Lukey and the missus break up

[noobslayer]

This break up honestly made me super sad because I was also in a long distance relationship like them (my first and only girlfriend ever) we loved each other to death but we ended up breaking up because she said a lot of things and did a lot of things that I just can’t over look (we were together for 2 years and she still tries to message me here and there begging me to come back but I just can’t) lukey and the missus gave me lots of hope that me and her might make it cause we were each others first and we told each other that we are end game (meaning soulmates), but given what happened between me and her I had to be the stronger person and break up with her. Next thing you know lukey and the missus broke up to and they looked so healthy. Missus ended up moving on so fast and that struck something deep within me because even tho I don’t think my ex will move on fast I still have a feeling she will. Our break up tore both of us up so bad like it’s been almost 4 months and we miss each other everyday but I can’t trust her. I also know for sure that I don’t believe I can see my self loving anyone as much as I did her, on the other hand idk if I can say the same about her I feel like women can move on and forget so easily, and I also feel like damn near every woman in our generation (not all but most) is just a walking time bomb waiting to explode whether its eventually being a cheater, a liar, a gaslighter, and just downright becoming hateful toward there partners after a while. After 2 amazing years my ex became all those things except a cheater (I don’t believe she ever cheated on me considering how obsessed she is with me and all 100% control she let me have on her phone and all her social media accounts) all I know is that I could never love anyone as much as I did her and I can never trust a woman again because of how shitty most of them are. Im currently 21 years old and I honestly think I won’t date until im at least 25 just to play it safe considering most women will be mature by then. Anyone around my age or younger pls don’t date anyone just find someone you can fuck around with, you don’t need the mental damage of a heart break at a young age (relationships also cause u to get to comfortable and you will end up letting yourself go because when u feel loved you will feel like your enough) you are never enough once they decide to ruin everything you built, I was almost at my prime at 19 years old then I met my ex and she made me feel like I was enough and that I didn’t need to obsess over my looks anymore because I was more then that (I was bullied growing up for looking “autistic” or “goofy” in there words). Im 21 now and I had gotten a little chubby because I would just binge eat from the stress she gave me, I went from 160lbs back down to 150 lbs within 4 months since the break up. I now realize that we should never get comfortable because our youth does not last forever and we are given one life to enjoy it, the only way to enjoy yourself is from being confident and confidence comes from looking good and feeling good about yourself. Don’t waste your looks and the memories in your youth like I had (I will never get those 2 years back). Guys go out as much as possible and look your absolute best for as long as possible, take as many videos and photos of yourself and just live life. I understand i ended up ranting about myself but I just don’t want anyone to make the same mistake I did. lukey and the missus break up showed me that no matter how perfect things are one of the partners will take that for granted and just end up ruining you and leaving you broken and betrayed especially if the other moves on even tho they tell you that you are the only one. thanks for listening everyone .