Low effort cry

[SentinoNieSentinel]

Why me? Why I can't i have normal family without disabilities and abuse? Why can't I be at least average economically? Why do I need to be not taken seriously and disrespected in groups? Why can't I be tall and htn+? I want to experience teenage love one day, I have 14 months left of being a teen. I'm just trapped in body I hate, in circumstances I never wished for and cherry on top I just often LDAR like true adhd nd incel. I don't feel hope and when I feel it it's just to trick my brain into being comfortable ldaring all day...

 

[fraudislaw]

Quite possibly most brutal org DNR i’ve ever seen
this man vented his heart out for not even a single rep
@MrMaxwell @WhoTookVendetta Brutal

 

[160cmcurry]

I want to experience teenage love one day, I have 14 months left of being a teen

you’re not making any major changes in those 14 months, accept the inevitable. your teen years are over

Why I can't i have normal family without disabilities and abuse? Why can't I be at least average economically? Why do I need to be not taken seriously and disrespected in groups? Why can't I be tall and htn+? I want to experience teenage love one day, I

so many things are out of your control for you not to get the proper teenage experience (none of it’s your fault.) everyone else already built their memories, their friend groups, their “firsts” during the window you missed.

it’s over.
move on.
you’re not normal.
it doesn’t get any better after your teen years.
not much you could do either way.

 

[SentinoNieSentinel]

you’re not making any major changes in those 14 months, accept the inevitable. your teen years are over

so many things are out of your control for you not to get the proper teenage experience (none of it’s your fault.) everyone else already built their memories, their friend groups, their “firsts” during the window you missed.

it’s over.
move on.
you’re not normal.
it doesn’t get any better after your teen years.
not much you could do either way.

Nah i will text you in future ill add bookmark to text you. I think some things will change, like i will get a car, i will lose my virginity, and get invited to party first time in 3 years(i will have party soon). Idk if I will get this typical teenage love experience but we will see.

 

[SentinoNieSentinel]

Bump I really depise my life I ain't signed up for this shit. I got some anger issues, no one made me play sports or study as a kid, I did some bad things that hunt me(mainly to myself), I have ugly dirty house. My parents were tall ish for their times and I am short ish, little brother taller than me. My parents spent money on addictions, debt, other dumb fucking expenses. When shit hits the fan they just go to mental hospital, never accountable. They don't care about me at all or my problems, they only befriend me if they want something in return. They search my room, manipulate me into giving them money, never make me want pursue anything never guide me. Every friend which I ever had either we lost connection or never ever built a connection. Some even betrayed me. I haven't been to birthday in like 4 years. I don't know if I will ever get to dream college. I whole life people pleased and didn't got lasting results. Never been on sports team, never been on a band, never been the cool kid, never had sex, never been the awarded student. I would have killed myself a long ago but I just have hope and don't want to hurt my brother. And also I don't want to die now, only bad memories will be left of me, I suspect there is multiple people backstabbing my reputation rn, I cant live like this. Other people got others empathizing sympathising for them, even my own family barely texts me. I'm about 35 percentile height for young men in my country.

 

[kisslessvirgin]

hope things change for you boyo