man fuck this life

[miserycel]

all i do all day is just listen to bladee and pace around my house

literally that’s it

it’s gotten to a point where it’s not even that im too afraid to live, i’ve just lost interest in it

lost all my energy and vigor for life

too far behind to see the light at the end of the tunnel

im still khhv at 19

and nowhere close to losing it since im still ugly as fuck

i’ll go to uni and probably make no friends and talk to no girls

won’t even make money in the meantime either since it’s fucking impossible to find a half-decent job

i can ascend but what’s the point of being an inexperienced MTN in my 20s

still laps behind everyone else and all the girls are whores id rather not lose my head over

life gets way too stagnant, nothing changes man

kinda tired of caring about it so much

 

[iabsolvenico]

Already lost interest in living at 19?

 

[GoodLittleFoidBoy]

all i do all day is just listen to bladee and pace around my house

literally that’s it

it’s gotten to a point where it’s not even that im too afraid to live, i’ve just lost interest in it

lost all my energy and vigor for life

too far behind to see the light at the end of the tunnel

im still khhv at 19

and nowhere close to losing it since im still ugly as fuck

i’ll go to uni and probably make no friends and talk to no girls

won’t even make money in the meantime either since it’s fucking impossible to find a half-decent job

i can ascend but what’s the point of being an inexperienced MTN in my 20s

still laps behind everyone else and all the girls are whores id rather not lose my head over

life gets way too stagnant, nothing changes man

kinda tired of caring about it so much

i can’t take it seriously when your name has misery in it, brutal tho being a khhv still, if your mtn you can’t be a khhv

 

[miserycel]

Already lost interest in living at 19?

yeah

my situation is horrible

i can’t take it seriously when your name has misery in it, brutal tho being a khhv still, if your mtn you can’t be a khhv

it has misery in it because im miserable

not because of the stupid song

i do agree

but id want a khhv girl like myself

practically impossible after 18

 

[miserycel]

@Prøphet @tansel @Mansur

this isn’t a rope note btw

don’t feel like not being alive

don’t feel like being alive either

it’s a weird spot

 

[iabsolvenico]

yeah

my situation is horrible

it has misery in it because im miserable

not because of the stupid song

i do agree

but id want a khhv girl like myself

practically impossible after 18

at least have sex first

 

[fraudedltn__]

all i do all day is just listen to bladee and pace around my house

literally that’s it

it’s gotten to a point where it’s not even that im too afraid to live, i’ve just lost interest in it

lost all my energy and vigor for life

too far behind to see the light at the end of the tunnel

im still khhv at 19

and nowhere close to losing it since im still ugly as fuck

i’ll go to uni and probably make no friends and talk to no girls

won’t even make money in the meantime either since it’s fucking impossible to find a half-decent job

i can ascend but what’s the point of being an inexperienced MTN in my 20s

still laps behind everyone else and all the girls are whores id rather not lose my head over

life gets way too stagnant, nothing changes man

kinda tired of caring about it so much

nigga go jerk off a second and come back to read the bs you wrote
your life is in ur hands no other bastard will come to save u

 

[GoodLittleFoidBoy]

yeah

my situation is horrible

it has misery in it because im miserable

not because of the stupid song

i do agree

but id want a khhv girl like myself

practically impossible after 18

oh jesus, ive been in a relationship for 3 years and where we were both our first so it was lucky for me

 

[miserycel]

at least have sex first

too ugly to do that

and too self destructive to not be ugly

im still trying to ascend

but at this point i dont even know why

i wont lead the life i wish to lead

 

[thickbitch]

Brutal brocel

 

[miserycel]

nigga go jerk off a second and come back to read the bs you wrote
your life is in ur hands no other bastard will come to save u

i know

that’s why im slowly giving up

oh jesus, ive been in a relationship for 3 years and where we were both our first so it was lucky for me

mirin hard

basically my dream man

 

[New Poster]

Already lost interest in living at 19?

This site thinks life is over by 20

 

[iabsolvenico]

too ugly to do that

and too self destructive to not be ugly

im still trying to ascend

but at this point i dont even know why

i wont lead the life i wish to lead

u want me to give u some tips in dms?

