Low DRIVE for life / libido - depression or low T?

[White_Bwoi]

I'll appreciate if someone would read this - maybe someone overcame this kind of shit.

I ALWAYS had low-cuck drive for masculine stuff like rivalry/group sport's and stuff, Id rather intelectual ventures than physical ones.

Diagnosed recently giga-ADHD on Ritalin (methylphenidate) rn - life improved greatly, but kinda even lowered my libido + work stress is tiring ngl

I suspect LOW T the most, for years... Im not "that depressed" and I was often times more anxious then now.

The problem is kinda serious, I even leanmaxed & finally got great matches on old I don't even have said DRIVE to talk to these bitches JFL, I just DONT CARE at all

Do I just get the and just start serious gymaxxing + improve diet first?

TLDR: I feel like a cuck with no drive to do stuff & fuck mtb's

Stats: 34yo / 187cm / 78kg / desperately need gym - I just leaned out, little muh muscles
Test was 550 tested like year ago, doc even told me I could pin to 1000 if I want
Im an IDIOT to not hop on it, I have some irrational fears of Norwood Reaper going for me faster tho

 

[King_Schnitzel]

I'll appreciate if someone would read this - maybe someone overcame this kind of shit.

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I ALWAYS had low-cuck drive for masculine stuff like rivalry/group sport's and stuff, Id rather intelectual ventures than physical ones.

Diagnosed recently giga-ADHD on Ritalin (methylphenidate) rn - life improved greatly, but kinda even lowered my libido + work stress is tiring ngl

I suspect LOW T the most, for years... Im not "that depressed" and I was often times more anxious then now.

The problem is kinda serious, I even leanmaxed & finally got great matches on old I don't even have said DRIVE to talk to these bitches JFL, I just DONT CARE at all

Do I just get the and just start serious gymaxxing + improve diet first?

TLDR: I feel like a cuck with no drive to do stuff & fuck mtb's

Stats: 34yo / 187cm / 78kg / desperately need gym - I just leaned out, little muh muscles
Test was 550 tested like year ago, doc even told me I could pin to 1000 if I want
Im an IDIOT to not hop on it, I have some irrational fears of Norwood Reaper going for me faster tho

Nothing to lose, go all in and pin.