Lowkey don't even want a relationship anymore

[trashbinxoxo]

I don't really feel like I have anything of value I could provide for them.

If I did manage to find someone with my ltn looks and faked personality, I feel like it wouldn't last long at all.

Hella mental illnesses that would scare the hoes away instantly. And I'm broke. And I don't know how healthy relationships work. And uhhhh... You get the point. I couldn't be a provider for anyone.

But I'm not really sad about it. I feel like relationships just take away freedom and time and causes more unnecessary drama in your life.

As long as you got some real niggas with you I feel like you can be perfectly happy without a partner.

 

[trashbinxoxo]

I'm gonna be venting a whole bunch of nonsense on offtopic for a while so get used to it

 

[It'snotover]

As long as you got some real niggas with you I feel like you can be perfectly happy without a partner.

True problem is real friends are rare af. Most just use you for one reason or another, I would love to have a irl bhai like one .org bhai tbh(the chill ones, not the autistics)

 

[trashbinxoxo]

True problem is real friends are rare af. Most just use you for one reason or another, I would love to have a irl bhai like one .org bhai tbh(the chill ones, not the autistics)

I don't even got irl's. My main goal outside of ascending is building myself a small community of real friends who'll be there for me no matter what

 

[It'snotover]

I don't even got irl's

After hs i basically don't have friends anymore irl too. Just someone here or on Discord

My main goal outside of ascending is building myself a small community of real friends who'll be there for me no matter what

Sounds like a good goal but also very tough. So far I think online friendships are leagues above irl ones, at least from my personal experience