 

[BlackFag]

all i do all day is just listen to bladee and pace around my house

literally that’s it

it’s gotten to a point where it’s not even that im too afraid to live, i’ve just lost interest in it

lost all my energy and vigor for life

too far behind to see the light at the end of the tunnel

im still khhv at 19

and nowhere close to losing it since im still ugly as fuck

i’ll go to uni and probably make no friends and talk to no girls

won’t even make money in the meantime either since it’s fucking impossible to find a half-decent job

i can ascend but what’s the point of being an inexperienced MTN in my 20s

still laps behind everyone else and all the girls are whores id rather not lose my head over

life gets way too stagnant, nothing changes man

kinda tired of caring about it so much

this genuinly my life
all i do is listen to music and play old games
while eating my daily goyslop

with the rare times where i feel a semblance of happiness is when i piss people off on .com or discord
(before promptly getting banned)

 

[miserycel]

This site thinks life is over by 20

I don’t life itself is over

I can still lead a “good” life

just not the life I wish

 

[BlackFag]

This site thinks life is over by 20

it is lmao
if no Foid found you Attractive by 17 you will be a KHHV for life

 

[miserycel]

u want me to give u some tips in dms?

yeah i don’t mind

but it’s hard for me to properly apply

i struggle to make change

 

[iabsolvenico]

yeah i don’t mind

but it’s hard for me to properly apply

i struggle to make change

dm me a pic

 

[9user]

its a temporary world
what do you expect

its like a video game
some people win
some people lose

we are all eventually going to die

overthinking wont fix it

 

[xanlack]

all i do all day is just listen to bladee and pace around my house

literally that’s it

it’s gotten to a point where it’s not even that im too afraid to live, i’ve just lost interest in it

lost all my energy and vigor for life

too far behind to see the light at the end of the tunnel

im still khhv at 19

and nowhere close to losing it since im still ugly as fuck

i’ll go to uni and probably make no friends and talk to no girls

won’t even make money in the meantime either since it’s fucking impossible to find a half-decent job

i can ascend but what’s the point of being an inexperienced MTN in my 20s

still laps behind everyone else and all the girls are whores id rather not lose my head over

life gets way too stagnant, nothing changes man

kinda tired of caring about it so much

Move to mongolia and become a monk

 

[Hunter Gatherer]

what exactly do you want from life?

 

[miserycel]

dm me a pic

sent dm

 

[miserycel]

its a temporary world
what do you expect

its like a video game
some people win
some people lose

we are all eventually going to die

overthinking wont fix it

true

i can’t help what paces through my mind

it’s destroying me and im aware of it

what exactly do you want from life?

happiness

but i can no longer recognise what that looks like

 

[Mansur]

Relating to a lot of stuff

Dw about khhv though, may you get a Khhv girl in return

Youre still somewhat in your puberty phase so your mind could perceive certain situations as worse than they actually are.
Not in a sense of you overexaggerating

Life is boring indeed, Its all about dopamine release at the end of the day

However that doesnt prevent you from discovering more from it, now youre tired and in a bad spot. But it will strengthen your mind in the long run

And always remember:

Life doesnt give you Challenges you are not capable of enduring

 

[Hunter Gatherer]

happiness

but i can no longer recognise what that looks like

brother you either do whatever it takes to ascend or you swallow the white pill and LDAR

 

[miserycel]

Dw about khhv though, may you get a Khhv girl in return

this is one of the things i unnecessarily stress about the most tbh.

realistically by the end of my ascension i’ll probably be 21-22. the realistic chance of finding a girl i find physically and characteristically attractive, whilst also being as inexperienced as i am is slim to none.

i’ll have to settle for a foid with 5+ bodies lmao

You’re still somewhat in your puberty phase so your mind could perceive certain situations as worse than they actually are.
Not in a sense of you overexaggerating

Life is boring indeed, Its all about dopamine release at the end of the day

However that doesnt prevent you from discovering more from it, now youre tired and in a bad spot. But it will strengthen your mind in the long run

And always remember:

Life doesnt give you Challenges you are not capable of enduring

i do agree

i definitely do bring more negativity to myself than what actually is

im just tired of constantly being negative and seeing no positives

genuinely not a single thing in my life that makes me happy

and im tired of continuously working towards pursuing it and coming up short

again and again

i’ll still keep trying

but i can barely recognise what it is now

 

[Blasian-K]

all i do all day is just listen to bladee and pace around my house

Same, man, or I'll go into the woods and into the trials.

But that's life, I think. @Mansur said it well. "Life is boring indeed; it's all about dopamine release at the end of the day."

It can be a struggle to find that dopamine, but from time to time the little things can bring joy. And help take your mind off everything.

