Vitruvian
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no my oneitis reject meBro are you plotting a comeback
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no my oneitis reject meBro are you plotting a comeback
what happened how did u ask her out what did she say plz respond bro @Vitruvianno my oneitis reject me
It happened 4 years ago (age 17). I had been in her class since age 12. I grew up with her and I really liked her, wanted her to like me too so I jestermaxed and education maxed, jock maxed, artmaxed. She used to say there is nothing I'm not good at. I always wanted to be the best for her. But nobody ever told me to act on my feelings, I was scared of rejection. I put her on a pedestal without knowing how she felt about me, then after hs ended I found the courage to text her how I felt at like 3am. She said she "felt something" when we used to play tennis together. It was a polite rejection. I was heart broken. I then rotted for 4 years in uni, it affected my mental and grades. Always feeling not good enough.what happened how did u ask her out what did she say plz respond bro @Vitruvian
im sorry man
So you knew her for 5 years?It happened 4 years ago (age 17). I had been in her class since age 12. I grew up with her and I really liked her, wanted her to like me too so I jestermaxed and education maxed, jock maxed, artmaxed. She used to say there is nothing I'm not good at. I always wanted to be the best for her. But nobody ever told me to act on my feelings, I was scared of rejection. I put her on a pedestal without knowing how she felt about me, then after hs ended I found the courage to text her how I felt at like 3am. She said she "felt something" when we used to play tennis together. It was a polite rejection. I was heart broken. I then rotted for 4 years in uni, it affected my mental and grades. Always feeling not good enough.
You are good enough, but you need to make sure they think the same way about you.
Yes she mogged me. I was dillusional, young, and Bluepilled. But it was biology. Because I could have had other girls , she was just the most aesthetic of our classSo you knew her for 5 years?
I'm happy I got this oneitis thing in senior year of high school cuz one year from now I hopefully won't see her again cuz of graduation
1 year of suffering > 5 years of suffering
The people who never find this site or incels always get their oneitis
Us guys here are ugly so we don't get them unless we surgerymaxx of course
she'd find this cute, if you aren't super ugly I think she would appreciate it. if you're an uggo then she'll find it creepy tbh. have you talked to her? what's her reaction towards you, does she laugh, smile, try to talk to you, make direct eyecontact?Ive been doing this for the past few days on my tablet this helps me cope better with knowing ill likely never have her
here are 2 pics I drew of her
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im uglyshe'd find this cute, if you aren't super ugly I think she would appreciate it. if you're an uggo then she'll find it creepy tbh. have you talked to her? what's her reaction towards you, does she laugh, smile, try to talk to you, make direct eyecontact?
please don't say that shit it makes me depressedChad just came inside her as you finished the drawing
I only draw this girl, my first ever lovedraw londonville overdosing on 80 pills

