dad texts me saying he wants to kick me out of his house, I just graduated highschool, anyway I think this is my final straw, I have been looking for a final reason and here it is, I’m done being miserable, no matter how much I improve I’ll never ever be normal, I am ending my life tomorrow, love yall all❤️
I don’t get it either, she use to like me, and I didn’t really like her, we started hanging out as freinds, I ascend, and now she dosnt like me anymore, I don’t understand, bc I mog this freind that she chose over me hands down and me and this dude are both nd asf so it’s not like that’s the difference
 
Last night I watched the girl I like that I thought liked me also start flirting and dancing with my freind, I don’t understand bc I’m objectively more attractive, this happened while I was on dxm, trypamines, and Ritalin, so you can guess I was going insane in my head, 1 hour later my dad texts me saying he wants to kick me out of his house, I just graduated highschool, anyway I think this is my final straw, I have been looking for a final reason and here it is, I’m done being miserable, no matter how much I improve I’ll never ever be normal, I am ending my life tomorrow, love yall all❤️
I will keep yall updated, going to go get day drunk and walk around the mall or something like a true bum
 
probably a larp but go ahead throw away the only chance of living you've been given, no one cares the world will keep spinning for billion more years but you'll never ever get the second chance to be alive again
 
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Last night I watched the girl I like that I thought liked me also start flirting and dancing with my freind, I don’t understand bc I’m objectively more attractive, this happened while I was on dxm, trypamines, and Ritalin, so you can guess I was going insane in my head, 1 hour later my dad texts me saying he wants to kick me out of his house, I just graduated highschool, anyway I think this is my final straw, I have been looking for a final reason and here it is, I’m done being miserable, no matter how much I improve I’ll never ever be normal, I am ending my life tomorrow, love yall all❤️
Foid was prolly a mtb which u only liked cuz she was in your social circle and you think that’s a reason to rope:ROFLMAO:
 
Foid was prolly a mtb which u only liked cuz she was in your social circle and you think that’s a reason to rope:ROFLMAO:
No bro she was hot I have known her forever and we like all the same things, go to raves together, do drugs together and hit the bar together, the only person I ever met that parties like me
 
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No bro she was hot I have known her forever and we like all the same things, go to raves together, do drugs together and hit the bar together, the only person I ever met that parties like me
Let’s see her then
 
Last night I watched the girl I like that I thought liked me also start flirting and dancing with my freind, I don’t understand bc I’m objectively more attractive, this happened while I was on dxm, trypamines, and Ritalin, so you can guess I was going insane in my head, 1 hour later my dad texts me saying he wants to kick me out of his house, I just graduated highschool, anyway I think this is my final straw, I have been looking for a final reason and here it is, I’m done being miserable, no matter how much I improve I’ll never ever be normal, I am ending my life tomorrow, love yall all❤️
Just get a job move out and never see them again

Tell them or someone you know that you need a little bit of time to pick yourself up

Trust me, theres alot out there besides your shitty Family, you can roomshare aswell if you have funds and pick yourself back up

Its possible
 
Let’s see her th

Just get a job move out and never see them again

Tell them or someone you know that you need a little bit of time to pick yourself up

Trust me, theres alot out there besides your shitty Family, you can roomshare aswell if you have funds and pick yourself back up

Its possible
I have a job, but I’m a fucking gambling addict and it’s fucking so hard to stop, I’m getting better but fucking I lost like 7k to meme coins in one weekend bc if I lost I had planned on ending it, but yeah I work cunstruction I just gamble all my money like a fucking retard on memes and perpetual
 
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I have a job, but I’m a fucking gambling addict and it’s fucking so hard to stop, I’m getting better but fucking I lost like 7k to meme coins in one weekend bc if I lost I had planned on ending it, but yeah I work cunstruction I just gamble all my money like a fucking retard on memes and perpetual
Go into a gambling addiction meeting, try to find a way to remove it alltogether or replace it (porn addiction and food addiction lose less money)
 

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