It will always stay like that it wont change
why do you think so?
i’m willing to bet 95% of the people on this forum would kill 100 people to have a decent looking girl with a decent body who loves them unconditionally
i would probably attribute that to 95% of the people on this forum being clueless about what they want in life
i would probably attribute it to wanting what you can’t have, but it’s similar. when my relationships were peak, i was the happiest i’ve ever been. it kind of sucks to have adhd and aspd because i can’t maintain one for more than 3 months, i end up ending them because i literally become repulsed by them almost inevitably
how were the bondings like?
cute high school dates like rafting, movies, hiking. it was all perfect and they never stopped liking me but at almost exactly 3 months every time something switches and i see them for everything they’re not. i look at their faces and can only focus on their minuscule flaws and they could do 100 nice things for me but 1 fuck up is all i can think about