getting loved up around a girl has nothing to do with being high or low T/EHis T is rock bottom. His E levels are sky high
Absolute cope. If you’re obsessing over one woman, putting her picture on pillows, making love letters (which you give to friends and not her directly), making drawings of her and getting sad/depressed over her, you’re low T. High T men would approach and be straightforward.getting loved up around a girl has nothing to do with being high or low T/E
ive actually taken steroids and gotten 3000+ ng/Dl test levels and still got emotional and loved up over girls, it has nothing to do with test levelsAbsolute cope. If you’re obsessing over one woman, putting her picture on pillows, making love letters (which you give to friends and not her directly), making drawings of her and getting sad/depressed over her, you’re low T. High T men would approach and be straightforward.
High E and bluepilledive actually taken steroids and gotten 3000+ ng/Dl test levels and still got emotional and loved up over girls, it has nothing to do with test levels
let him learn the hard way sometimes being bluepilled works thoIf you're serious you need to get serious mental help
Being bluepilled doesn’t work. It destroys you. Swallowing the blackpill is goodlet him learn the hard way sometimes being bluepilled works tho
I just bought the $20 gift card I plan on putting in the anonymous letter today from starbucksBeing bluepilled doesn’t work. It destroys you. Swallowing the blackpill is good
Now you’re spending money on this bitch? That’s crazy bro. Your T is non-existent.I just bought the $20 gift card I plan on putting in the anonymous letter today from starbucks
I plan on getting it to my friend tomorrow
hopefully this goes well![]()
eh life isnt as black and white some people get to marry their highschool sweet heart get married and have a typical white picket fence lifeBeing bluepilled doesn’t work. It destroys you. Swallowing the blackpill is good
give her the card and buy apex testosterone guide with that 20 dollars instead i am guessing ur still young asf so abuse as much test as u can get naturally for facial developmentI just bought the $20 gift card I plan on putting in the anonymous letter today from starbucks
I plan on getting it to my friend tomorrow
hopefully this goes well![]()
thank me later brah go buy read absorb iteh life isnt as black and white some people get to marry their highschool sweet heart get married and have a typical white picket fence life
nothing wrong with that and power to them
Some of us get redpilled/blackpilled and find someone while staying wary lowkey this sucks because you will never get that first near unconditional love you had and realize how many conditions there are like i hate bullying women but it gets them to like me i realize this is because of their biology sometimes i just wanna be nice
yeah ik bit of a weird rant
give her the card and buy apex testosterone guide with that 20 dollars instead i am guessing ur still young asf so abuse as much test as u can get naturally for facial development
my total T was 913ng/dl on my last blood test and my free T was above the normal rangeeh life isnt as black and white some people get to marry their highschool sweet heart get married and have a typical white picket fence life
nothing wrong with that and power to them
Some of us get redpilled/blackpilled and find someone while staying wary lowkey this sucks because you will never get that first near unconditional love you had and realize how many conditions there are like i hate bullying women but it gets them to like me i realize this is because of their biology sometimes i just wanna be nice
yeah ik bit of a weird rant
give her the card and buy apex testosterone guide with that 20 dollars instead i am guessing ur still young asf so abuse as much test as u can get naturally for facial development
ur androgen receptors might need some help or estrogen the way you behave is obsessive and not masculine , you have most likely idealized her in your head while never having had an actual conversation or gotten to know her this shits unhealthy atleast with my oneitiis we dated i know her bad and good side without this there is 0 reason to be interested other than looks and ur brain playing tricks on youmy total T was 913ng/dl on my last blood test and my free T was above the normal range
stop with this testosterone crap
Yes, like you guys I like sex and when I see a hot girl I want to bang her like any other hormonal teenager
but with my oneitis, its more than that, just being around her in class makes me feel a sense of euphoria that I've never gotten from another girl
and if I ever dated her(likely won't happen cuz I'm a subhuman), making out and hugs would be a priority over sex
idk why I just like herur androgen receptors might need some help or estrogen the way you behave is obsessive and not masculine , you have most likely idealized her in your head while never having had an actual conversation or gotten to know her this shits unhealthy atleast with my oneitiis we dated i know her bad and good side without this there is 0 reason to be interested other than looks and ur brain playing tricks on you
she's not a bitch, dont be meanNow you’re spending money on this bitch? That’s crazy bro. Your T is non-existent.
Some niggas already cummed in her mouth. I’m sorry broidk why I just like her
she's not a bitch, dont be mean
see bro you don't know its you being obsessive and pedastilizing her you need to gtfo outta there before you get limerence which can fuck you over in the long termidk why I just like her
she's not a bitch, dont be mean
I cant control my emotionssee bro you don't know its you being obsessive and pedastilizing her you need to gtfo outta there before you get limerence which can fuck you over in the long term
This will actually break your ego and pin for her more JFC most girls won't do this anyway and use u as a attention/emotional tamponI cant control my emotions
I need her to attack me verbally or something like finding out I wrote the letter and making fun of me in the front of class
that will be the only way I can lose my love for her, she has to shatter my heart, not break it
ill happily let her use me for attention or be her emotional tamponThis will actually break your ego and pin for her more JFC most girls won't do this anyway and use u as a attention/emotional tampon
you can control your emotions ur a MAN my guy

only when I draw pics of herthe most fucked thing is you are actually a good artist

Bruh wheres ur self esteem and respect for urselfill happily let her use me for attention or be her emotional tampon
I might be able to get into the friend zone this way and ill do anything she asks like send her homework or something else and then she will like me and talk to me yay![]()
I dont know why but I just have this urge to do something to please her and make her happy because I would be happy thenBruh wheres ur self esteem and respect for urself
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