Low_inhib maxxing / before 1st date

[White_Bwoi]

I was pretty chill/laid back last couple of days, and I thought the 1st date with blonde MTB = a piece of cake...

But ever present ND demons are ready to sabotage everything, immense anxiety for no reason 3h before the meeting.

Good looking narcy aspie, worst possible confusing scenario with a girl im afraid is NORMIE to the core ;(

Why I even go there, to see what she looks like in real life, I wish I had ZHERKA powers.

ritalin made me sweating already I pray to god it stops after I take a bath

I'll drink moderate amount, not to be fucked up but - 2-3 500ml 5% beers before going out, because im sure I'll scare this bitch off with my ND if im dead sober

 

[White_Bwoi]

Pregabalin had strange depressing effect on me last time I tried, so no clav method unfortunately just plain old dumbing yourself down with alc%

 

[White_Bwoi]

This MTB was insensitive, super NT, frauding to mumbai, but tall & great legs & ass boring foid. I entertained her for couple hours, we got a super good pho soup & couple of beers drinking talking all I got was kiss on the chick, JFL.

I went on a little spree after that, and I've met 3x better looking woman in a pub that night, I even got her insta, freaking lingerie model & barmaid Belarusian, she look almost like R. wiesz in mummy:

Why do I even bother with this bumble bullshit, where you just CANT find HTB that's willing to speak to your ass unless you're legit giga-chad...

For normies, not accustomed to PSL, it's heaven, if I would settle for LTB I would have one in 7 minutes on this app jfl...