Plus the KHHV thing is not that brutal, man, not in here. We will get that virgin puss eventually, lol…

 

[Mansur]

this is one of the things i unnecessarily stress about the most tbh.

realistically by the end of my ascension i’ll probably be 21-22. the realistic chance of finding a girl i find physically and characteristically attractive, whilst also being as inexperienced as i am is slim to none.

i’ll have to settle for a foid with 5+ bodies lmao

i do agree

i definitely do bring more negativity to myself than what actually is

im just tired of constantly being negative and seeing no positives

genuinely not a single thing in my life that makes me happy

and im tired of continuously working towards pursuing it and coming up short

again and again

i’ll still keep trying

but i can barely recognise what it is now

Marry a traditional woman from some sort of village or an educated one
There are options, dont be blinded by TT

Regarding positivity, Its all a perspective issue at the end of the day

One might say the Glass is half full

The other - the Glass is half empty

What Id suggest is to be in a positive environment, like a sunny day on vacation, good diet and give your life a structure

Once you wake up, dont rot on your phone

Get a quick detox, make your bed. Eat breakfast and run outside - create a plan for the day

It may sound stupid, but it will reset your brain completely

Fully forgetting or ignoring your current life issues

Dopamine Detox causes wonders

 

[miserycel]

Same, man, or I'll go into the woods and into the trials.

But that's life, I think. @Mansur said it well. "Life is boring indeed; it's all about dopamine release at the end of the day."

It can be a struggle to find that dopamine, but from time to time the little things can bring joy. And help take your mind off everything.

still on the search for those things

just hoping 2 years from now my life is very different, and in a good way.

Plus the KHHV thing is not that brutal, man, not in here. We will get that virgin puss eventually, lol…

the things i’ve heard and seen man

all girls are sluts

it’s so over for us KHHV bros

settle for a foid with a horrifying past or die KHHV

 

[miserycel]

Marry a traditional woman from some sort of village or an educated one
There are options, dont be blinded by TT

my plan for a while was to go back to my home country and marry a cute girl from there

easy wife + guaranteed virgin

sadly i just don’t think it’s a good idea given that the cultural differences in lifestyle and ideals between the two of us will just be way too broad and it won’t go so well

Regarding positivity, Its all a perspective issue at the end of the day

One might say the Glass is half full

The other - the Glass is half empty

What Id suggest is to be in a positive environment, like a sunny day on vacation, good diet and give your life a structure

Once you wake up, dont rot on your phone

Get a quick detox, make your bed. Eat breakfast and run outside - create a plan for the day

It may sound stupid, but it will reset your brain completely

Fully forgetting or ignoring your current life issues

Dopamine Detox causes wonders

i do agree

this is good and practical advice

my brain is just incredibly self-destructive because of neurodivergence and repeating patterns

it’s incredibly hard to actually push my life towards the right direction

it’s why i have been aware of all of this since 14 yet still remain in the same place 5 years later

just panicking now because there isn’t anymore time left to waste

 

[Mansur]

sadly i just don’t think it’s a good idea given that the cultural differences in lifestyle and ideals between the two of us will just be way too broad and it won’t go so well

Who cares, adapting to each other wont become an issue if you genuinely share Love.

my plan for a while was to go back to my home country and marry a cute girl from there

easy wife + guaranteed virgin

sadly i just don’t think it’s a good idea given that the cultural differences in lifestyle and ideals between the two of us will just be way too broad and it won’t go so well


i do agree

this is good and practical advice

my brain is just incredibly self-destructive because of neurodivergence and repeating patterns

it’s incredibly hard to actually push my life towards the right direction

it’s why i have been aware of all of this since 14 yet still remain in the same place 5 years later

just panicking now because there isn’t anymore time left to waste

Take things easy man, youve been in a rough spot

That unnecessary stess will just cause more issues

Firstly find yourself, afterwards comes everything else

A good mental health is mandatory for everything in life

 

[miserycel]

Who cares, adapting to each other wont become an issue if you genuinely share Love.

true

Take things easy man, youve been in a rough spot

That unnecessary stess will just cause more issues

Firstly find yourself, afterwards comes everything else

A good mental health is mandatory for everything in life

i do think you’re speaking the truth

good mental health is just genuinely tough as fuck

i’ve never had it

i’ll get medicated and go into therapy by the end of the year so hopefully that can push me in a better direction

end of the day

all i want is to be happy