made myself invalid with drugs

[isis_Bleach]

when i was 14 i found my dads meth and had some and ever since then its been downhill.

now im 22, sober since dec 1st. but i feel like complete shit still. I can’t get out of bed most days and i cant do basic tasks.

never had friends irl since i started and i never will again.

over

 

[FoidAnnihilator1]

its never over.

 

[isis_Bleach]

its never over.

it genuinely is in my case

 

[GenZ]

I've been heavily addicted to stimulants and what you're describing is completely normal for meth abuse. It will take a year or two for your dopamine system to go back to normal. I'm sorry, just don't kill yourself.

 

[dragomog]

im addicted to huffing glue as of
today

 

[isis_Bleach]

I've been heavily addicted to stimulants and what you're describing is completely normal for meth abuse. It will take a year or two for your dopamine system to go back to normal. I'm sorry, just don't kill yourself.

but like starting so young and doing it for so long is what worries me
idek what its like to be teenager
since i was in my room doing drugs whole time

 

[Abusive]

Brutal boyo, hope things get better for you.

 

[gooner23]

why the dad got meth tho

 

[isis_Bleach]

why the dad got meth tho

because my dad has always done that stuff I guess

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

you sound like you're on dope

 

[isis_Bleach]

you sound like you're on dope

wdym

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

wdym

you said that you were sober. i dont believe that.

 

[GenZ]

but like starting so young and doing it for so long is what worries me
idek what its like to be teenager
since i was in my room doing drugs whole time

I started at like 16ish and also stayed in my room just to smoke chinese cannabinoids and do speed. Ruined my social life but I don't think I ever had that to begin with. It's alright man, just do the bare minimum for a year or two. Seems long but I can tell you're still emotional from the binges, eventually life will become a dull drone in a good way.

 

[tansel]

frank tufano pt 2

 

[eyenerf]

when i was 14 i found my dads meth and had some and ever since then its been downhill.

now im 22, sober since dec 1st. but i feel like complete shit still. I can’t get out of bed most days and i cant do basic tasks.

never had friends irl since i started and i never will again.

over

Look into nootropics to restore dopamine levels
Or theres a peptide for this

 

[Outlander]

im addicted to huffing glue as of
today

Try gasoline

 

[isis_Bleach]

im addicted to huffing glue as of
today

try computer duster, or lighter fluid